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JUNGKOOK'S POV
I open the door as I reached my destination.
"Hyung" I say.
"Kook my friend!" He looks at me happily.
"Let me — " He shakes his head and cuts me off before I can say anything.
"I know Jeon you love her." He paused.
"Hyung!" I purr.
"No wait let me finish. I know I told you to look after her but you fell for her and it's absolutely not your fault. I loved her but now you love her and moreover she loves you. And I can't ruin a family right?!" He passes me a smile.
"Hyung.." I say.
"No just keep her happy okay?! And about me I am leaving for Spain." He pats my shoulder.
"But hyung won't you meet her?!" I ask.
He shakes his head. "She will be uncomfortable kook."
He was right. She will be.
"But why Spain ?!" I ask him.
He smirks. "Aww. My little brother has forgotten that his hyung is a Mafia king?!"
"No that's not..."
" Anyways live happily okay?! You got very less time.." he says
"What do you mean?!"
"I mean life is very short." He smiles. "So enjoy and live to your fullest."
He gives me a smile and walks out of the room.
Yoongi hyung approaches me , "Congratulations on becoming a father Kookie." He smiles and hugs me.
I watch them as they disappeared into the darkness.
Finally it was me and Anna. In the end.
We are going to live happily ever after.
(An — Will they but?! Well it depends on your author's mood. 😏😏)
*****Eight months later ******
Still Jungkook's POV
The doctor tells her she's almost done.
I kiss her on the forehead.
It happens.
I'm a dad.
She's a mom.
"It's a boy," the doctor says.
She's holding him.
She's holding my heart.
He stops crying.
He tries to open his eyes.
Anna cries.
Anna laughs.
Anna tells me thank you.
Like she wasn't the one who created this.
"I love him so much, Jeon" she says.
She's still crying. "I love him so,so much."
"I love him, too," I tell her.
I touch him.
I want to hold him, but I want her to hold him even more.
She looks beautiful holding him.
She looks up at me. "Will you please tell me his name now?"
I was hoping he would be a boy so I could have this moment.
I was hoping I could tell her what her son's name is, because I know she'll love it.
I hope she remembers the moment she became my everything.
"His name is Justin."She begins to sob.
She remembers.
"It's perfect," she says, her words mixed with tears.
She's crying too hard now.
She wants me to hold him.
I sit on the bed with her and take him.
I'm holding him.
I'm holding my son.
Anna rests her head on my arm, and we stare at him.
We stare at him for so long.
I tell Anna he has her brown hair.
Anna says he has my lips.
"He makes life so much better," she says.
"He sure does."
"We're so lucky, Jeon."
"We sure are."
She squeezes my hand."We've got this," She whispers.
"We've so got this," I tell her.
Justin yawns, and it makes us both laugh.
Since when did yawns become so incredible?
I touch his fingers.
We love you so much, Justin.
"What if he turns out to be gay?" Anna asks me.
"Would that bother you?"
"It would only bother me if he felt like he couldn't talk to us about it. I want him to know he can talk to us about anything." Anna smiles at Justin, but I know her smile is for me.
Because she loved my answer.
"What if he doesn't believe in God?" she asks.
"He can believe whatever he wants. I just want his beliefs—or lackthereof—to make him happy."She smiles again.
"What if he commits an awful, heinous, heartless crime and gets sent to prison for life?"
"I would question where I went wrong as a father," I tell her.
She looks up at me. "Well, based on this interrogation, I'm convinced he'll never commit a crime, because you're already the best dad I've ever known."
Now she's making me smile.
We both look at the door when it opens and a nurse walks in. She flashes a regretful smile.
"It's time," she says.
Anna groans, but I have no idea what the nurse is referring to.
Anna sees the confusion on my face."His circumcision."
My stomach clenches.
I know we discussed this during the pregnancy,but I'm suddenly having second thoughts, knowing what he's about to go through.
"It's not so bad," the nurse says.
"We numb him first."She walks over to Anna and begins to lift him from Anna's arms, but I lean forward.
"Wait," I tell her. "Let me hold him first."
I pull him in front of me and look down on him."I'm so sorry, Justin. I know it'll hurt, and I know it's emasculating,but—"
"He's a day old," Anna interjects with a laugh.
"There's hardly anything that can emasculate him yet."I tell her to hush.
I tell her I'm having a father-son moment, and she needs to pretend she's not here.
"Don't worry, your mom left the room," I say to Justin, giving Anna a wink.
"I was saying, I know it's emasculating, but you'll thank me later for it. Especially when you're older and you get involved with girls. Hopefully not until after you're eighteen, but it'll more than likely be around the age of sixteen. It was for me, anyway."
Anna leans forward and holds her arms out for him. "That's enough bonding," she says, laughing.
"I think we need to review the boundaries of father-son conversation while he's being emasculated."I give him a quick kiss on his forehead and hand him back to Anna.
She does the same and passes him on to the nurse. We both watch as the nurse leaves the room with him.
I look back at Anna and crawl toward her until I'm lying next to her on the bed.
"We have the place to ourselves," I whisper. "Let's make out."
She grimaces. "I don't feel sexy right now," she says. "My stomach is flabby, and my boobs are engorged, and I need a shower so bad, but it hurts too much to try to take one right now."
I look down at her chest and pull at the collar on her hospital gown. I peer down her shirt and grin.
"How long do they stay like this?"She laughs and pushes my hand away.
"Well, how does your mouth feel?" I ask her.
She looks at me like she doesn't understand my question, so I elaborate."I'm just wondering if your mouth hurts like the rest of you hurts,because if it doesn't, I want to kiss you." She grins.
"My mouth feels great."
I rise up on my elbow so she doesn't have to roll toward me.
I look down on her, and seeing her beneath me feels different now.
It feels real.
Until yesterday, it really did feel like we had been playing house.
Of course, our love is real, and our relationship is real, but until I witnessed her give life to my son yesterday, everything I felt before that momentwas like child's play compared to what I feel for her now.
"I love you, Anna. More than I loved you yesterday."
Her eyes are looking up at me like she knows exactly what I'm talking about.
"If you love me more today than you loved me yesterday, then I can't wait for tomorrow," she says.
My lips fall to hers, and I kiss her.
Not because I should but
because...
I need to.
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Hey guys so here is the chapter.
Sorry for the time skip but I am lazy hhehe lol.
Well about writing the hospital scene I used the reference of a novel.
And now if you can guess the name of it then tell me in the comment section.
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