Hi friends,
This is my new attempt . I have few incomplete stories and i am well aware of that..sorry for not able to complete those ,either i have some block or i lost the continuity ...i might be able to resume writing by this story.

Part1

The car was moving in such a fast pace and i lost control on it..i was trying desperately to get it steady but something was wrong with it or might be not in a position to control it. I heard someone shouting my name but it was late because the car fly from the bridge plummeting into the lake below. I felt the water slowly filling inside but unable to do anything. Frantically I tried to move but something was keeping me from moving my limbs . I was stuck .water was filling fast and the car is now submerged. My lung were craving for oxygen but I better knew not to breathe..i resisted my body's reaction to the deprivation of oxygen. I saw a hand removing my seat belt and pushing open the door..i looked back at them and then everything went blank..
I say up on my bed breathing frantically..the nightmare i had was something I used to have since 6 months.i wiped the sweat  on my face and neck. I took the water bottle and drank from it . I can still feel the suffocation from the dream.  I got out of the bed switch on the lights and went to  my book shelf . I picked up the book i am reading from last few days.
Yes..i am suffering from insomnia. each night i have this dream and i couldn't sleep after this episode..it is like my mind is trying to remind me everything or something big. I always felt that i am missing something in those memories which i can't put my fingers into..a missing puzzle piece which can keep me going...what's that piece which my mind craves...i can't think much as it causes headaches and my doctor suggested me to divert my thoughts to something else..like some hobbies,which is exactly  i am doing now..yes... reading. reading is my hobby along with music .
I tried concentrate on the words but everything felt gibberish. My mind was playing the accident again and again. I closed the book and places it back on the shelf. I checked the time and it was 4:30 am. I opened the door and sat down on the couch planning watch some movie..i heard rustling behind me . I startled and looked back to see my mom standing behind me ..yes i am easily get frightened and it was one of the symptoms i developed from the accident.
"What happened archu.."my mother asked
"Nothing mom..i am okay."i said
Mom sat down beside me and looked at me in pity
"Is it the same nightmare?"she asked
"Hmm"i just hummed
She grabbed my hand and gently squeezed "it's ok honey ...you remember what doctor said in last session,right?"she asked
"Yes..mom..just leave behind the thoughts...dont try to cling on what happened on those days..move on ..start afresh and practice yoga.then the episodes will lessen "i repeated his words
"Yes"she smiled at me lovingly
"Mom...what happened in these 2years"i asked her. I knew what shewill reply.. but still I wantedtohear everything.
She sighed and repeated everything for me..
I had completed my studies . I was working abroad and i came back home for my brother's marriage. i went out for a night drive and crashed my car ..

But idont remember these things Orr not even completing my studies or working abroad.. my last memories i can recall were my exam results and me passing the exam for medical College ..it was my dream to become a doctor  and my parents very much happy for me..then a few broken vague memories  of a girl,a boy ,a college campus which was all vague..who were they?
I wanted to search for it but my parents was adamant on not leaving me anytime as they nearly lost me for 1 and a half years and doctor is warning me not to stress much which might cause more damage than any help.he reassure me my memories might comeback sooner or later..but I can read in between the lines.. sometimes it will never ..
I stood up and went to kitchen toake a coffee.mom followed me
"Mom...go and have some sleep..it's vry early for you to wake up"i said her. I was concerned about her blood pressure and sleeplessness will cause an adverse effect
"It's okay archu..i am not sleepy"mom said
I know she just wanted to keep company fore so that I won't think about my past..or the void i am desperately searching to fill
I poured some coffee for me and mom .i handed the cup to her and wked back to the couch. We sat down to relax and it's the time for me and mom having small chats.sometimes dad also joins in our chitchat but today he is fast asleep.
"Archu...are you coming for the wedding today"she asked
"Wedding??"i usually skip these parties as i hate pity in people's eyes especially the aunties who despises me for some reason . Everyone used to love me in my old memories but what changed inbetween i don't know and mom never allowed them to come neare with their taunts

"Yeah..come on archu...you can meet your cousins and make new friends and you know Raj will be there"she said smiling
I felt repulsed. Mr Raj Kumar is my fiance..the one my parents had found for me atmy diaper days.. probably..but for some reasons I don't feel anything for him except he is a good friend and he helped me through these days of misery.but that doesn't mean i can go and marry him . I want to solve the mystery in my life and after that only i can think about a marriage or anything else.
"Archu....i will get you a nice saree to wear"she said.i looked at her smile and i don't want to wipe it out of her face. So I nodded.her smile widenedlike a little girl seeing her favourite toy.
Isipped my coffee and i thought of giving her more delight.
"Mom....i will wear your red saree..the one which was my favourite"i said
"Yeah..you look really beautiful in that saree."she said.she went to her room to collect the saree. I leaned back on the couch smiling at my mom's antique. She suffered a lot for me and i am still a liability for them
She came back empty handed
"It's nowhere in cupboard archu...i think you took that for a function at college..it might be there in the store room..i kept everything there"she said"i will go and collect "
Then we heard my father calling her for some help and she looked at me in despire
"Itsok mom..i will go and collect it ..do t worry..go at tend him"she smiled and left to her room.
I put down the cup on the coffee table and walked to the store room. The store always give me a negative vibe. A lot of things are dumped there in cartoons..tje things from my college  days books, dresses which i don't remember.
I opened the door and searched through for a box related to clothes.mom had written the contents of the box on the carton so that it will be easy to search for anything.
I saw the cupboard and assumed that the saree will be inside it as mom is so sensitive about her clothes. I searched for the keys on the top ofthe wardrobe werewe usually keeps it.my hand stuck on something and took it along with the keys.
It was a name board Dr Archana Anand..yes my name board ..the one qualification i don't remember about . I smiled and kept it back on top of the wardrobe. I am not gonna use itin near future.
I opened the wardrobe and searched for the saree. I found out the one I am searching and pulled out saree. I heard something fell down and i found a jewellery box.i don't remember it because it might be from the days of oblivion.
I opened the jewelry box a found a folded paper and  a chain ,a bangle and a ring.
I took the chain and it was a nuptial chain and I wondered who used to wear it. The ring was a wedding ring carved with letter 'S'. I tried it on my finger and it was correct fitted and like made for my finger. The bangle was some normal one.
My mom was not such a person to carelessly keep valuables in store room. She used to keep those on some safe place like locker. I wondered y these things are in the storeroom cupboard.
I kept the jewelry aside and opened the folded paper. I couldn't believe my vision..am i dreaming again. I pinched myself to confirm and it hurt so much. i was not sure it was the bodily pain or my heart ache.
It was written on the paper
"Happy wedding anniversary my archu..my love...my life"
and a big heart with a letter"S"inside.
I felt like i am gonna faint .i grabbed on the nearby stand to steady myself
"Archu...yougot it?"i heard my mom which took me out of my dilema.. i  wanted to ask my mom about this but I don't believe my mom will tell anything true about this to me .then she wouldn't be trying to set me with Raj. I kept back the jewellery box but took the jewels and folded paper .i hide it inside my saree.
"Yes mom"i said closing the cupboard. Mom reached me for the saree. But i didn't gave it
"I will iron it for you archu"she said
"No mom..i will do it myself...i need something to keep myself busy"i said
She nodded and followed me closing the store room. She went to the front room where my father was reading the news paper.
"She got it"i over heard her
"Don't do that again shyama...don't you know we had kept all her old things there and what if it triggers her memories"he said
"She need to know someday?"my mother said
"No i don't want her to know anything..i want her to be settled with Raj "he said
"But what if her memories came back?"she asked
"What if it doesn't...the chances are rare ..so for now stick on the story you are feeding her and don't allow her to get in touch with any of her old things especially those things..i should have get rid of it when u had the chance "he said throwing the paper  angrily

So they are hiding something from me. Ifelt hurt because I was keep on asking them about the past .still they didn't wantto tell me anything.. i determine to find out whatever is hidden from me and this"S"guy whoever he is ...my husband or boyfriend???