When Lily said those words, Jun immediately knew, that she was right. But no one could convince him to do it by himself only.

,,I can't directly talk to her, after what she has done to me. You can't force me into this, Lily..." stated Namu, sad and disappointed.

,,I know, it's hard, but if you don't hear her out, the whole thing, how it happened back then, you will never be able to fix the relationship. God damn, you two are even engaged and both of you act like some children..." Lily was out of breath, when she stopped talking.

Because Jun didn't wanna keep listening to this naming, he quickly exclaimed: ,,Okay, okay. I got your point. I'm going...happy?"

Lily immediately started clapping happily and she was even pushing him out of her house. When she made, what she had been wanting to do, she closed the door and went to the living room, where Lily wanted to check, if he really left. But what she saw, was unbelievable.

After Lily got to the window, her eyes caught him tearing her garden flowers up. At first, Lily wanted to yell at him for doing this stupid thing, but when she looked at it from his perspective, that he was gonna give these flowers to Stephanie, she closed her mouth and left the living room.

~ end of Jun's perspective ~

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in the evening

Since the moment, when Yunki left and I had a chance to see a short piece of Namu's live stream, nothing exciting had happened. I kept working on the newest book and except for baby's kicks, nothing else was disturbing my work.

When the time of going to the bed was approaching me, I became terrified, because I heard someone coming to the first floor from the hallway. Because I wasn't expecting anyone, I was scared to death, who could it be.

,,Bae...Steph...where are you? We...nea...need to talk..."

At the moment, when I found out, it had been Jun, a heavy stone dropped down from my heart. But when he came to the master bedroom, I was shocked.

,,What the..." I held myself back for everyone's good.

,,Here you are!" he screamed and with his almost whole body weight, he swayed himself on me.

,,Jun, please, get off us...you smell disgusting like a bottle of whiskey and your body weight is making us suffer. We're in pain Kim Namjun..."

All of us in the room were surprised, how straightforward I was talking to him.

After he realized, what I was talking about, he forced himself into stable position of stall and without a word he handed me crumpled bouquet of flowers, which I love the most. It was really nice of him to do gesture like this, but the fact, that he was completely drunk, it fully ruined it.

It took him a quite a few seconds to say something longer than the greeting.

,,I would love to ask you...why did you jump into the bed with him? I don't still get it..." asked Jun with widely opened eyes.

,,Jun, it happened very spontaneously, but I can't change it anymore. I know, it was immature decision, but past can't be changed. Now please, hear me out..."

Namu kept staring at me like I was some kind of mystic demon, who he loves, but it also kept hurting him.

,,The day, when we fought, I really thought, that we had broken up..." At the moment, when I wanted to continue in my explanation, my phone buzzed because of incoming notification. At first I wanted to look, who was texting me, but then I stopped giving it attention and I continued the explaining.

,,Sorry for the disturbing sound...so...I really thought, we had broken up, I was completely devasted. My heart was in pain, I couldn't breathe, my tears were unstoppable and it was the worst day of my life...It truly took me good few hours to calm down and only Lily was the one, who had visited me in this pity situation..." For a second I stopped talking, cuz I needed to inhale and exhale for a several times.

,,And how did you end up in Yunki's bed? Or...don't tell me, that you two made it here..." said Jun, disgusted.

,,No, it wasn't done here in my bed..." I stated calmly.

,,Your bed? I thought, that it is already our bed?!" exclaimed Namu, shocked.

,,Yes, but you know, what I've meant by it." I kept talking with very calm tone of my voice. And then I continued.

,,But let's move to the point, which you wanna know the most. Even though I didn't tell Yunki, that something had happened, he unexpectedly showed up here to pick me up to make my mood better. I guess, that Lily told him or Hobi, cuz no one else, except for Jimin, knew about it. After night out, we ended up at Yunki's, cuz he didn't wanna let me be alone in that state and after several alco drinks it happened...As I said before, I'm truly sorry, but at the same time, I was pretty sure that two of us wasn't a thing anymore and that was why I felt less guilty about it..."

When I heard my last words, which had been spoken with my mouth, I was shocked, how badly it had sounded, but it was true, so I wouldn't change anything about it.

,,I thought, that you know me too well to think, that I wouldn't tell you about the end of our relationship, but as I can see now, I was wrong..." said Namjun and with teary eyes he left the house.

,,Shit! Not again Namjun...!" I screamed, full of frustration and disappointment.

I even decided to run after him, but with the belly bump it was truly hard, so when stairs appeared, I stopped and decided to at least read the message. And what I saw on my phone screen was something, what made me feel anxious.

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