upstairs

After we got upstairs, I went to the bathroom to wash myself and Jun headed to the master bedroom, where he took off his pants and underwear and from his drawer he grabbed new stuff, which he immediately put on.

While I was showering, I heard an incoming notification sound and because I was in extremely euphoric state, I let Jun look, who was texting me. If I had known, that this was a huge mistake, I wouldn't do it at all.

For a few seconds whole place became silent. I was waiting for his response, who was the one texting and it didn't take long, when Jun entered the bathroom with my phone in his right palm, while he was angrily and annoyed reading my messages.

"I know, I don't wanna put you into a trouble, bubble. Let's restart whole thing between us again. I promise, that those kisses will not mean anything to me and we can move on...bla, bla, bla, bla...What the fuck is this, Stephanie? Are you cheating on me behind my back? Does Lily know about all of this?!"

When I heard everything, I stopped drying myself out and I ran to Jun to take my phone from his hand and see it on my own eyes. When I saw it, my eyes widened, shocked.

,,NO! This doesn't mean anything, Namjun. I promise. When he kissed me, I rejected him, so you really don't have to worry..."
,,And how do you think, I can trust you now?! This is far from boundaries...Have a nice day..." After this Namjun left, angry and with a tears in his eyes, he grabbed his back and smashed the front door behind him.

,,Fuck! No, why this had to happen to me?!" I started crying, kneeling on the bathroom floor, devasted. Because I thought I lost Namjun forever, I decided to start working on next chapter, cuz when I break down, I can't force myself to do anything.

And as I planned, I did. I started writing and with constant tears in my eyes, I was writing till the evening. Because I didn't know, what to do, my only thoughts led to Yunki and what I decided to doz won't surprise anyone.

·

~ the phonecall ~

,,Yunki, where are you now?" I asked, trembling.

,,I'm at my place. Do you wanna come over?" He asked worried.

,,Yes, please. I need someone near to me. Today is my worst day of my life..." When I said that, Yunki didn't hesitate and he quickly added: ,,Come over, we can eat and drink some goods and you'll stay at my place today, so bring some clothes with you to change later, okay?" It was really nice of him.

,,Okay, give me thirty minutes and I'll be there." Yunki just smiled and then he hung up to let me prepare and come as soon as possible.

~ end of phonecall ~

·

at Yunki's

After I got there, Yunki's opened arms welcomed me warmly. My bag, which I had brought with me, I threw next to his shoes and after I closed the front door of his, I tightly hugged him. But Yunki tightened our hug even more.

,,What happened, bubble?" He asked carefully. When he gave me this question, tears started flowing from my eyes. ,,We broke up, Yunie...he left me because of your morning message..."

Yunki couldn't believe, what I've just said. He was shocked, but as well very selfishly happy for himself, that it won't be that bad, as he was thinking.

,,I'm truly sorry, bubble for it. I didn't know, he was still with you at your place...if you two were at your place, not his." ,,We were at my place...but it doesn't matter anymore...Do you still have the whiskey, what I bought you after the graduation?"

Yunki right thumb and index finger took my chin, then he moved his face closer, because he wanted to kiss me, but because it was really inappropriate at this moment, his fingers turned my head into the direction, where I could see prepared movie night. Lightened up candles, wine, whiskey, some really good ordered food and bed prepared to just go jumped into.

After I became satisfied with the view, I wasn't feeling guilty anymore about my thoughts of kissing him, so before I kissed him as a thanks, I had said: ,,Thank you, Yunie..." The kiss was really euphoric and I couldn't stop myself from wanting more, but I didn't wanna for it, so I just kissed him once, then I let go of him and I headed to the prepared movie place for us.

,,You're unbelievable. I thought you would grief and all, what you do, is kissing me. I had to be really nice to everyone, when higher power gave me this gift as a thanks." I laughed to his words and then I waited for him to join me.

·

later the same night

Because Yunki always brings some drama movie, there were many times, when I started a conversation about the situation, which was happening in the movie.

When it was forth time, when I interrupted the movie, Yunki looked at me and with a smile on his lips he said, annoyed: ,,I really forgot, how talkative you are during these movies. I think, I have to find some way, how to shut your mouth for longer period of time than one minute...And I think, I know, what to do..." Because Yunki noticed well, how intensively I had been staring at his lips, he turned his whole body to me, after that he grabbed my face and his lips quickly locked with mines.

The desire inside me was stronger than I thought, so it didn't take a long and also thanks to lots of alcohol in our blood systems, we started taking off our clothes.

I won't lie, this moment was something, what I wanted to experience since highschool, so when we started deepening our making out, I entered paradise.

Because Yunki always was the more responsible one, before he slid inside, he had asked: ,,Are you sure about it? Do you really wanna do it, also without protection?" ,,Nothing is holding me back anymore, so it's only up to you. Choose now, Either you'll fuck me or I'll leave...so what would it be?" Yunki didn't hesitate and he irresponsibly slid in.

I never thought, that someone could make me scream out of happiness and joy more than Namjun, but Yunki was really different league. The night with him was very different from all previous ones in our lives.