{emma pov}

"Want to come to Tim Hortons and get some food with me?" Shawn asks while we're waiting for our plane.

"Why don't you just do it yourself?" I'm really not in the mood to go anywhere.

"Okay..." he says awkwardly, "What do you want?"

"I'll just have whatever,"

"Okay," he says awkwardly, and he walks away to get the food.

He comes back with a sandwich, a donut and a coffee for me, and the same for him.

"Bless," I say, "thanks."

"What's wrong with you today? You're acting really moody."

"Sorry, um, it's that time of the month, and I get really random spurts of moodiness. If I am rude I apologize, I can't really control it," I can feel my cheeks turn red, I just admitted that I'm on my period.

"Ahh I see." he smiles, setting the food down on the table and giving me a big hug from the side.

"Sorry, but I'm really hungry, could we eat?" I laugh.

"Yeah." he laughs, and I grab my sandwich off of the table.

"How did you know that BLT is my favourite?" I smile, taking a huge bite.

"I pick up a few things here and there," he chuckle, eating his lunch too. "And I hope that your coffee is okay, I didn't know what you like to order in yours."

"As long as it's coffee, it's great, thank you, I'm sorry I was such a grump before."

"No, it's okay," he smiles, clearly not knowing how it feels but understanding all the same.

I take a sip of my coffee, closing my eyes and letting the nice warm sensation flow through me. "What did you get in my coffee?" I ask curiously.

"Same as me, double double,"

"That's so funny," I smile.

"What is?"

"That's my order too!"

"No way," he looks at me. "That'll make it so much easier to make Tims runs,"

"Haha, yeah no kidding!" I say, "Mm, Tim Hortons reminds me of back home in Canada."

"Yeah, me too," he agrees.

We finish eating just as they make the first call, and we meet up with the rest of the crew, then head on the plane.

Once we get settled in, Shawn and I decide to watch a movie. We decide to watch Harry Potter, since it is both of our favourite movies. I rest my head on his shoulder.

All of a sudden I come to a realization. "I'm sorry,"

"For what, baby girl?" He scrunched his eyebrows, looking at me worriedly.

"Everything's been about me. That's all it's ever been, and I feel bad now because you've had to pick up my crap,"

"Don't worry, I don't mind," he smiles.

"Are you sure? I just feel really bad."

"I'm here for you if you need moral support. If you ever need anything, you tell me, okay? You'd do the same for me,"

"But you don't seem to have many problems," I frown.

"I actually have many problems, I just don't talk about them a lot," he chuckles.

"Well you can." I offer.

"Some other day," He rubs my shoulder, closing his eyes for a second, "I promise you, I will."

✦

"Hey London, how are you all tonight?" I say into the mic. Cheers and screams, as always, are my response. I smile.

"Tonight I am going to sing a very powerful song, I Think I'm In Love, by Kat Dahlia." Cheers again.

"Time's been ticking, hearts are runnin,

think that Cupid's up to something,You ask me how I feel, I say nothing.But lately colours seem so bright,and the stars light up the night,my feet they feel so light, I'm ignoring all the signs,I keep on frontin', yeah, I stay bluffin'I keep you wonderin', Keep you huntin' for my lovin'But I crave us huggin', Yeah, I stay stubbornCause I can't admit that you got all the stringsAnd know just how to tug 'em

I think I'm in love again,

I think I'm in love again,I didn't think it could be true,let alone that it would be you,I think I'm in love again,"

I think that a few people might've guessed who I sang this for, but some people won't have a clue. I can tell you that he knows. Some people also think my song choice is random, but he knows that it is not. I look into the wings, receiving a wink from Shawn and I wink back.

"Someone give me some paper,

Someone give me some crayons,I'm feeling like a child, I need something to play on,I'm trying hard to trust you when you say, "Give me your hand."Baby, I'm fallin', I hope you catch me when I land,

I think I'm in love again,

I think I'm in love again,I didn't think that it could be true,let alone that it would be you,I think I'm in love again."

I receive a bunch of cheers. "Thank you London, you guys are amazing!" I get to sing three songs now, since I am the first opening act, and I have chosen them already. "Next I thought I would change it up a bit and sing a song that is by a group from here in the UK! Sing along if you know it!

"The one that I came with, he had to go,

but you look amazing standing alone,so come on, come on,move a little closer now,come on, come on,this ain't the way you're walking out,come on, come on,show me what you're all about,"

This song is typically very fast, but I have slowed it down a lot in my cover so that it sounds better with my acoustic. I have always kind of loved One Direction, so I needed to sing one of their songs sometime during the tour, and I thought that London was just the place to do it.

"Yeah, I've been watching you all night,

there's something in your eyes,saying come on, come on,and dance with me baby,yeah, the music is up loud,I wanna be yours now,so come on, come on,and dance with me baby,"

I sing my my last few songs, and then exit the stage and find Shawn in his usual spot in the wings.

"Amazing job as always, baby girl,"

"Thanks, Shawn," I smile.

"Hey, that reminds me, I Know What You Did Last Summer is on my set list, and I'm supposed to sing it with Camila, but as you know, that's kind of impossible since she's not here..."

"Okay..." I laugh, "What are you getting at?"

"Well, I talked to Kate just a few minutes ago, and she gave me the go, so will you sing it with me?"

"Shawn, that would be amazing," I smile. "But I'm no Camila," I frown.

"Actually," he whispers, "don't tell her I said this, but you're actually a better singer than her,"

"Really?" I blush, "You're just saying that,"

"No, I'm not, I would never lie to you,"

"Well thanks, Mendes, I appreciate it,"

"So you're in?"

"Is that even a question? Yes! When that song came out I was listening to it on repeat, I love it so much," I laugh.

He talks me through when I have to go on, and what the order is, and when I have to be ready and stuff. Then Lily finishes her song, so it's time for Shawn to go on. I wish him luck and kiss him on the cheek, then he walks on stage.

He said that the song is 6th, right after Aftertaste. I'm supposed to be ready when that song starts, so I step into a side room for a few minutes, playing the song from my phone to make sure I still know all of the words. I sing Camila's part, practicing like I would sing it on stage.

"Hey, babe," I quickly snap my head to the side and see Dylan. My heart skips a beat.

"You really need to stop calling me that," I snap.

"Why, because Shawn is your boyfriend now?"

"He's not my boyfriend," I glare at him.

"Good," he smirks, coming closer to me. I start to back up but eventually hit the wall. Dylan eventually makes contact with me, grabbing onto my wrists so I won't go anywhere. He starts kissing me, and as much as I try to resist, he doesn't stop.

"You're going to regret that you ever left me," he mumbles in my ear.

✦

{shawn pov}

I'm almost done singing Aftertaste, and I look into the wings to make sure that Emma is there. Except she's not. Don't worry, Shawn, she'll be here. I finish the song and she's still not there. I start to get worried.

"Thank you London!" I smile and walk off stage to try to find her.

"Have you seen Emma?" I ask around. Everyone shakes their heads no, but then I get to Andrew. "Have you seen Emma?" I nervously run my fingers through my hair. "We kinda need to sing, like, now."

"I think I saw her walk into that room over there," he points to one of the side rooms.

"Thank you so much," I run over and open the door and see someone in there. Actually more like two people, and they're making out against the wall. And it's Emma and Dylan. Dylan, the one who "cheated on her" and "broke her heart". I am suddenly immersed in anger.

a/n

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Shawn is rlly mad oops sorry guys

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