I guess you think you're in control,

for years, you've held me back from living.

Now, you're intertwined with my soul;

Always taking and never giving.

You say I could never escape your grip ,

and there's many that agree.

But I'd like to just have one moment,

to please stand,

look you in the eyes,

and say,

"Watch me."

Sincerely,
A patient, writing to Sickness.