Hey, everyone! First of all, HAPPY NEW YEAR to all of you! 🎇 Let's all hope that 2017 would be less painful than 2016.

But this is going to be a quick ramble. So, from the title....I've decided that I'll be logging out of Wattpad for most of tonight. And maybe for quite some time tomorrow, if I think I need it.
Before anyone can ask why I'll be logging out of Wattpad for some time, there are a few reasons.

One reason is that I feel less independent and more desperate for Wattpad.
I mean, I love how this community isn't judging and we can speak with our voices. And I love all of my friends that I've met through here.

But I'm starting to feel like I'm becoming too "desperate" or "dependent" and becoming a burden to everyone I've met here. And I never want to be one of those girls that everyone thinks needs saving.

     Another reason is that I haven't been able to do certain things I want. This reason is probably because of everything going on during 2016.
For an example, reading. I love to read and when I do get the chance to read, I enjoy every moment of it. (The irony, I'm logging out of Wattpad; a writing and reading site but I can't find the right time to read an actual book.)

      But lately, I've been busy with school and other things, that I haven't been able to read. (Do you know how much it has been killing me that I haven't been able to read! My sister reads more than me and she doesn't like reading!!)
     And I do find Wattpad as one of my favorite hobbies, but I feel like it's taking over me.

     Besides, I should start practice 'distancing myself' from Wattpad. Since I'm in the school musical. And rehearsals are Tuesdays through Fridays after school.

Also, on a side note, I feel like I'm revealing too much to my friends on here. Especially with what's going on now and with my burdening emotions. I'm so sorry that I burden you all too much.... I know I should just get a grip and cope my emotions like I did before. Seems like it's the better for everyone else....hehe.... :}

So....yeah... I'll be logging off Wattpad for most of tonight and I might be logged off for some of tomorrow too. Wow....look at me...some crazy girl rambling nonstop....hehe, I guess I can see how I can be annoying and difficult to deal with.

And I guess this is for the better .....for me..... and especially better for you all.....hehe.....     
      Hopefully....I can stop being some burden that you all of have to deal with.....sorry that I was one in the first place....

Signing off, Crystal~Rose.....
(P.S. Please don't worry about me, I'll be fine! :} But I better log out before I can change my mind)