Songs used for this chapter:When I was your man by Bruno Mars

Quinn

"Repeat please"Santana told me as she offered me a hot cup of coffee"Why?I just said that someone sent Newt some gardenias and a card with get better"

"Aww Newtie cutie has a secret admirer"Brittany sang giving a hug to Lord Tubbington.Seriously how many years will that cat live?"Everyone knows that gardenia means secret love"

"That's ridiculous"I muttered"Sometimes flowers are just flowers,like that one time when Finn and I went to the prom,he had given me a gardenia with a light green ribon to much my eyes"I replied proudly making Santana burst into laughter"Well that's ridiculous Q.Look I loved Finn and all but eveybody knows that he could never pick a flower like gardenia and certainly not one that matches your eyes!"

Well she was kind of right,Finn was great but I was really surprised by the flower.He barely remembered Rachel was a vegan...and a Jew but he somehow managed to find something that matches my eyes?

"He didn't"Brittany blurt out and took a sip of her coffee"Rachel did"

What?!

"See that sounds more likely"Santana told me as she gave her wife a high five"This ship sails itself"

"Rachel couldn't have done it"I argued"She was in love with Finn why would she help him?"

"Yes she did,I had heard them when they were talking about it.Plus if Rachel loved Finn why did she followed you in the bathroom when he and Jessie left?"

"How do you know about that?"I asked,as far as I remember there was no one else there and Brittany had went to comfort Santana

"Coach Sue has cameras for the club"

"What club?"

"The F.I.L. F.I.L club"

What now?I looked at them confused and puzzled as Brittany took my hand"Faberry Is Love Faberry Is Life fanclub"

Is that a thing?Most importantly how come I wasn't part of it?I'm half of this ship,I deserved to be--what the fuck am I doing?

"Rachel wasn't in love with me and I wasn't either"

"Sure she wasn't"Santana smirked"Do you think I just happened to say you should stop make out with Berry?My girl I was rooting for you,we were all rooting for you"

I took a sip of my coffee and decided to drop the conversation.The whole Rachel loving me was just impossible,she would always chose Finn over me so...

And I must admit it hurt but I'm happy now.I have a life and I don't need her to make it full

Though I wouldn't mind if she would

Mihno

"Damn it!"I yelled in frusturation putting down my console and pausing Until Dawn.This is so shucking brilliant,how come I killed all of them?I'm usually good at this game!

I sighed and pulled my phone"Here goes nothing"I whispered as I dialed the number"Pick up,pick up"

"Hello?"

"Teresa!It's M-Mihno I've been trying to call you and erm"I swallowed my words or confused them with others,what is wrong with me?

"It looks like you've been avoiding me"The other side was completly silent for a minute or while.

"I was"she whispered"Look if you want to talk about last week--"

"I do!Tes I--"

"Mihno I can't,I-I don't know how you and Sonya are doing but,I love Newt.I would never do anything to hurt him"

"Haven't you already?"

"He can't know,I'm not gonna throw my entire relationship for an one night stand!"

"So that was what it was for you?"

"Yes"

I felt my heart torn into a thousand pieces,shuck this I'm feeling like a bloody teenage girl

"It didn't meant something to you either,right?"

"Y-Yes of course.Stay calm I won't talk"

"Thanks Mihno"

"No problem"

She told me goodbye and hung up,I threw my phone and fell to bed.What is even wrong with me?She's my friend who is dating Newt,who is my best friend!

I can't fall in love with me best friend's girl,it's against the shucking bro code.

So?You liked her first

He is my best friend I can't do this to him

Technically it's her fault too.One can't do the job

Shut up you shucking slinthead!

Look at you!Fighting with yourself,man up Mihno,man up!You don't need a girl,you're a flirt a womanizer that cannot be control!You're Min-hoe

Seriously now?I sighed and went downstairs to get my guitar...yes ladies I can play and yes I'm a catch.

Newt

Okay I can do this,there's nothing I can't do.I kept repeating to myself as I tried to get up"You can do this"I stood up for three maybe five seconds before falling back to my chair.

"You're getting better"

You have to be kidding me now!

"What are you doing here?"I asked emphazising the word you as he was the last person I expected to find here.

"I thought I'd find you here"he smiled"Well actually I had to bribe Jeff into telling me but it still counts"

"Look Tomboy if you want to clear your conciousness you don't have to.You're on the charity and go green club,trust me your entrance to Heaven is still fine.Why are you even in all those clubs?"

"Being part of clubs will help in my NYADA application"NYADA,of course,should have seen that coming

"Here let me help you"he said as he took my hand"Try to get up and I'm gonna hold you"

"And why should I trust you?This is could be a bloody revenge thing?"

"Sure but you said it yourself,I'm a good guy"

I stood up and felt my right leg falling to the ground,Thomas put his hand on my waist holding me up"See?Good guy"

"You're lucky I can't hit you Edison!"

"That's the best you got,Isaac?"

I went to reach the back of his head which cause me to fall more low as he grabbed me"I should totally black mail you"

"Don't you dare!"

Quinn

Brittany went downstairs to continue working on her machine,she had that weird idea of a machine that turns hot coco into ice cream...don't even ask.

As for Santana,she went to visit her mother and said she would be back in less than an hour.

I started going through our old highschool's album,I ran my fingers through the old pages,Rachel was in most of them...even the black society

I skipped some sections and ended up in some prom detached photos.It was our first prom,Kurt had been announced Prom Queen and I had went with Finn but ended up with Rachel.Which sounds really weird,I chuckled at myself and looked at the photo with the glee club.

Same bed but it feels
Just a little bit bigger now
Our song on the radio
But it don't sound the same

I heard Mihno playing his guitar as I ended up to the page showing the glee club after winning Regionals.Rachel looked so happy with Finn,it reminded me of what Santana said,she loved him and only him.

When our friends talk about you, all it does is just tear me down
'Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name

Worst part is that I'm that dumb I believed I had a chance.

Me:It all just sounds like oooooh...
Mmm, too young,
Too dumb to realize
That you should've
Bought me flowers
And held my hand

Mihno:Should've gave you
All my hours
When I had the chance
Take me to every party
'Cause all I wanted to do was dance
Now my baby's dancing
But she's dancing
With another man

But I can't only blame myself for this right?She had given me so many signs so I just,I can't believe I had fallen for that.

Me:Your pride, your ego, your needs, and your selfish ways
Caused a good strong woman
Like me to walk out your life
Now you never, never get to clean up the mess you made, ohh...
And it haunts me every time I close my eyes

It all just sounds like oooooh...
Mmm, too young, too dumb to realize
That you should have bought me flowers
And held my hand

Mihno:Should have gave you all my hours
When I had the chance
And take me to every party
'Cause all I wanted to do was dance
Now my baby's dancing
But she's dancing with another man

Both:Although it hurts
I'll be the first to say that I was wrong
Me:Oh, I know it's probably much too late
To try and apologize for your mistakes
So I just want you to know

I hope he buys me flowers
I hope he holds my hand
Gives me all his hours
When he has the chance

Mihno:Take you to every party
'Cause I remember how much you loved to dance

MeDo all the things you should have done
When you were my man
Do all the things you should have done
When you were my man
Mihno:Do all the things I should have done
When I was your man

"Girl problems?"

"Yep"he replied"Guy problems?"

"Lets just say love issues"