Master_Unknown tagged me to do this, she caught me on a bad day so I don't mind... It might help xp

1. I've stopped everything Undertale related because I have less then no motivation left to finish anything... I'm hoping the sequel/prequel will help with this...

2. My Dad is in prison for assault and trafficking cannabis and I don't visit him too often as my depression can no longer handle it.
I don't want to embarrass him in front of other inmates in case they do something...

3. I have my very first boyfriend (who I love dearly) but he lives in America while I'm in Australia...
It gets hard sometimes...

4. All of my life I've had a small amount of friends, in primary school I had none at all...
And now that I've finished school they've all left so I never see or talk to them anymore...
I have about only two real life friends, the rest are Americans...

5. I have a seven month gap in my memory as I'm repressing the time where the government wouldn't let me see my Mother.
She was who I trusted the most and she had an abusive boyfriend, my Dad sad I had a lot of breakdowns as he was the one who looked after me.
I only slightly remember three of the ten months I couldn't see her.

6. Now that I'm out of school I'm looking for a job, if I don't my Mum won't be able to keep our house as she needs extra support.
So thanks for the more stress.

7. I have no clue what I'm going to do with my life other then go to America when/if I get the money to.
I really want to see my boyfriend in person...

8. I have been taking anti-depressants again but my pills now give me mass amounts of pain in my stomach. So I was pulled off of those and now I'm on nothing as I've had about 7 different types...

9. I'm a lazy fuck and I'm running out of motivation to get out of bed in the morning.

10. I've never finished a single book on this website and I hate myself for doing that to 300+ people.

The sad thing is I could probably list about thirty without thinking too hard.
Despite it all I still try my best to look for the positive things around me.
So just don't give up, because there's always a chance that things could get better.

Enjoy my depressing rant.
I'm gonna go eat chocolate, have soft drink and watch some YouTube.

Oh and I'm not tagging anyone because fuck depression.