*first picture he ever drew me*☝
So lately OK not lately since like March my mind has been infatuated with this killer.He has murderd my sanity.slaughtered my trust,and stole my first everything.Now he is gone from my life forever probably but yet my mind is still intoxicated with every moment with him because that was the happiest time in my life,also filled with the most fear and worry.It's probably really unhealthy for me to be so sadly in love with someone who stopped loving me stopped giving a shit then left across the world.But I need to stop letting it consume me,so I might write a book about it.I really don't know.I will write I preview and post it.