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I'll try and make a pretty long update as thanks for waiting so long. I wish I was better at updating, so I could make you guys happy. 😅
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The silence between the two was becoming too comfortable, with Tom going to get food, and making it for him and Tord. And Tord spending his nights apologizing, crying until he fell asleep.

It had been 3 days. No talk between the two except for the occasional apology.

But what was really on both of their minds, was the weird system of emotions they were going through. They both found themselves wondering why.

Tom was more than confused, he was spending his nights calming Tord down, after all. It felt wrong to ruin it with anger. Tom hated it, his lack of anger. Especially since Matt and Edd would most likely be pissed if they knew.

What would he do if they found out? Could he bring himself to tell them that he had been pampering Tord secretly?

Tom looked at the dining room table where Tord sit, using one arm to play with his food.

"I-" Tom's voice was stopped, and his mouth was dry. "Is your arm messed up?" He motioned to the arm he noticed dangling at Tords side.

Tord looked away and his face visibly twisted in disgust,
"I'm disgusting"

"What?" Tom blinked, taken aback.

"I destroy everything, and I come back leaching on you like a disgusting pig." Tord seemed to be focused on himself, not even adressing Tom. "I don't even understand this fucking nice persona that you've decided to play for me; is it to destroy my happiness Tom? Or-"

"Shut up." Tom clenched his fists. "I'm the one that brought you here it was my fucking choice. I'm not being nice. And I don't fucking like you." Tom got closer, picking up Tord by the hoodie He'd borrowed,

" I don't know why I'm treating you like you matter, because you shouldn't matter ."

Tom growled and let Tord down.

"I'm still trying to figure out why I helped you, or why I seem to feel something I shouldn't near you. You ruined a lot of things Tord,

And I'm confused, my heart is confused.

What am I supposed to fucking DO?!"

Tom clenched his chest, before storming away, leaving Tord to sit astonished in the kitchen.

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I cant tell if this is longer than normal.. I hope so, I just wanna make yall happy!

Please have a good day!