Scared of the future,

that time's transporting us to.

scared that you'll throw away the broken,

& want something new.

When the hurt is so overwhelming,

too big to see what it is.

I'm scared to feel this pain,

whenever it really hits.

Scared of the thoughts that I hate,

that keep putting doubts in my head.

Scared that you'll forget all of the I love you,

that we said.

I'm scared of how much change can really happen in a year

Hungry for strength,

what I'm really most scared of is

fear.