why the fuck do you care?
you didn't care when you broke my heart,when you broke me
but now ?
why is it important that I'm crying?
did you think I wasn't crying when you hurt me?
because I was!
I was crying and screaming and I still am.
I guess the pain of your betrayal will never go way.
Just like the love I hold for you.
I'll always hate you.
And love you.
Always despise you.
And always worry about you.
You care that I'm hurt.
Because your guilty?
Because you want to look nice to other people?
Because you think it's normal?
Well, just stop.
because if you don't,
I might forgive you.
And I don't want to do that, because you don't deserve it.
so please leave me alone
so I can hate you!!!

Kein Gedicht ,nur ein paar meiner Gedanken...