"Demons"

When the days are cold

And the cards all fold

And the saints we see

Are all made of gold

When your dreams all fail

And the ones we hail

Are the worst of all

And the blood's run stale

I wanna hide the truth

I wanna shelter you

But with the beast inside

There's nowhere we can hide

No matter what we breed

We still are made of greed

This is my kingdom come

This is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat

Look into my eyes

It's where my demons hide

It's where my demons hide

Don't get too close

It's dark inside

It's where my demons hide

It's where my demons hide

At the curtain's call

It's the last of all

When the lights fade out

All the sinners crawl

So they dug your grave

And the masquerade

Will come calling out

At the mess you made

Don't wanna let you down

But I am hell bound

Though this is all for you

Don't wanna hide the truth

No matter what we breed

We still are made of greed

This is my kingdom come

This is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat

Look into my eyes

It's where my demons hide

It's where my demons hide

Don't get too close

It's dark inside

It's where my demons hide

It's where my demons hide

They say it's what you make

I say it's up to fate

It's woven in my soul

I need to let you go

Your eyes, they shine so bright

I wanna save that light

I can't escape this now

Unless you show me how

When you feel my heat

Look into my eyes

It's where my demons hide

It's where my demons hide

Don't get too close

It's dark inside

It's where my demons hide

It's where my demons hide"Demons"

When the days are cold

And the cards all fold

And the saints we see

Are all made of gold

When your dreams all fail

And the ones we hail

Are the worst of all

And the blood's run stale

I wanna hide the truth

I wanna shelter you

But with the beast inside

There's nowhere we can hide

No matter what we breed

We still are made of greed

This is my kingdom come

This is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat

Look into my eyes

It's where my demons hide

It's where my demons hide

Don't get too close

It's dark inside

It's where my demons hide

It's where my demons hide

At the curtain's call

It's the last of all

When the lights fade out

All the sinners crawl

So they dug your grave

And the masquerade

Will come calling out

At the mess you made

Don't wanna let you down

But I am hell bound

Though this is all for you

Don't wanna hide the truth

No matter what we breed

We still are made of greed

This is my kingdom come

This is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat

Look into my eyes

It's where my demons hide

It's where my demons hide

Don't get too close

It's dark inside

It's where my demons hide

It's where my demons hide

They say it's what you make

I say it's up to fate

It's woven in my soul

I need to let you go

Your eyes, they shine so bright

I wanna save that light

I can't escape this now

Unless you show me how

When you feel my heat

Look into my eyes

It's where my demons hide

It's where my demons hide

Don't get too close

It's dark inside

It's where my demons hide

It's where my demons hide

https://youtu.be/RS0Qi2bg12A

Can you hear the silence?
Can you see the dark?
Can you fix the broken?
Can you feel... can you feel my heart?

Can you help the hopeless?
Well, I'm begging on my knees,
Can you save my bastard soul?
Will you wait for me?

I'm sorry brothers,
So sorry lover,
Forgive me father,
I love you mother.

Can you hear the silence?
Can you see the dark?
Can you fix the broken?

Can you feel my heart? [3x]

[3x]
I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone.
I long for that feeling to not feel at all.
The higher I get, the lower I'll sink.
I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim.

Can you feel my heart?

Can you hear the silence?
Can you see the dark?
Can you fix the broken?

https://youtu.be/TkV5709EG5M

"Drown"

What doesn't kill you makes you wish you were dead.

Got a hole in my soul, growing deeper and deeper.

And I can't take one more moment of this silence.

The loneliness is haunting me.

And the weight of the world's getting harder to hold up.

It comes in waves, I close my eyes.

Hold my breath and let it bury me.

I'm not okay, and it's not alright.

Won't you drag the lake and bring me home again?

Who will fix me now? Dive in when I'm down?

Save me from myself, don't let me drown.

Who will make me fight? Drag me out alive?

Save me from myself, don't let me drown.

What doesn't destroy you, leaves you broken instead.

Got a hole in my soul growing deeper and deeper.

And I can't take one more moment of this silence.

The loneliness is haunting me.

And the weight of the world's getting harder to hold up.

It comes in waves, I close my eyes.

Hold my breath and let it bury me.

I'm not okay, and it's not alright

Won't you drag the lake and bring me home again?

Who will fix me now? Dive in when I'm down?

Save me from myself, don't let me drown.

Who will make me fight? Drag me out alive?

Save me from myself, don't let me drown.

'Cause you know that I can't do this on my own.

(Woah oh oh oh)

'Cause you know that I can't do this on my own.

(Woah oh oh oh)

'Cause you know that I can't do this on my own.

(Woah oh oh oh)

('Cause you know that I can't do this on my own.)

Who will fix me now?

Who will fix me now?

Who will fix me now? Dive in when I'm down?

Save me from myself, don't let me drown.

https://youtu.be/j4XVbfDb-NI

Chelsea Smile"

I've got a secret.

It's on the tip of my tongue, it's on the back of my lungs.

And I'm gonna keep it.

I know something you don't know.

It sits in silence, eats away at me.

It feeds like cancer. This guilt could fill a fucking sea.

Pulling teeth, wolves at my door.

Now falling and failing is all I know.

This disease is getting worse.

I counted my blessings, now I'll count this curse.

The only thing I really know: I can't sleep at night.

I'm buried and breathing in regret.

Yeah!

The only thing I really know: I can't sleep at night.

I'm buried and breathing in regret.

I've got a secret.

It's on the tip of my tongue, it's on the back of my lungs.

And I'm gonna keep it.

I know something you don't know.

I've got a secret.

It's on the tip of my tongue, it's on the back of my lungs.

And I'm gonna keep it.

I know something you don't know.

I may look happy, but honestly dear,

the only way I'll really smile is if you cut me ear to ear.

I see the vultures, they watch me bleed.

They lick their lips, as all the shame spills out of me.

Repent! Repent! The end is nigh!

Repent! Repent! We're all gonna die!

Repent! Repent! These secrets will kill us!

So get on your knees, and pray for...

Repent! Repent! The end is nigh!

Repent! Repent! We're all gonna die!

Repent! Repent! These secrets will kill us!

So get on your knees, and pray for forgiveness!

We all carry these things inside that no one else can see.

They hold us down like anchors. They drown us out at sea.

I look up to the sky, there may be nothing there to see.

But if I don't believe in him, why would he believe in me?

Why would he believe in me?

Why would he believe in me?

Why would he believe in me?

Why would he believe in me?

Ruh!

I've got a secret.

It's on the tip of my tongue, it's on the back of my lungs.

And I'm gonna keep it.

I know something you don't know.

I've got a secret.

It's on the tip of my tongue, it's on the back of my lungs.

And I'm gonna keep it.

I know something you will never know.

You will never know.

I know something you don't know.

I am not doing okay. It's the Zeke thing..., my parents, regrets, Mikey, Zach, Veronica, everyone. It's the whole death thing. It's the fact that yesterday marks the anniversery of when I messed everything up. The fourth will mark when my best friend died. The one I cared about with all of my heart..left me. These months mark the times that remind me that everyone has left. And broken promises. The 21st marks when Mikey died. The 10th marks when Veronica died. THe 5th marks when a boy at my school hung himself, named Zach.

I am not okay, because every time I am not distracted or talking to someone. Bad thoughts enter my mind. I am not okay because I've been getting closer and closer.............

I am not okay because I have so many regrets. I am not okay because I remember everything..........

https://youtu.be/Exx8tdEVRyg

There's just so much God damned weight on my shoulders

All I'm trying to do is live my motherfucking life

Supposed to be happy, but I'm only getting colder

Wear a smile on my face, but there's a demon inside

There's just so much God damned weight on my shoulders

All I'm trying to do is live my motherfucking life

Supposed to be happy, but I'm only getting colder

Wear a smile on my face, but there's a demon inside

Oh, yo, yo, there's a demon inside

Oh, yo, yo, just like Jekyll and Hyde

Oh, yo, yo, all this anger inside

Oh, yo, yo, I feel like Jekyll and Hyde

Is there so much God damned weight on your shoulders

That you can't just live your motherfucking life

The story's getting old and my heart is getting colder

I just wanna be Jekyll, but I'm always fighting Hyde

You've got rocks in your head, I can hear them rolling 'round

You can say that you're above it, but you're always falling down

Is there a method to your madness? Is it all about pride?

Everyone I know, they've got a demon inside

Oh, yo, yo, there's a demon inside

Oh, yo, yo, just like Jekyll and Hyde

Oh, yo, yo, all this anger inside

Oh, yo, yo, I feel like Jekyll and Hyde

If I wasn't so deranged, could I ever face the pain?

If I ever were to change, would the song remain the same?

Oh, yo, yo

All I'm trying to do is live my motherfucking life

Oh, yo, yo

Wear a smile on my face, but there's a demon inside

Oh, yo, yo

All I'm trying to do is live my motherfucking life

Oh, yo, yo

Wear a smile on my face, but there's a demon inside

Oh, yo, yo, there's a demon inside

Oh, yo, yo, just like Jekyll and Hyde

Oh, yo, yo, all this anger inside

Oh, yo, yo, I feel like Jekyll and Hyde

https://youtu.be/o_l4Ab5FRwM

All I'm trying to do is live my motherfucking life

Supposed to be happy, but I'm only getting colder

Wear a smile on my face, but there's a demon inside

There's just so much God damned weight on my shoulders

All I'm trying to do is live my motherfucking life

Supposed to be happy, but I'm only getting colder

Wear a smile on my face, but there's a demon inside

Oh, yo, yo, there's a demon inside

Oh, yo, yo, just like Jekyll and Hyde

Oh, yo, yo, all this anger inside

Oh, yo, yo, I feel like Jekyll and Hyde

Is there so much God damned weight on your shoulders

That you can't just live your motherfucking life

The story's getting old and my heart is getting colder

I just wanna be Jekyll, but I'm always fighting Hyde

You've got rocks in your head, I can hear them rolling 'round

You can say that you're above it, but you're always falling down

Is there a method to your madness? Is it all about pride?

Everyone I know, they've got a demon inside

Oh, yo, yo, there's a demon inside

Oh, yo, yo, just like Jekyll and Hyde

Oh, yo, yo, all this anger inside

Oh, yo, yo, I feel like Jekyll and Hyde

If I wasn't so deranged, could I ever face the pain?

If I ever were to change, would the song remain the same?

Oh, yo, yo

All I'm trying to do is live my motherfucking life

Oh, yo, yo

Wear a smile on my face, but there's a demon inside

Oh, yo, yo

All I'm trying to do is live my motherfucking life

Oh, yo, yo

Wear a smile on my face, but there's a demon inside

Oh, yo, yo, there's a demon inside

Oh, yo, yo, just like Jekyll and Hyde

Oh, yo, yo, all this anger inside

Oh, yo, yo, I feel like Jekyll and Hyde

I spoke to God today, and she said that she's ashamed.

What have I become, what have I done?

I spoke to the Devil today, and he swears he's not to blame.

And I understood, cause I feel the same.

Arms wide open, I stand alone.

I'm no hero, and I'm not made of stone.

Right or wrong, I can hardly tell.

I'm on the wrong side of heaven, and the righteous side of hell.

The wrong side of heaven, and the righteous side, righteous side of hell.

I heard from God today, and she sounded just like me.

What have I done, and who have I become.

I saw the Devil today, and he looked a lot like me.

I looked away, I turned away!

Arms wide open, I stand alone.

I'm no hero, and I'm not made of stone.

Right or wrong, I can hardly tell.

I'm on the wrong side of heaven, and the righteous side of hell.

The wrong side of heaven, and the righteous side, the righteous side of hell.

I'm not defending, downward descending,

Falling further and further away!

Getting closer every day!

I'm getting closer every day, to the end.

To the end, the end, the end,

I'm getting closer every day!

Arms wide open, I stand alone.

I'm no hero, and I'm not made of stone.

Right or wrong, I can hardly tell.

I'm on the wrong side of heaven, and the righteous side of hell.

The wrong side of heaven, and the righteous side of hell.

The wrong side of heaven, and the righteous side, the righteous side of hell.

https://youtu.be/Dv_cvxAAZ-Y

"I Don't Want To Be Here Anymore"

On pins and needles we are waiting for the fall

We count the days scratching lines on the wall

Wait in the wings at someone's beck and call

No longer recognize the place that I call home

No longer recognize this face as my own

Somewhere, this fate, I lost control

We backed down

We took no for answers far too long

We felt those walls close around

I don't want to be here anymore

I don't want to be here anymore

I don't want to be here anymore (be here anymore)

I know there's nothing left worth staying for

Your paradise is something I've endured

See I don't think I can fight this anymore (fight this anymore)

I'm listening with one foot out the door

And something has to die to be reborn

I don't want to be here anymore

On hand and foot we answered every single call

And weathered every day like passing storms

But when they break, we will all be gone

Won't back down

Won't take no for answers anymore

These walls close, we pace back and forth

I don't want to be here anymore (be here anymore)

I know there's nothing left worth staying for

Your paradise is something I've endured

See I don't think I can fight this anymore (fight this anymore)

I'm listening with one foot out the door

But something has to die to be reborn

I don't want to be here anymore

The point where we break gets closer everyday

But where do we go?

But where do we go?

I don't want to be here anymore

I don't want to be here anymore

I don't want to be here anymore (be here anymore)

I know there's nothing left worth staying for

Your paradise is something I've endured

See I don't think I can fight this anymore (fight this anymore)

I'm listening with one foot out the door

But something has to die to be reborn

I don't want to be here anymore

(We need a better way)

(We need to let go)

[x2]

Anymore

(We need a better way)

(We need to let go)

(We need a better way)

https://youtu.be/LAMiX5EEbFU

"Carnivore"

All my life they let me know

How far I would not go

But inside the beast still grows waiting

Chewing through the ropes

Who are you to change this world?

Silly Boy!

No one needs to hear your words.

Let it go.

Carnivore! Carnivore!

Won't you come digest me?

Take away everything I am.

Bring it to an end.

Carnivore! Carnivore!

Could you come and change me?

Take away everything I am.

Everything I am.

I will hide myself below

I'll be what you wanted

Kept inside I won't let go

'Till I burn beyond control

Who are you to change this world?

Silly Boy!

No one needs to hear your words.

Let it go.

Carnivore! Carnivore!

Won't you come digest me?

Take away everything I am.

Bring it to an end.

Make me fall. Make me bleed.

Go ahead and change me?

Take away everything I am.

Everything I am.

Never enough

(Who I am is not good enough)

Never enough

(Who I am)

Carnivore! Carnivore!

Won't you come digest me?

Take away everything I am.

Bring it to an end.

Carnivore! Carnivore!

Could you come and change me?

Take away everything I am.

Everything I am.

https://youtu.be/HpCHsO6cwx8

"My Demons"

Mayday! Mayday!

The ship is slowly sinking

They think I'm crazy but they don't know the feeling

They're all around me,

Circling like vultures

They wanna break me and wash away my colors

Wash away my colors

Take me high and I'll sing

Oh you make everything okay, okay, okay

'Kay, Okay, Okay

We are one in the same

Oh you take all of the pain away, away, away

'Way, away, away

Save me if I become

My demons

I cannot stop this sickness taking over

It takes control and drags me into nowhere

I need your help, I can't fight this forever

I know you're watching,

I can feel you out there

Take me high and I'll sing

Oh you make everything okay, okay, okay

'Kay, Okay, Okay

We are one in the same

Oh you take all of the pain away, away, away

'Way, away, away

Save me if I become

My demons

Take me over the walls below

Fly forever

Don't let me go

I need a savior to heal my pain

When I become my worst enemy

The enemy

Take me high and I'll sing

Oh you make everything okay

We are one in the same

Oh you take all of the pain away

Take me high and I'll sing

Oh you make everything okay, okay, okay

'Kay, Okay, Okay

We are one in the same

Oh you take all of the pain away, away, away

'Way, away, away

Save me if I become

My demons

Take me high and I'll sing

Oh you make everything okay, okay, okay

'Kay, Okay, Okay

We are one in the same

Oh you take all of the pain away, away, away

'Way, away, away

Save me if I become

My demons

https://youtu.be/7G8QItjTSDA