Hi, everyone.... so.... if you don't know who Kayla is...she's a fellow Wattpadder (4Eaton6Prior10Love). And...if you don't know what had happened....well....she committed suicide....last night.... *more slow tears come (I cried before...)* A-A-And I feel like...she needs a part dedicated to her..

I was told from ThisDancerIsHiding last night and when I heard...a piece of me was crushed because I felt like I had failed Jojo, Kayla, and everyone who had loved her... I felt like I failed being her friend...

Yes....I don't know her as well as Jojo or DarkStriker_ , but still, I'm her friend....and I tried my best to support her and be there for her. I knew that she was suffering from pain, that she was depressed, and that she wanted to end her life. But I also knew that she was an amazing, strong, beautiful, wonderful, loving girl who was suffering from pain that she didn't deserve.

When she had called for help, I was more than glad to come to support her and try my best to have her feel better. Because I know that she deserves happiness and love in her life instead of depression and suffering.

She was an amazing, strong, and beautiful girl who had to suffer more pain than she deserved. After what I read about her...I sent in a goodbye in private messages...even when it was too late. (*note: I covered the other messages because they're private and that I wanted you to pay attention to the last message)

Rest in Peace....Kayla...I'm so sorry that I had disappointed and failed you. I'm sorry that I couldn't support you enough and that I wasn't there when you needed it the most. It still hurts me to know that you're....gone...but I know that you're in a better place where you're no longer suffering.

ThisDancerIsHiding , DarkStriker_  , and anyone else who knew and loved Kayla well....I'm on the same page as you and I'm still hurting from her loss. But we know that she's in a better place and we know that she's no longer suffering and now happy up in heaven....

I miss you so much, Kayla....I hope you're no longer suffering and happy up in heaven.... :,(

Stay strong because I know that life is hard and you're struggling, but I promise that it will get better and that you'll shine brightly. There is someone who will love you unconditionally and endlessly for who you are. Please don't give up...<3

Signing off, Crystal~Rose...
(P.S. I'm so sorry if I caused you to cry. If it makes you feel better, some slow tears came to me while I was writing this...)