Namjun's perspective

Namjun and Stephanie had been on very risky terms lately. Jun started drinking more than usual and it got to the point, where coming back home from recording studio wasn't on the to do list of the day.

,,Shit, this arguing over and over again is so tiring and pointless. I think, that the time of coming back should happen today..." said Namjun to himself out loud, cuz he was saying his thoughts out loud.

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one day before the day of finding out about it

Time passed and the morning of coming back finally arrived. Namu reeked by a huge amount of alcohol. Thanks to his self reflex, he decided to at least brush his teeth, wash his body slightly and after several days even change his clothes.

,,What a change! It feels nice to be put together again." stated Namjun before leaving the recording studio of his.

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Before Namu knocked on the front door, he noticeably felt nervousness and anxious, because it was awhile, since he had seen Stephanie in person.

A bouquet, which he was holding in his left palm, looked stunning and the smell of freshly chopped flowers was potent. Namjun hadn't been there for too long before Stephanie opened the front door.

After she opened the door, she was in shock, who was standing there in front of her. Stephanie was completely speechless and when Namjun expected, that she was gonna say something, she was just standing there, looking at him motionlessly.

,,Stephanie..." said Namu quietly. It was pretty obvious, how hard he was trying to stand there and figure out, how to apologize to her.

At first, Steph didn't do anything, but then she couldn't withstand his sad puppy eyes, which were almost crying, how badly he missed her and this fact made her body move forward to him.

She tightly hugged him. No kiss, no need to jump into her bed and make love. Just a tight hug, which both of them needed more than each of them thought.

·

Since this happened, a few hours had passed. Lily was already gone and conversation between Namu and Stephanie improved rapidly.

Namjun even offered to go on a date together to their most fave restaurant and with a little hesitation his love agreed to it. But if he had known, what was gonna happen later, he wouldn't take her there.

·

Their date was going smoothly till the moment of their leave. Stephanie's pregnancy sicknesses took over and she almost ran to the restroom to vomit everything out of her body.

His instinct immediately alarmed him and he became worried about his fiancé. When she returned from the restroom, he quickly asked: ,,Are you okay, baby?"

Stephanie only nodded to this and then when they paid for the meal, they headed straight to the Stephanie's house.

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the day of finding out about it

Stephanie woke up pretty early in the morning. It was around the time, when Jun normally leaves their place and goes to work, however this Friday, he had a single free day.

When Steph got up and went to the bathroom, Jun woke up as well and he was secretly admiring her stunning body, which was going to the room.

Because he wanted to surprise her with a hug from the back and sweet soft neck kisses, he also got up and his steps went in the same direction as Stephanie's steps did.

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At the moment, when Namu came to the bathroom, he was in shock, what he just was able to see in front of him. After his eyes looked at Stephanie, he saw her looking at herself and a little belly, where was noticeably growing a beautiful baby of theirs. Her right palm was even caressing the belly, the left one was holding her tshirt up and her face in the mirror reflection was saying, that she was surprised even more than Namjun himself.

For a few seconds, he was just standing there and he kept staring at her, while he was trying to figure out, how this was possible. And at the one single moment he remembered that one emotional morning, when they had done it without a protection.

,,Are we going to be parents, love?" he asked after several moments.

When she heard him asking this, her whole body covered itself with goosebumps. Stephanie started freaking out, because she didn't know, how to tell him the truth.

,,I...I guess so, but not only "we"..." Stephanie was stuttering.

Jun started laughing a little and then he asked: ,,What do you mean "not only we"? Is Lily pregnant as well?"

,,No Jun...I supposed tell you this sooner, but I wasn't confident enough to be fully truthful toward you...Please, hear me out..." Namjun became really shocked after hearing these words.

,,I think, that you remember well the day of your leave to UK. We made love without the protection and it set the base for this little one for sure, but it wasn't everything that day." Namu kept listening to her words completely quietly.

Then Stephanie continued. ,,After the great argument, which  had happened between us, I was working, but nothing better, than call to Yunki, was an option that day. Because I really thought, that we had broken up, I wasn't feeling guilty at that time and under the influence of alcohol at his apartment, we just..." Jun stopped her lips from telling him more information on this topic, because he didn't wanna hear details of how Yunki was fucking his fiancé.

It took Namjun quite a bit of time, before he had spoken a word. When he found some words, he stated: ,,Please, don't try to reach me out. I don't know, what to say to this..."

He was pissed, but he was really trying to not reveal his anger on her. Also after these words, Jun left the house with his important and daily used stuff, without telling her, where he was heading or what he was planning to do now. He didn't even let Stephanie apologize and finish her words, so she became scared, how this will go.