It's so unfair.
It's unfair that the wonderful good people don't get what they deserve. Instead of getting the very best, they get the worst. As if they did anything bad. As if they made God or some goddesses or fate or whatever/whoever so mad at them, that no matter how gorgeous they are, they can't get out of it.
It's so unfair that when you're praying, you're actually praying and you're crying like crazy. You're crying and praying for that person to stay healthy, to get the very best, to get what they deserve.. You even pray to God to make him give all the bad things to you, so that this person can finally live.
It's unfair that these prayers didn't seem to be heard.
It's unfair how fate works. Why give them safety at first, if it's the worst thing that could've happened a second later? It's like giving them a bottle with some poison in it instead of water and telling them to drink it 'cause it's medicine. This is just so wrong. Why can't the bad people get this treatment? Why the good people?
It's unfair.
And why did God sent me an angel in a hard time, just to put this angel through one hard time after another? Just to show, that he's got the power to do so? I don't think so. Maybe he just can't stand the picture of me being actually happy.
So how about I stay in my bed for the rest of my life?
I'm kidding, won't do that.
But it's just so unfair. She's been through enough, why put her through worse? I don't get it...
Just don't get it.

So if there's a God out there. Listen...
Just stop it! Give her what she deserves, the very best! And if I have to sacrifice my good fate, if I have one at all. Just take it and give it to her.
Just switch it, give her bad fate to me and give her the very best.
You apparently haven't heard my last prayer, so please listen this time.
Thank you. So much.