×× Getting over something is harder than getting upset by something, but the outcome is vastly more rewarding×× - me just now 2020

"Where am I?" Tord was dazed and very confused. The world seemed to spin, the smell from himself somehow worse. But the sun was not shining on him. As first he thought maybe Paul and Patryck had come to get him. But the smell of the place he was in was very unfamiliar.  At the very least it was definalty not the smell of cigarettes and coffee. Twas more like a thick salt taffy and vodka aroma. He was looking around still sleepy searching for any sign of where he was. 

Tom on the other hand was panicking. Desperately, he was trying to convince himself thay he'd done the right thing but thoughts kept running through his mind. 'I knew I shouldn't have brought Tord here- this was a mistake!'

He was dizzy and something in his throat seemed to choke him. He knew a panic attack was slowly enveloping him so he took a deep breath and counted. Taking a moment to clear his mind. Like a robot, programmed to think quickly. Something in his body clicked, he didn't know why it had happened but he quietly grabbed a pair of clothes from his dresser, then stepped out of hiding.

"Get cleaned we will talk about this later" his tone was soft with a little edge. Which he had not planned. He then turned away from Tord.

He couldn't face him, because looking at him seemed to hurt somehow. He hissed and slammed the bathroom door running  into the living room.

This was bullshit - all of it. He let his good side win over again. He took Tord home and now he was unable to think about what to do next.

So as Tord was in the bathroom crying in the shower-

Tom Clutched his shirt his breathing picked up, and the tears started flowing.

And somehow both boys seemed to let down the tough persona they usually desplay.

So hopefully it isn't sucking so far.  My youtube is ironicallyapotato I guess this is just crazy I'm managing tenth grade, the school play, a improv team, a YouTube channel, my emotions and five stories.

Helloo i im trying To update after a millenia of not updating this book, and its 2021 and I'm in college now!! I am editing these chapters and hopefully finishing the book soon!