Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life.. You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love. ~ Neil Gaiman

It's something you just can't describe. Someday in your life, there will be a person, who makes you feel something. Not just that usually feeling of happiness, when you see him/her. It's something deeper. Something that just came out of nowhere. Suddenly your heart starts to speed up. Your hands are shaking and you can't take that stupid grin off your face. That grin or smile, it's just there. Everytime that person writes you. Smile. Everytime you see that person. Smile. Everytime you hear the voice from this person. Smile. Hell, even a simple thought or imagination is enough to make you smile like a total idiot. And not only your lips are smiling, your whole boddy glowes, your heart smiles, your eyes are smiling.

Well, I got that feeling once. I enjoyed it.. Well, until it became nothing more than a hurtful feeling. But that's the past. Now? Now I have a feeling, that this 'Love-Feeling' comes back. But this time, my walls are totally up. And no matter how hard I try, they just won't tumbling down. I don't have a single doubt about this feeling, it's just that maybe I'm too tired. But I can't say how much I want it back.. That feeling to love and to be loved.

"Unfortunately, you had your first love too early. And he fucked you up good. I know you want this new girl now. And I do hope it works out. But, all I'm saying is to net get your hopes up too high; unrequited love is truly a bitch." ~(via im-sad-lets-have-sex-tumblr)

'Right now, there are people all over the world who are just like you. They're lonely. They're missing somebody. They're in love with someone they probably shouldn't be in love with. They have secrets you wouldn't believe. They wish, dream, hope and they look out the window whenever they're in the car or on a bus or a train & they watch the people on the streets & wonder what they've been through. They wonder if there are people out there like them. They're like you & you could tell them everything & they would understand. You're never alone.' ~Tumblr