Vanoss POV

I was playing Gmod Guess Who i was record for 5 hours with the guy until i was thinking to take a break and go to a place where i would hang out with Mini and Lui when we wanted a break to just hang out i snapped out of my thoughts when i heard Wildcat scream and all i saw was me and him get killed by Moo "Oh What The Hell Man That Was Uncalled For!" Wildcat yells i just luagh at him "that was an uncalled for Moo haha" i said then everyone started laughing with me after i stop to think then open my mouth "umm... hey guys i'll be taking a break from record and playing video games for now i have been not doing so well but i'll have my phone with me so you guys can texted me or call me well i got go now.... so i can go on my lil trap bye guys see you all later" i said then everyone say bye "bye vanoss we all see you later then" Nogla says "yea well see you later man" Delirious say "oh umm... evan do you mind of i come on this lil trap with you" Mini asked i think about it "yea sure Craig you can come do you want to come too Lui?" i asked "no thank you evan i'm going to go and visit Nogla so you can Mini can have a great time without me well bye guys" Lui says before it says at the bottom saying Lui Left.

Then by ono all of all left i when book a filet to where i was going and it was tomorrow i texted Mini Ladd 

Texting 

Night Owl: hey Mini, i'll be going tomorrow at 4:30 pm to my plane tomorrow so i'll see you there

B'Brother Mini: oh okay then evan i'll be leaving tomorrow as well at the time same as you but i'll be there before you so i'll wait for you k?

'Reason why B'Brother it means big brother just to say so Mini ladd is like my big brother'

Night Owl: oh okay then i'll see you then mini bye 

B'Brother Mini: bye evan

after we finished texting me, i got off and started packing up for the tarp and then sat on my floor with cuts on my arms i had a hard time about my father passed away and and to make it much worse my girlfriend brake up with me and i was told no one wants me around and on this hard days i can hear my father tell me to stay strong for him and mother and my girlfriend i felt something fall off my cheek and on to my leg and put my hands on my face and started crying "i'm trying to stay s-strong for you d-dad.... and f-for mother.....but i just c-can't anymore.....i-i feel so alone without y-you....." i cried

My memories of my dad and mom and with my girlfriend we all joke around enjoying each other and played games

Flash back to memories

i memoir my dad getting me into hockey and cheering for me when i hurt myself and got hurt by others he would be talking to the kids to leave me alone before they regret it, that was it i played hockey every year when i game came up i would do it all the time when i was sad dad was there for me at the end of the game and when i won i told him i was happy and that he'll watch me play but as years go by i got a girlfriend and then it i was with her for 4 years and then 2 weeks my mom calls me telling me dad got into a car crush on it's way to see my hockey game and that's when it changed me and my girlfriend got to the hospital fast and i ran to mom and she hugged me crying i tried to stay strong for her and my dad we waited and waited until the doctor came to us we ran to him to tell yes "his my husband oh okay?!" Evan's mom says calmly the doctor looked at us "i'm sorry but we tried everything he may not pull though you have few days to say your good-byes" he says to us and then my mother puts hands on her mouth and crying i hug her and my lover as we walked in the room we saw him laying there unconscious with a lot of bandages on him, we all made are way to his side and sat down there hoping he would pull through this for us "oh please dear you can pull through you can't leave me yet..." Evan's mom says while crying holding his hand, i sat there holding my lover in my lap as she cries we all stayed there until it was time to go home and left him. 

We come and visit it was Thursday July 17 

I sat down my lover was working and i had a day off from games and video games with my friends i was with my mom this time "hi dad me and mom are here to visit you" i said sitting down he was still out but then he wakes up but was not what he wanted when he coughs out blood that's when me and mom stayed screaming "Dad!! Doctor! Anyone Help!!" I yelled Mother screaming "Honey!! No please Do Go I Love you!!" Evan's mom cries out then doctors and nurses ran in and pulling us out and we yell for father it was 6 hours before we got up to the doctor coming out to us we looked at him before he looked down my mother covered her mouth and fall to the floor crying i leaned on the wall and tears form as i slide down the wall and put my arms around my head crying "i'm true sorry for the lose we tried everything but it looks like he lost his fight i'm sorry" he walked away after i got home with my mom i told my girlfriend she cried in my arms as i cried  sitting down with her and my mom put her arms around us and we all cried for he was are light and father of his one baby owl and a loving owl love who lost her mate forever we all had slept in the guess room on the floor holding each other after the funeral we stayed and put his fav things down on his grave and left after

3 weeks that my girlfriend couldn't stayed me anymore and left me like that i was alone now with a broken heart

Memoir flash back ends

I was crying still and then got up and just went to bed after 

Lui Pov

I after the record i was packing to go to to Nogla as i stopped and looked at my phone and texted Mini Ladd 

Texting

Mega Monkey: Hey Mini, sorry if i couldn't go with you and evan but just to say evan seems off so found out what's wrong with him and help him pull through it 

Brother Mini Ladd: oh yea lui it's fine i'll help him and it's fine i can take care of it so don't worry about it but also what if he is not doing well then what because then i'll have to leave him

Mega Monkey: just bring him to your place late him move in with you so when you and help each other and maybe one day we'll all move in together but keep that between me and you oh okay mini?

Brother Mini: oh yea i'll like that and don't worry it's between me and you i'll not tell evan until that day does come well i have to go to bed now i'm tried so night Lui

Mega Monkey: oh okay night Mini 

After texting Mini Oh forgot to say the reason Mini is Brother Mini Ladd well it was because me and Vanoss are all like brothers who well push and fool around like brothers so yea

i got up and left to see so if i packed everything and then i texted Nogla for a about 2 hours a before i have to get to the airport to get on my plane once i got there and sat down waiting for my plane to be called i sat there waiting playing on my phone and then checking on my Twitter seeing a post from Evan 

VanossGaming's post 

'I'll taking a break from record and playing games with my friends for now i'll be going out a trap with Mini Ladd so we're going to have a great time together i'll be uploading pic of Mini Ladd and me when we had great times on are lil trap so you all know i'm not done with you guys yet so see you all later' 

I giggle at the post Evan put up and then heard my plane be called i got up and walked to my plane, taking my seat looking out the window "huh here i got" as all the people got on the plane started to move and then had taking off. I pull my phone out and earphone on and played SAIL - Awolnation and lay my head back, closing my eyes to rest.

Nogla Pov

I sat in my house on my laptop playing a few games later on i got hungry so i pulled my phone out and order out some pizza for myself and some for Lui he was coming to visit with me for a few days i was happy he was coming to my place for once i got up and got the guest room ready for Lui to stay in and then walked down stairs to watch some TV. 5 hours later i got a texted from Lui and looked at it 

Texting

<3Squeaker Lui<3: Hey i'll be landing 10 mins soon you better hurry up and get there to pick me up 

Pager Bag Man: Oh okay i'll be on my way see you then Lui 

after i texted him i got up and grab my keys for the car put on my jacket and pager bag on and walked out the door to my car, once i was in and put my phone down then started my car and driver back out of my drive way then taking off to the airport to pick up Lui the Mega Monkey at got to the airport and then checked to see if i got a texted from Lui but nothing then i texted him to is where he was 

Texting  

Pager Bag Man: Lui i'm outside of the airport now where are you? 

i waited for a texted back then it pops up 'oh thank god i thought he was kidnapped'

<3Squeaker Lui<3: oh okay i'll be out so how do i found you are you wearing the pager bag?

Pager Bag Man: yes you'll know it's me when you see me XD lol

<3Squeaker Lui<3: oh okay i'm on my way! Nogla!

I stand there putting my phone in the car and then hear my name being called out and i turn to see lui with his monkey mask on his head running to me "Nogla!! i'm here huh hi nogla" Lui says "hi Lui now let's go i order us pizza so you may be hungry lets go" i said to lui as he throws his bags in my car, we then got in before i drive off to my place again "it's been a while but i cleaned the guested room for you so it doesn't bug you" i said "oh thanks nogla oh and by the way nogla did you hear anything weird going on with evan?" Lui asked me "yes i did notice his not laughing and looks like he didn't get sleep he looks pale so there is something wrong with evan i hope mini can found out what is wrong so we can help evan and then for the Big Trip we're all going to we'll all get to meet Delirious finally his going to go but were all going to be wearing are mask's well some of us" i said to Lui before we got to my place.

I then helped Lui get his stuff in the house to the guest room "oh okay you can get thinks unpacked and make yourself at home i'll be downstairs" i said leaving Lui to unpack things while waiting for the pizza to get here "Nogla Do you want to make a group call while we eat pizza we can use my laptop or yours and we and eat with the guys while talking to them!" Lui yells from upstairs i then grabs my laptop and got on "we can go on my laptop!" i yelled back before hearing knocking on my door i got the money and went to the door i opened "oh yay pizza's here his the $4,00 for the pizza" i hand the money and then he gives me the pizza and take it and thank him he nods and smiles before leaving i closed the door.

"Lui The Pizza's Here Now!!~" I yelled up the stairs happy to have pizza and sat down waiting for Lui "Oh Okay!" he yells back and then comes downstairs and sits next to me and we call the guys and sits there eating pizza talking to the guys then later after eating me and Lui went to bed that night 

Mini Pov

I was wake up in the  it only being 2:00 in the morning i set up and gets dressed and then put my stuff in my car just so i don't have to run out forgetting things i when go back into and walks some TV "i wounder what Wildcat it doing right now" as i said that i had my phone out and started to text Wildcat

Texting  

Boss Mini Ladd: Hey Wildcat how are you?

<3Wildcat<3:  Oh hey Mini Baby!~<3 i'm doing fine and how are you doing?

'oh yea me and wildcat are dating we had a fight two weeks ago but we're fine now'

Boss Mini Ladd: oh i'm fine wildcat just waiting on to get to the airport 

<3Wildcat<3: k Sweetheart be safe on that trap of yours i don't want you getting hurt

 Boss Mini Ladd: It's it baby~ i'll be safe on my trap i have vanoss to keep safe for now oh look at the time wildcat i got go now i'll see you later or i'll just text you but bye for now! 

<3Wildcat<3: bye Mini Love you!~ <3

Then i put my phone away and out my door locking it and then to my car got in and started driving to the airport got my stuff out of the car and went inside got passed and sat down waiting for my plane call then it calls my plane got up and grabs my small bag and walked on the plane sitting down looking out my window and pulled out my earphones as the plane was now taking off and started playing B.o.B - Airplane ft. Hayley Williams of Paramore.

i woke up to the plane landing sit up taking my earphones out and then putting them in my bag and got off the plane when it had land and walking out i pulled my phone out once i had all my stuff and texted Vanoss

Texting

Boss Mini Ladd: Vanoss i'm here where are you?

Lil brother Vanoss: i just land i'm getting my stuff? 

'yea i know vanoss is like my lil brother oh okay'

Boss Mini Ladd: oh okay i'm outside now waiting for you lil bro~ <3

Lil brother Vanoss: oh i think i see you look at the window Bro!~  <( >w< )>

I stopped texting and looks up to a window and there was Vanoss waving his hand at me and i waved back smiling at him 'his got his owl mask on that's nice to see' in my thoughts while watching him come down and run to me, i then put my arms out as he hugs me "oh Craig i missed you so much~" he says to me, i smile at him before hugging him back "i missed you too Evan~" we put are stuff in the back of a are driver and got in "we going to the cabin out north" i said to are driver "oh that place oh okay then we'll be there soon then" he says before we take off on the road.

I wake up 'oh i fall asleep and it's warm on my shoulder it must be Evan he may have been tried'  in my thoughts then looked, i was right Evan was sleeping on my shoulder i could feel myself smile and then looked at are driver "are we there yet?" i asked "yea just 20 more mins and then.... we are here" he stops to a cabin i take my money out and pay for the driver but he gives the money back "you keep it guy your friend here was crying in his sleep so his had a bad week so you keep the money to help your buddy there call me when you in a ride to where" he said to me, i nodded and woke up Evan "come on lil bro we're here" i said then we both got out and got are stuff walking to the cabin "huh this place brings back memories" Evan said "yea it does" i say back we both got unpacked and taking a walk down to the river we sit want talking about the fun we had just before we go back to the cabin and eat then watch a movie right before we end the day. 

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yea my first page of my fanfic huh there is a other one i'm writing it's called fear but i'm stuck on it so 

if anyone wants to help with it, it is a fanfic of VanossGaming with his friends so feel free to tell me you'll help i'll upload Ch. 2 when ever i get around to start it

Well Enjoy!! ^w^