It's going to be another chapter of quotes, because it seems like other people can easily find the right words that I cannot say..

I fu*king hate it when you're in such a fantastically giddy mood and then you see one simple little thing that makes you think, 'Oh' and then you just get this empty feeling in your chest and you get nauseous and the world just crumbles and you want to just lay under a blanket and close your eyes and fall asleep and never wake up..
But what if I never get over you? What if I continue to wake up every day of my fu*king life and want you so badly that my bones shake so much that they feel like they're going to break? What if I keep waiting for a call or a text or a sign from God that never comes? What if you were the one but I wasn't?
Loving too much always kills you. It rips you apart and messes up your mind. It leaves you wide awake at 3 in the morning wishing you never had any feelings..
You can't control who falls in love with who. Although at first, it may seem as if you can, but you can't. People fall in love unexpectedly, with the most unexpected people. And no one ever sees it coming and when it does happen, most of the time, it's over right before it begins or so it seems. Then, you look back and wonder how it happened. You try to puzzle the pieces: every moment, every exchange. You try to pin point everything you recreate the same kind of love, but it doesn't happen. Because you can't find your soulmate in other people's eyes. You can't go around thinking you're going to recreate the same magic. Like I said, people fall in love at the most random of times and you could never have the same love twice. Not today or tomorrow. There's only one person your heart belongs to and it's usually the one who breaks it, unexpectedly, and at any given time.
They say the strongest and bravest people hide their pain behind a smile. But that's not true. In a world of people cowering behind happy masks and hiding from expression, the truest form of courage is showing others how you really feel!
And I'm not ok, but it's ok.
I'm a quiet person. I know more than I say, think more than I speak and observe more than you know..
I want you to drunk text me. I want you to think about me. Please fu*king think about me sometimes because the only thing I do is think about you!
Because nothing makes me happier and nothing makes me sadder than you!
She's like the sunset, a glimpse of it completes the day, just like how the moment I see her completes mine.
It hurts when we speak...but it kills me when we don't...
Someone asked me recently how to get over someone that was never truly yours. And I'm not sure how to answer that question. Because there is no closure, no moment of relief, no acceptance of what has come and gone. You don't get to take down the photos and delete the messages. You don't get to give away her old sweater and rip apart the ticket stubs. There is nothing there. Nothing to hold onto and nothing to let go of. No birthday cards and no anniversary presents, no roses or valentines chocolates, no favorite songs and no go-to date night movies. There's nothing there. Nothing at all. It's just one giant "What if". And I still haven't figured out how to let go of the "What ifs". 
It never stops hurting does it? What? Giving someone the best of you and watching them choose someone else.
You have got the arms I want to be wrapped in. You have got the eyes I want to get lost in. You have got the smile I can never resist. You have got the voice I want to listen to for hours. I decided on you, I want you and only you.

Dream on Dreamer....!!