I'm such a fool
Songs used for this chapter:
Just another girl by the Killers
Big girls don't cry by Chris Colfer(Kurt Hummel),Lea Michele(Rachel Berry)and Darren Criss(Blaine Anderson)
Kurt
"Honey,what you're doing?"Blaine asked as he sat next to me.I sighed and slammed my head against the wooden door.
"He won't let me in"I complained.I hated when his 'puberty' shows up,now I understand what my dad felt.
"He is just a teenager give him space"
"Well what if he kills himself?"He gave the are-you-serious-look and I crossed my arm"It could happen"
He sighed and lift the doormat revealing a golden key"Here that's a spare key to his room"
"Wait we have spare keys?"
"Yeah but I thought invading our children's privacy was wrong"
"Blaine Anderson-Hummel I have never loved you more!"I shout and kissed him"Time to invade Tom's privacy!"
"Still find it bad!"
I walked inside and saw Thomas on his bed hugging a pillow and watching TV.Oh gosh no!
"No,no,no"I muttered while sitting next to him"Tom,what are you watching?"
"Some music videos before the Notebook starts"
This is worse than I thought!He didn't even realize I got in his room when he had locked the door.
I was exactly like that back when Rachel and I were living in New York,it's like rewatching my break up with Blaine.
"Wanna tell me what's going?"
"The Killers have gone off the charts with their new song.The Rolling Stones have commented that itplays up the group's slightly more restrained side, noting that Brandon Flowers sounds lovelorn and wistful."
"The Puckermans are going back to England"he whispered and focused on the show"I kept telling myself that I'm better off alone but,I don't believe it anymore"
Step out into the Indian dust
I can feel the cracks in my spirit
They're starting to bust
"I know it hurts you know"I started"but he's just another boy,it just wasn't meant to be."
He looked at me once more with a heartbroken look.Please,please don't look at me like that!I sighed and my eyes fell on the tv.Oh my Lady Gaga!
I grabbed my phone and called Rachel"Pick up"
Drive by your house
Nobody's home
"Kurt I can't talk right now.Jessie and I are at the laywer's office!"
"Do you have a tv there?"
"Yeah why?"
"Put MTV now!"
I'm trying to tell myself that I'm better off alone
Rachel
"Miss Berry,what are you doing?"Jessie's lawyer asked me while both of them looked at me confused.I stepped on the table and opened the tv to MTV's channel.
All of my friends say
I should move on
She's just another girl
Don't let her stick it
To your heart so hard
And all of my friends say
It wasn't meant to be
And it's a great big world
She's just another girl (another girl)
I stayed frozen at my position"Isn't that Quinn Fabray?"Jessie asked me and I simply nod.
I went to see a fortune teller,
That was a trip
Maybe this confusion's got me losing my grip
I can't believe you're out there flying with somebody else
When did she do that?
Now Kurt's getting married in the blink of an eye
I got an invitation but I didn't reply
Tell your sweet friend that we put down the gloves
And give him all of my love
Did she say Kurt?Oh my god she did say Kurt!
All of my friends say I should move on
She's just another girl
Don't let her stick it to your heart so hard
And all of my friends say it wasn't meant to be
And it's a great big world
She's just another girl
Is it wrong for me to find her attractive even as a guy...?
I could be reeling them in left and right
Something's got a hold on me, tonight
Well, maybe all of my friends should confront
The fact that I don't want another girl
I grabbed my ex-husband's hand and started jumping like a little girl"I'll go find her Kurt"
"You can't,they are leaving for England"
Oh no!
All of my friends say I should move on
All of my friends say
All of my friends say
All of my friends say
She's just another girl
"Do you know what this means?"
Then why can't I sleep at night
And why don't the moon look right
The sound's off but the TV's on
And it's a great big world
"Um no"he replied"Wow she can really pull off that style"
(just a) she's just another girl,
Don't let her stick it to your heart, boy
(just a) she's just another girl
All of my friends say
(just a) she's just another girl
Another girl
"I gotta go now!"
Thomas
"Rach!"my dad shout once more at the phone"Damn it this woman!"
"Is everything okay?"
"No!"he shout"I have to find your aunt before she goes to the airport"he finished and walked out of my room.
Well at least aunt Rachel has the guts to go after someone she cares.
"If it's meant to be,it will happen"
Quinn
Goodbye Lima,I smiled at myself while Noah was taking our luggages off the car.
"Quinn!"I heard a voice shouting at me.It was Brittany,my smile dropped for some reason,I guess I still hoped that Rachel would somehow come.
She and Santana ran to hug me"What's with the suitcases?"I asked them.
"You can't break the unholy trinity remember?"Santana smirked"We never got to take over New York so we might as well take over England"
"Oh my God,you girls"I laughed and hugged them"You're the best"
"Tell us something we don't know"Brittany chuckled"Mihno is staying with San's mum so we can enjoy a little trip for about a month before he drives her crazy"
Rachel
I didn't make it if you are wondering.The plane had just taken off,I guess some things aren't meant to be.
Lately I spent too much of my time in the choir room.Where I can just bring back the good memories.
Me:Ladadada
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection, baby
Mmh, be with myself and center
Clarity, peace, serenity
Worst thing is that I wasn't the only one who lost something at that plane.
Thomas:
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
Everything are different now
Sebastian:
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Sebastian(with me):
It's time to be (a big girl now)
Sebastian and me:
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry
Me:
The path that I'm walkin', I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairy tales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay
Those two are just as broken as I am.I just hope she is fine with her life.
Thomas:
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
Sebastian and me:
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Thomas:
Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and Uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my valentine
Sebastian and Thomas:
Yes, you can hold my hand if you want to
Sebastian:
Cause I want to hold yours, too
We'll be playmates and lovers
And share our secret worlds
Me:
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center
Clarity, peace, serenity, yeah
Thomas:
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
Sebastian and me:
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
All:
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry
Or maybe they do
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