Ok so u made these friends on a cruise, but I always feel like an outcast. What if they knew I was an innocent little being who knows the words to every disney song. What if they knew I am scared of everything. What if they knew I fear being rejected by them. This is how it goes. I am so scared of being rejected that I fear speaking sometimes. If they get mad at me in the littlest way I start to cry. Like I am now. They remind me of the friends I lost to her, the girl who ruined eighth grade life. Please someone tell me that everything is ok. Please.