I loved butterflies, I still do.

I was walking in the garden alone, yeah I was alone again.

I wasn't expecting anyone to come to that area cuz it was the most deserted area of the whole garden. Nobody used to come there but me. I won't deny, it was peaceful.

I was enjoying myself when suddenly a butterfly caught my eye. I started to run after it while giggling and talking as if it can understand the things, that nobody ever understood.

In the process of chasing that butterfly, I forgot where I had started and where I was at that moment.

I started looking here and there but even that little insect didn't stay and left me alone too.

While I was confused and still trying to get hold of my surroundings, I spotted a figure sitting beside the lake.

I never wanted to approach but something in me told me to do that. I let my intrusive thoughts win and ended up beside that figure.

I took a closer look and that's when I regretted coming there.

It was YOU, yeah it was YOU.

I wanted to run away but my legs didn't help me. I felt like a disabled person who couldn't move without any help.

But you were so immersed in drawing the sunset that you didn't even notice my presence.

When I was still busy fighting my own self, you looked up. That's when you noticed me.

"Hey"

I ran away. Yeah I did, I RAN AWAY from YOU.