I love how my mom has all of these selfies and stuff with my sister on her phone, but not one of me. And how they do all of this fun stuff together and have fun and happy times. 

I've told my mom multiple times, that yeah, I'm jealous of my sister. I'm annoyed that my sister gets all of the attention. How when I talk to my mom. Or rather try to talk to her, she's always on facebook or instagram or texting my sister or family. But nooooooooooooo when my sister talks to her, my mom puts her phone down and listens. But with me, it's like I am nothing. This has happened ever since I can remember. So ever since I was born. -.- And then they tell me that it's all  my fault. Mkay. -.- I try. She doesn't. Rarely we get along and have fun. She's sooooooooooo proud of her three older children, but nupe. Not me. I get it, I rebell and that's not okay, but she doesn't try to talk to me and figure out what's wrong. She just gets angry. At least my dad asks. Even though my dad's messed up and I know it's just another one of his moods and games. But at least he asks and can tell when somethings wrong. Even though I don't open up to him or anyone. 

I just love how my sister and my mom ignore me.