So uh, yeah...

If you haven't been paying attention to my constant screaming about it, today is me and ShadowEnderMinecraft 's anniversary. Since I didn't really have anything planned, I decided to tell the story of how we met. I'm trying to remember all of the details, but it was a pretty weird start. So, without further ado, here's our love story.

I believe we first met in around June. I noticed an account had followed me, that was also into the Minecraft fandom. Looking at the accounts bio I noticed they mentioned they were prince of the End, as in, they're persona was.

Becoming over thrown with curiosity I looked at their books. After reading the first chapter (because there was only one) i commented on the story. I can't remember exactly what I said, but I said something along the lines of

"I absolutely love this story! I'm the princess of the end, but I never met a prince of the End."

Anyway, after that Shadow replied saying "Thank you!" I believe. I don't remember exactly what he said, you'd have to ask him.

After that we just kinda... flew off. Not romantic of course, but in a friendly way. ( Ya know, we were friends before we began dating. XD)

We began talking just about normal stuff. Like, where we lived, our age, Minecraft, fandoms, etc. This happened about once a week. Then soon it was 2 - 3 times a week. Then every other day, and soon everyday. Eventually, we agreed to show each other face. Shadow, in a way, was reluctant. He kinda wanted to, but then he didn't. I on the other hand was mortified. What if he made fun of me? After a couple minutes of deciding I to agreed to revealing my face. Besides, it's not like he could judge me by my looks if he didn't have feelings for me, right?

We both sent a picture of ourselves to each other. When I saw his face, I mentally panicked. Big time.

He was the cutest guy I have ever seen, and I've seen some pretty attractive guys in my days. He was holding a dog in the picture at what looked like to be at an event. His brown hair and brown eyes went perfect together and brought butterflies to my stomach. After we sent our pictures it was kinda a "..." moment. We talked about how the other looked so cute, but we also talked about how weird ourselves looked in the photos.

It was this point in time that I knew I had feelings for him. He was sweet, caring, attractive, and most of all, humorous. ( His humor is the main reason why I love x3)

To me, it felt weird. Here I was, on the internet, having feelings for a guy I never even met and on the other side of the world.

Soon after we started playing Worldcraft together. It's like ah, a rip off version of Minecraft. We built our own online world that we named EnderTwins. ( If you remember from before our colab account EnderCouple it was called EnderTwins before Stix suggested we change it lol.)

We played WorldCraft all the time. Sometimes, more often than not, while the other was offline we would built things for the other one. Once I spelt out Shadow's name out across the boarder of the map, while Shadow make a Statue of my skin for me after I made one of his as a surprise.

After playing WorldCraft constantly for a while more, we decided to have our first Skype video chat.

During the chat Shadow showed me around his dad's room and I was straighten my hair xD All in all it was kinda weird and awkward xDDD

Then the day soon came when I knew I had to confess my feelings for him. Before I told him how I felt I talked to Scarlet about what I was planning to do. From what I can remember, she was very encouraging and helped me work up the courage to tell Shadow my feelings.

I don't remember how, but somehow Shadow and I were on our WorldCraft server at the same time.

At first, I was hesitant. I stuttered and my heart was pounding against my chest. What if he didn't feel the same? What if he already had a crush on someone else? ( Which, when I asked him a couple weeks earlier, he said he did have a crush on a girl in his school.)

Eventually I got up the courage to confess my self. It was kinda awkward for the both of us, when I think about it.

I was a stuttering mess, but after I told him I liked him he said,

" I know."

I nearly fainted tf

I asked him how and he named off all the signs and signals I had absentmindedly gave off.

What he said next shocked me.

As I hid myself in a dirt hole deep in the floor of a hug house on our server, his message popped up onto my screen in the chat.

"And I like you too."
(Something along those lines)

I ran around my room screaming internally and in tears emotionally.

After a bit of silence I asked the question "What do we do now?"

"Idk" he responded, continuing to built his Fnaf Freddy head. After playing around a bit and being funny and enjoying ourselves we logged off. I went straight to Scarlet to tell her the news.

It was one year before today that I was sitting in after school Evaluate. (So, basically an after school class where you come in and do work after school to catch up in class. Anyone can come in.) I was in math, trying to catch up in class, and Taco was across the room, under the table texting. (As usual)

Turns out she was texting Shadow from my account asking him to date me. From what Taco had told me, he wanted Taco to take a picture of me, but she said she would get caught and didn't want that to happen.

Soon enough he said that he thought we were dating. Taco than got up from her desk and pretend to grab a work sheet and whispered over to me,

" Ya'll datin' now bruh."

I started screaming in seat, but not loud enough to be heard by the teacher from the other side of the room.

It was from that day on we were official. And that's how me and Shadow met. :)

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Dear Shadow,

  This is kinda weird to say this in public, but I want you to know that I love you more than anything. Your the best thing in my life, and really the only reason why I'm still alive and not bleeding out on the floor from my own self-hatred. Your so helpful and sweet and so, freaking funny.

Sometimes I think that you don't love me anymore because we don't talk in a while, but then you tell me you love me and I love you even more all over again. I'm so happy to have you in my life. I'm the luckiest ( and dankiest xD) girl in the world now, because I have you in my life. I love you so, so much.

Happy Anniversary, bae.
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