Hey guys! I apologize for not updating lately but I need to tell you guys something.  I am going to put a halt on updating this story for a little while.. Its a very complicated story but long story short, I am going to write a story about my life to get back at those who hurt me. I will publish that and you guys can read it if you want but I need  to make those people who hurt me realize that their actions had an intense affect on my life! Im sorry but it has to be done for me to move on and  live my life like a regular kid. I need to get back at Mireille, I need to get back at Thanasi, and i need to put my trauma and feelings onto paper. once again, im very sorry but I will update this story when im done with my plan. Please don't hate me! I just need to move on and put my shitty life behind me...... and please know this is only for my well being! So I don't develop depression, or have emotional break downs or try anything to do me harm.. As I said, it has to be done for me to live my life! I need them to feel the pain they have put upon me! And I didn't know how to tell you guys, which is why I haven't updated but I love you guys and thank you for all of your support. Gosh im crying now. Well I guess that means I need to go. PLEASE just know its only for my heart to stop aching, for my pain to stop growing, and for my skin to start healing and grow thicker. Trust me, writing a story on what I love brought me happiness and having to stop for some time is bringing me pain as well but as I said for me to move on I NEED to let my feelings out. Im sorry......

Love you guys, 

-Emilia (who cant stop crying)