Its been over a few days since Jo and Ellen died. Sam and dean have been through a lot and dean has been back from hell. They haven't been on a hunt for a week know. Dean is not ok, these past days have scarred dean deeply and the worst part is he doesn't want to talk about it making sam even more worried for dean. They've not heard from castiel in a long time now. Both the brothers are hurt but just don't want to talk to each other and its killing them both inside.

DEAN'S PO/V
Its 9:00 in the morning and i turn my alarm off. there went another night without sleep. I just can't sleep, moving around in bed trying to get comfortable but after all what happened to Jo and ellen I cant sleep, it wasn't supposed to happen. And after being back from hell all I hear are deadly screams and cries of torture. When I close my eyes to get some rest I see the horrible things I had done in my time in hell flash in front of my eyes. I am afraid of what I had become....what if its still in me. I cant stop thinking of what happened and I can't get the bloody image out of my mind.

Somehow managing to get out of bed, I make my way in to the hot steamy shower.
I closed my eyes as the water flow on my body, trying to concentrate on peace and to relax. After a few minutes I turn the faucet off, and stand in front of the mirror which was covered with steam. I ran a hand on the mirror to make it visible. Looking at my reflection I thought to my self of what a horrible person I am, I hate my self.

After the intense thoughts were over, I grabbed the towel and wrapped it around my body. I pulled out a pair of sweatpants and a black shirt from my cupboard and put them on. Not minding that i'd not had breakfast, I opened my laptop and looked through the news to look for something strange for us to solve. And there it was a strange, unusual thing happening in a town a few miles away from the bunker.

I looked for sam every where in the bunker. Guessing that he must be in the library i went to look for him there.
"Here you are! have been looking everywhere for you", dean said excitedly. "Was just randomly going through news and found out a near by town with bodies found drained of blood."
Sound like a case", sam replied.

Thats right, it is a case and we are gonna solve it!", Dean said with a smile.
"Dean..it's probably just a vamp nest and.. there are many hunters who can take care of it", sam said in a low tone. "We have been through a lot and its better we take some time.."
"Sam..i get ok its you who don't understand we don't get to stop so we need to do just keep doing what we do no matter what.. alright." Dean stated in a formal tone.

"But dean we deserve a break we saved the world and done so good to the people in it that we deserve a break!" Sam replied aggressively.
"Look i dont care what you think but this is wat i will do.", Dean stated. "I'll get ready and hit the road in an hour and head towards the town with or without you. So if you wanna join, you better get your ass up and get to work."

"Alright, as you say but dean think about it.. dont you deserve a break? Haven't you done enough." Sam said leaving dean alone to silence in the library heading towards his room to get ready for the hunt.

Sam and dean get ready for the hunt and fill the trunk of deans's impala with their weapons. Dean starts driving towards the town with the case.
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Its been an hour now since sam and dean have hit the road. Dean doing the usual, jamming to his rock songs while sam just staring straight on the road ahead just drowning in his thoughts. There is an odd silence between the brothers since their argument in the bunker. Dean just trying to hide his feelings and sam just thinking about their conversation and how to break the silence.

SAM'S PO/V
I just don't get it, why is dean acting to be ok. We both have been through a lot but he just doesn't want to talk about it. I tried to persuade him to take a break from all of this hunting life but he just doesn't want to stop. Guess its just a way he keeps going and distracts himself from the past, but i just want him to know that i am there for him.

"So what do you think the case is about", sam said to break the silence.
Dean sighed "As you said its probably just a vamp or a nest"
"So what's the plan", sam asked looking straight on the road. "Do we just ask questions to the victims family?"
"That we will but there's recently a new victims body found this morning so we'll check the the crime scene first." Dean replied.
Sam assured dean with a nod and both carried one with the silence the rest of the ride.

After a while sam drowned in to sleep and Dean continued driving. After a drive of 2 more hours the brothers reached to a motel near by the crime scene.
"Get up jackass", dean screamed in sam's ears.
Sam hissed in irritation and got up climbing out of the impala.
"Blood hotel..who even names these places?" Sam asked dean.
"well it's the cheapest in town so..." dean said heading inside the motel.

Dean ring the bell on the reception. "Hello...anyone there."
A women came out of one of the staff rooms. "Oh welcome!" She gave a strange look to sam and dean then spoke, "Let me guess... one room with queen size bed"
"Oh no no we are not what you think", dean said pointed towards sam.
"We're brothers", sam said giving a dorky look to the lady.
"Oh...my bad", the lady said while giving sam and dean an apologizing look. "So its gonna be room 349 with 2 single bed huh".
"Right", sam said taking the room key and heading towards the room.

"God, why do people keep mistaking us for a couple", sam said throwing his bag on the bed on the right sight of the room.
The room is not that big and it has a weird odor to its self. With a bed on each side and a old tv that probably doesn't work. There are also weird stains on the dull green walls. On the side of the room there is a small window covered with dusty curtains.

"Hey get ready will hit the crime scene in 10", dean said going into the toilet to change into his FBI attire.
i quickly change too and made my way to the coffee machine to make my self a cup.
But instead my 10 dollar bill got stuck in to that old junk machine.
Dean comes down to the reception where we share a nod and make our way to the crime scene a few blocks away in the impala.
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DEAN's PO/v
We reach the crime scene, i parked baby near the sheriff's car. My eyes fall on the beautiful 1965 red mustang and admired its beauty.
"Dang! Thats one hell of a car". I said climbing out of the impala. "What a beauty, sam check it out"
"Dean if your done being a fan girl can we head in the crime scene" sam said with his usual bitch face.
"Oh common just let me take a minute" dean said heading towards the car with excitement. "Wow, the more i look at it the more crazy I become. The owner must be hell of a person."
"Come on" sam said pointing to the direction of the scene.
"All right", dean said with sigh.
We head toward the scene and are stopped by the sheriff.
"Hey hey where you think you going pretty face" the sheriff said putting a hand in-front of us.
"FBI" sam and I said at the same time flashing our batches.
"Oh more FBI?" The sheriff asked.
"What?" Sam asked.
"There is another agent already here checking the case" the sheriff replied.
Sam and I exchange a look. What if the agent messes up our fake identity. Who is this agent? And what does a real FBI gotta do with all this if the agent is even real.

"There she is", the sheriff said pointing towards his right.
I turn to look at her only to be revealed to a beautiful girl. Her dark hair flowing in the air. And she seems to be asking questions to the witnesses. Her dark eyes concentrating, her plump lips pouting with her eyebrows curled like she is confused.
Maybe thats what she does when she concentrates. She is pretty tall with a perfect model type body. Who is this girl?, why do i feel something looking at her?

AUTHOR's NOTE
OK SO GUYS THIS SONG IS WHAT DEAN FEELS ALL THE TIME AND IT JUST KEEPS REMINDING ME OF DEAN SO YEAH I JUST FELT LIKE THIS SONG SO BELONGS HERE IN THIS CHAPTER AS DEAN IS NOT IN THE GOOD PLACE IN HIS HEAD AND YA KNOW ALL THE DRAMA, AND HOW HE JUST NEVER STOPS AND JUST KEEPS GOING NO MATTER WHAT CAUSE ITS NOT IN HIS BLOOD......
Hey guys, ok so i really don't know how i feel about this chapter but i am definitely working on my story and my writing. Soooooo thanks for ready if u have any thoughts pls comment and do let me know. Its just getting hard to put my ideas and story into proper scene so, and i know my chapters are short but i am just trying my best to get this right and i hope that one day in the future i don't cringe looking back at this. Jk soo until next time.
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