***Sahana's P. O. V***

With my insides still fluttering like a butterfly's wings, I bit my lip shyly as my eyes moved over my man's face who was currently deep in sleep.

His head was resting on my right arm and his warm deep breath was fanning my breasts as he slept on, while I took all the time in the world to admire him and revel in the aftermath of our union - I was finally his, like how he was finally mine... Completely! Body mind and soul, we belonged to one another now!

Arush's arms were wrapped tightly around me and his not-so-erect manhood pressed to my side, making blood rise up to my cheeks.

The memory of how how he'd made me his, so warm and so erotic... So tender.. tears pooled at my eyes at how agonized he had seemed when I'd screamed in pain as my hymen had torn.

Though at the moment I'd felt that nothing was worth that pain, soon, with the myriad of sensations gushing through me at how he moved in and out of me had pretty much pushed all the thoughts out of my mind instantly.

Arush let out a groan and nuzzled more into me, thus pushing the blanket away from my body and exposing my nipples to his warm breath.

At once my nipples perked up, with his warm breath on them acting as a stimulant. Biting my lip to stop myself from moaning, I fidgeted a little to at least be able to cover up my breasts from his sweet torture.

My right arm weighed like lead and a sweet dull ache overtook my body, concentrating on my abdomen and reminding me of our union, though the ache was almost negligible!

Letting out a low grunt, Arush snuggled closer to me, somehow ending up on top of my right breast, his beard tickling my skin.

As he nuzzled into my chest, I felt the now familiar wetness settling between my legs. It didn't help that Arush's lips were right next to my nipples that tingled with every breath he took.

And then, all of a sudden, I felt a strange tickling sensation near my chest that I could associate with only one thing - his fluttering eyelashes.

So he's awake?!

Sucking in a deep breath, I waited for him to speak up, but all that asshole did was nuzzle more into my chest, tickling my skin with his beard and also making it sensual with his warm breath fanning my nipples.

I heard him sigh before he slowly lifted his face and looked up at me.

My breath hitched in my throat to find him looking at me with sleep filled eyes, his silky hair ruffled, his cheeks slowly turning crimson, but yet, a satisfied expression on his face.

"Hey" he croaked in that sleepy voice, smiling warmly at me... A smile so warm and filled with love, my heart flutter.

"Hey" I whispered, running my hand through his hair.

"How are you feeling?" He asked, cupping my face.

"Good" I whispered, blood finally rushing to my cheeks.

"Hmm" he groaned, propping himself in his elbow and facing me.

"How are you feeling?" I whispered, turning to my side and putting my arm around him and scooting closer to him.

"Never been better" he said huskily, his hand slowly moving from my face, down along my left arm and slowly settling on bare waist.

It was as though my skin was fuel and his hand was the spark, igniting my skin under his touch

Trying hard not to blush, I rolled my eyes in an attempt to not look like his touch alone made me horny.

"I meant.... Are you tired or hungry?" I asked in a voice which to my utter disappointment came out as a whimper!

Smirking, Arush pinched my waist lightly, before  slowly caressing my waist with his thumb making me moan softly.

Pulling me more into himself, Arush brushed his lips to my forehead, making me sigh in content. But with his thumb doing it's sweet torture on my waist, and his erection poking to my abdomen, all I could do was moan and blush!

"Hmm...I'm not too tired, but I am hungry" he sighed, sniffing my hair and placing kisses on the top of my head and making me smile against his chest.

"Toh what do you want to have? Tea first?" I asked, drawing random circles on his chiseled chest and sighing at the feel of his hand on my waist.

"Hmm.. I want a three course meal" he whispered, making me pout.

Okay I can whip-up something real quick but I'm too tired to cook a three course meal now!

"I want to have your lips for starters, your gorgeous boobs for mains and.... " he trailed off, making heat rise to my cheeks.

"your sweetness for dessert" he whispered in my ear before biting my ear lobe, making me moan and shiver.

"I....I... meant.....f...food... or....d...drinks.." I stuttered as his breath continued to fan my face, my cheeks flaming red.

"If there's anything sweeter and much more delicious than you, then I'll have that" he sighed, making me whimper.

Fuck what's happened to him and what the effing thing is happening to me?!

"I... I..." I stuttered, not knowing what to say, while his erection kept poking my abdomen.

Pushing me slightly away from him, Arush lifted my face to make me meet his warm eyes that were filled with love - love for me, which automatically made me smile inspite of my blush.

"Did you like it?" he asked, tucking a strand of my hair behind my ear and caressing my earlobe.

"What?" I asked, frowning. This wasn't the first time he was tucking my hair behind my ear, or caressing my earlobe, or kissing me on top of my head.

Did he mean sex?

"When I kissed you and ate you?" he asked softly, his cheeks turning pink now.

"Eat me?" I asked, completely bewildered.

"Kiss you.... lick you... there" he whispered, his cheeks a perfect shade of vermilion now and my cheeks to turning to that exact shade at his words!

Biting my lip, I lowered my gaze to his perfectly chiseled and slightly hairy chest, only to hear him gasp.

"I won't do it if you don't like it" he rasped, making me bite my lip - did I like it?!

OF COURSE duh!!!

Not trusting my brain or my mouth, I nodded my head, to hear him chuckle.

"Is that a no or a yes jaaneman?" he asked, making me pout - oh Arush Sharma always has his way!!

"I liked it" I whispered, now completely hiding my face against his warm chest.

And suddenly I felt it - my bladder pressing against me, threatening to burst any second now.

Fuck!! How did I not feel this urgency to piss for so long now?! 

And as his erection now pushed a little more into my lower abdomen, it dawned upon me - every force has an equal and opposite reaction!! That force is causing this pee-pressure!!!!

Really?! Oh Issac Newton ki bacchi... first think of how you'll get out of this bed and into the bathroom, then we'll talk about the laws of Force and motion - my mind reminded me.

Oops!!

"I... I want to get up" I said, looking first at him then all around for something to cover myself with when I'd get up from this bed. But seeing how both of our clothes lay strewn some ten feet away from the bed on the ground, it was pointless anyway!!

"What?! Why?" Arush asked, frowning.

"I need to go to the bathroom" I whispered, feeling hot all of a sudden.

"Oh" he pursed his lips and sat bolt upright on the bed. I couldn't help drool as my eyes caught his handsome chest and chiseled abs - this man was mine!

I fucking had sex with this hunk a few hours ago and he's ONLY mine!!!

I was the first girl to have sex with him and I'll be the only one with whom he'll ever have sex!!!!

With my insides fluttering in these all these sudden realizations, I couldn't help beam at him as he looked around, frowning.

"What?" he asked, cocking his eyebrow.

"I am the only one who can ever see you like this" I said gleefully, looking into his face. I couldn't even stop myself from grinning broadly up at him.

"Huh?" he asked, his brows furrowed now.

"Nobody else is going to see you... like this.... and you're like this" I said, biting my lip rather shyly now.

Oh how I want to jump and dance at this thought - THIS MAN IS MINE AND MINE ALONE!!! 

"Uh? Like this?" he asked, frowning and pouting.

"I'm the only one who'll ever see you naked or ever have sex with you" I said gleefully before hiding my face in my hands, shyly.

I didn't hear any reply from him, so frowning, I put my hands away and looked up at his confused face, a cute pout still caressing his lips.

"What?" I asked, frowning.

"You just realized that?" he asked, to which I nodded my head shyly.

And then, a warm smile kissed his lips as he grinned at me before bending down to kiss my forehead and saying "you're so adorable Sahana"

"But I need to pee" I pouted to which he chuckled.

"Okay go ahead then" he smirked, his eyes glinting maliciously.

"But.. " I trailed off, pouting.

"What?! I have seen everything there is to see and I've even tasted you.... As you so kindly just remembered, I am the only one who's ever gonna see you like this too... so... doesn't matter" he winked, making me blush to the shade of a ripe tomato.

But huffing and pouting, I looked away from him, to hear him sigh. I felt him move, and before I knew it, he was off  the bed and on his feet, moving towards the pile of clothes we'd discarded earlier.

With my mouth hanging wide open and my eyes threatening to pop out of my head, I gaped at my man, who was there, buck naked, a few feet away from me.

Fuck he's so haaawwwtt!!!!

I can't believe I just had sex with him!!!

I can't believe I'm the only person to ever have sex with him!!!

Okay Sahana back to ogling him.. right!

The warm afternoon sun flitted into the room through the curtains and the slightly open balcony door, making it bright and airy, or was it his presence that made this afternoon so wonderful?! With his silky ruffled hair making him look sexier than ever, and that beard... ah that beard... his ripped body and taught chest and abs, and those biceps to die for, I slowly let my gaze move down his taught abs, to that V-line that slowly melded into his 'hidden under the boxers'  region... Fuck it's so.... big!! Did that whole thing really fit into me?!

"Here" I heard his whisper and tore my gaze away from his manhood, to find him looking shyly at me, handing me his t-shirt.

Though I felt shy and though I bit my lip in embarrassment, from the looks of it, it was Arush who felt more shy than me, and for some reason, I felt extremely happy to find Arush so cute and shy!!

Taking the shirt from him, I sat up, holding the blanket to my chest, before carefully slipping the t-shirt onto myself. My gaze occasionally flitted to his erect manhood, making me feel more proud than shy to see him as horny as I felt, or rather, the effect my gaze had had on him.

Finally getting off the bed, with most of my modesty covered {I wasn't standing buck naked like Arush here, and his t-shirt was long enough to cover at least my modesty - the rim of the shirt reached just below my buttocks!}  I stood up and looked up at Arush, shyly, biting my lip.

"Thanks" I whispered, unable to look down, or look into his eyes, so looking away from him now.

"The pleasure is all mine jaaneman" he said, making me whip my gaze to him. But even as he looked at me shyly, I couldn't stop moving towards him and stand on my toes to peck his lips.

As Arush stood there, dumbfounded, I made my way to the bathroom, feeling exceptionally gleeful.

As I finished my business and started on my bath, I frowned as I recalled how Riya had explained about her first time... it was with Kabir of course, and she'd said that her lower abdomen and her thighs had ached for a couple of days, and her pelvic region too hurt for a few days.

But I didn't feel anything as such! I felt normal right now... wait we had done the deed properly right?!

With that thought, I quickly finished my bath and wiping myself dry with my towel that was hanging on the bathroom hook, I slipped back into Arush's t-shirt before stepping out.

Arush was sat on the edge of the bed, wearing his boxers, a shy smile kissing the corners of his lips, making it sure than anything that he was thinking about me.

"You can use the shower now" I said, walking to him and wondering how to put my doubt into words.

"Huh? Oh right.." he trailed off, his gaze moving over my body, making me blush, but feel happy nevertheless.

"Arush... I... uh... we did it right... right?" I asked, biting into my lip and looking up at his confused face as he stood up and faced me.

"Meaning?" he asked, his perfect brows scrunched up in confusion.

"I... Riya had said that after she and Kabir.... the first time... it ached... but... I..." I fumbled looking down at my own hands, wondering how to tell him.

But maybe he understood my confusion, or maybe not because I heard him chuckle before he said "Arre meri jaana.... it won't ache right after we do it... it's been what... a couple of hours?! You know how after your very first intense workout session, the whole day you're fine, but the next day your muscles ache all over?! It's the same here.... we both won't feel that muscle ache till tomorrow or later in the evening today"

I don't know why but though the prospect of having to wake up tomorrow to my aching muscles didn't seem to bother me as much... on the contrary, I felt a wave of relief wash over me and I don't know why but jumping in joy { quite literally!}  I jumped onto Arush and wrapped my legs tightly around his torso before hugging him tightly.

Arush stiffened in my arms and suddenly realizing that I'd actually jumped on him like an over-excited dog jumping on it's human!! I broke the hug to look into his shocked face, that was slowly splitting into a grin. As realization dawned upon him, his arms wrapped themselves tightly around my buttocks, making me feel like I was flying like a bird!

"I love you so much" he grinned, making me blush, but chuckle along with him nevertheless.

"I love you too" I squeaked, kissing his cheeks and earning a chuckle from him.

"Okay my jaaneman now can I freshen up? Then I'll take you out for lunch" he said, pecking my lips and lowering me onto the bed.

Letting go off of him with a pout, I said "hmm but I'll be making lunch here" to which he sighed but agreed nevertheless.

Once Arush was shut inside the bathroom, I quickly wore my innerwear and changed into my comfy pajamas before putting my saree away with the laundry and laying his clothes back on the bed.

A neat blush colored my cheeks at the thought of how it'd feel to lay his clothes out for him every morning - once I'd become his wife!

Blushing and giggling to myself, I made my way downstairs to the kitchen to whip up some lunch.

************

After a modest lunch of rice and dal, I and Arush cuddled in front of the living room TV, randomly switching from channel to channel, before he finally announced that he'd better leave before bhai and papa came home.

Sulking, I made him his tea, and had it with him, huffing and pouting at him.

"I'll be back tomorrow.. I don't want to get caught the very first time we have sex" he said, kissing my pout.

"Still.." I mumbled, pecking his lips.

"I'm getting a whole long weekend with you the coming week... and I promise we won't be leaving the bed even for a second" he said huskily, his warm gaze turning dark with passion and lust.

Blushing, I bit into my lip as I bid him fare well, standing at the threshold of the house. Wearing his helmet and looking as delectable as always, Arush turned and rode away on his bike, leaving me alone. 

I stood there for a while at the threshold of the house, the main door wide open behind me, pouting to myself. My whole being yearned for Arush and I just wanted to be in his arms, be with him!

Though I didn't want him to leave me and go and felt a sudden emptiness engulf me, but the flutter in my belly and the dull ache all over my body reminded me of how we'd finally become one - finally had sex I mean! Maybe it was his absence now, or maybe the pain had slowly taken over me from the afternoon, but I suddenly realized how my body ached more than it had done when I'd first woken up this afternoon!

But this was a sweet kind of pain - the kind of pain that reminded me of how I belong to Arush, and of how he belonged to me now. I felt light and happy, yet empty and solemn. 

That was all of course, until my eyes took in the man slowly opening the gates to the house and riding his skooter inside the compound, before finally parking the skooter at his usual place a little away from the main door and taking off his helmet to reveal his angry bloodshot eyes.

"Papa?" I whispered, shocked to see my father so angry, with fire almost blaring out of his nostrils - I had never seen my father so angry in my life!

"In.. now!" papa barked, and shivering, I tumbled into the house, with papa right behind me.

To be continued...