A/n I swear more Newtmas to come and I really appreciate the reads the book has goten :-)

Songs used on this chapter:Paparazzi by Lady Gaga

Quinn

This day has been exhausting for me.Okay to be fair every day of my life is,but today I had to do nine operations and spent half an hour at Mckinley.

At least I'll be able to relax on Saint George today.I really love being there,I have been doing charity since I was three that's how I was raised.

The main part of being a Christian is giving,so now that I have my medical degree,the best charity for me is helping with the deceased kids.Saint George's hospital has many cancer patients and some with heart issues so I'm always helpfull.

"Quinn!"

I turn and saw Santana along with Mike running,trying to catch me up"What are you doing here?"

"Well Puckerman told me you come here for charity so I said I should help and I also asked the gang if they want to come"Santana explained

"Apparently only Mike had time"

"No I didn't,you drag me here"he muttered

"Aww San that's swe--"

"Do you think Brittany doesn't love me anymore?"

Of course...this stinked from the beginning.I sighed as I got in the building with them following"San I assure you Brittany loves you"

"It's just,she's been spending so much time working and"she stopped herself before finishing and looked up to me"Maybe she has gotten bored of me"

This is gonna be a very very long day for me...

Newt

"I-I overheard you singing"Thomas stummered as he akwardly scrathed his arm.

What an awful liar?

"And since when do you care about what I'm doing"I muttered angrily.It's not like were best friends,we were hardly friends.

"I do care about what you're doing and I thought I had made it pretty obvious"he replied leaning against the wall.

I chuckled at the thought while walking around the stage.Even the thought of him caring made me laugh.He didn't care,he never would.

How many stories do you know about falling for your bully?

"Why are you laughing?"he questioned,looking at me in the eyes,it made my heart stop.

"Nothing"I laughed again"It's just,I broke up with my girlfriend"

"And laughing is the way to deal with it?"he asked puzzled"I thought you liked her,why did you break up?"

For you

"What?"

Klunk you bloody idiot!You thought at loud!

Please,God,please kill me

"I said poor you"

"No you said for you"he repeated emphasizing the world for.

"I did not!"

"You did"

"No!"

"Yes!"

"No!"

"Yes!"

We kept shouting at each other,he would tell me that I did it for him and I would deny it.With every world we spoke,we came closer until we were just inches apart.

"You did"

"No I didn't"I yelled for one last time"And if you say it one more time I swear I'll"

"You'll do what?Slushie me?"

"I would--"I cut myself as I looked around the place.I felt like one more word would cause us to kiss.

"Stay still"

"What?Why?"

"Look just lets take a step back"

"You're acting weird"

"No you're weird!"

"Am not!"

I was about to reply but my lips were suddenly attached to his.Just so you know it was pure enstict...it means nothing.

I felt him kissing me back harder,not the perfect idea for a kiss but it was better than most I had.It was real,passion,it sent shivers through my spine.

"Wait"he said as he pulled back"I can't.This,this is wrong"

Here we goooooo

"Thomas"I said in the most soft tone possible"I am sorry and I know you probably don't feel like t--"

"That's the problem I do"

Did he just?No...yes!

"Which is why this is wrong.I spent months with you torturing me,I can't let that go like that!"

"I said I'm sorry"

"And you think this can fix everything you've done?You need to try a little harder"

Challenge accepted

Sebastian Smythe (a/n didn't saw that coming?)

Another Tuesday,another painful day for me.I made a promise three years ago,my little sister was lying on her bed.She spitted some blood while coughing,it was one day after we learned about her heart cancer.

We had money,tons of it,but nothing could help her,Eve.She didn't want to do therapy,said she was too scared,so I promised her I would come visit her every week.

"Seb?"she said,her voice was weak and came out as a whisper"Can we walk?I'm tired of this room"

"Whatever you want princess"I replied and gave her a kiss on the forehead.She slowly stood up and tried not to lose her balance.

I smiled and we started walking.Each walk with her is important,it always might be the last.

She sat on the hospital's playground next to one of her friends,Skye.She was a shy kid and suffered from panic attacks.

"I was born this way hey
I was born this way hey
I'm on the right track babe
I was born to be brave"

She sang in a whisper,Eve had once told me that Skye would sing every time she felt like having a panic attack.Her mother had told her it wouls calm her down.

A blonde woman smiled at her,I'm pretty sure I have seen her before,she took the girl's hand and spoke"You like music?"

"Y-Yes maam"

The woman smiled once more and sang...

We are the crowd
We're c-comin' out
Got my flash on, it's true
Need that picture of you
It's so magical
We'd be so fantastico

Eve grabbed my arm and held it tight while I smiled at her.I saw an Asian guy coming and dancing with the blonde.

Leather and jeans
Garage glamorous
Not sure what it means
But this photo of us, it don't have a price
Ready for those flashing lights
'Cause you know that baby, I
I'm your biggest fan

And that's when I saw her...my old nemesis Santana Lopez.It was definetly her,still that black hair that fell into her eyes making her more murderous than usual.She was quite scary most of the times,but truly extraordinary.

Santana and Quinn:I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-Paparazzi
Baby, there's no other superstar
You know that I'll be
Your Papa-Paparazzi
Promise I'll be kind

But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby, you'll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Papa-Paparazzi
I'll be your girl

I now remember more clearly that the two others were also New Directions' members.But I could only focus on her,she hadn't change a bit.

Santana:Backstage at your show
Velvet ropes and guitars
Yeah, 'cause you're my rockstar
In between the sets

Eyeliner and cigarettes
Shadow is burnt
Yellow dance and we turn
My lashes are dry
Purple teardrops I cry, it don't have a price
Loving you is Cherry Pie
'Cause you know that baby, I

You know I have to admit that she is pretty enough.Plus she is a great singer,I'm giving her that,but I still won in Smooth Criminal.

Both:I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-Paparazzi
Baby, there's no other superstar

You know that I'll be
Your Papa-Paparazzi
Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby, you'll be famous

Lopez took Eve's hand and led her to the front along with other kids.First time since the news about her cancer,she smiled.

Chase you down until you love me
Papa-Paparazzi
Real good, we dance in the studio
Snap-snap, to that beat
On the radio
Don't stop for anyone
We're plastic, but we still have fun

I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-Paparazzi
Baby, there's no other superstar

And so did I...

You know that I'll be
Your Papa-Paparazzi
Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby, you'll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Papa-Paparazzi

Maybe she isn't that bad after all

Quinn

I poured some water on my cup and drank it slowly,I'm pretty exhausted.Though San and Mike had a blast.

"Excuse me miss!"I heard a man shouting at me as he ran towards my way"You're a beauty you know that?"

Gosh no

"Oh thanks I get that a lot,now if you'll excuse me but I--"

"How would you like shooting a music video?"

"Well I'd love to so tell me if you know someone"I replied sarcastically,this guy is a freak.

But he does look familiar

"Look I'm in a band and I really need a girl for the shooting.Please the previous actress bailed me"

"Yeah about that"I whispered"I don't know you so I'm gonna head out"

"My name is Brandon Flowers"

"And my name is Dianna Agron"I spatted as I picked up my bag"Nice to meet you goodbye"

Wait a second...

"Wait"I said while turning to face hin"You're from the Killers?"