in the restaurant

Because Jun is already very famous among people in South Korea, it helped us to get better seats in very popular restaurant in Seoul. We had extremely beautiful view on shining Seoul, Han river in the far background and it was truly romantic.

,,So, tell me Yunki, how were studies in Spain? Are they different from our typical school system or not?" Asked Namu during our eating session.

,,Yeah, it was kinda different from our typical school system, but it wasn't bad. I gained lots of experiences and also knowledge of music from the deepest bases. I also met lots of very talented people there, so new contacts, new opportunities...and of course a lot more." Yunki looked extremely happy just by talking about it.

,,That sounds amazing. You must have been really happy there." I added to his words. ,,Yeah, I was happy there, but being home, around my closest ones, who I truly love...I've missed this there. Not only the feelings, but actual people..." During his last words, Yunki's eyes drowned in mine and I could feel the tension between us.

Namu also noticed, that something was going on and that was why he directly asked: ,,And how about any relationship there, Yunki? Were you with anyone?" At the moment, when Jun said the word "relationship", Yunki and I choked on our waters in glasses. Because this topic has been always very sensitive between us, I was truly curious, what is gonna be his answer on Namu's question.

For a few seconds Yunki was trying to get back to thinking straight, because some unnecessary words could damage and destroy more than just his one heart.

,,Honestly no, I wasn't in any relationship, because music made me pretty busy all those years." Yunki was perfectly aware of that fact, that I had been patiently listening to his every single word. I was even staring at him the whole time, what had made Jun and Yunki in some ways, a bit uncomfortable.

Jun became worried. He didn't know, if anything was going on between two of us, so he decided to assure himself, if he's still the only one or if Yunki's arrival changed something.

,,Baby?" He asked quietly to find out, if I was paying attention to him or not. I immediately looked at him with eyes full of question marks, because I didn't know, if it's gonna be something good or bad.

After I turned my head to face him, Jun lightly smirked at me, then his right hand grabbed my left cheek, his arm pulled me closer to his face and for once, he deeply kissed me. Of course I repaid him the same way and this moved assured him pretty well, that he is still in relationship with me without any change.

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Yunki's perspective

When Yunki saw this, he hardly swallowed his words, which were full of judgment. He was holding himself so strongly to keep his mouth shut, that he even decided to go to the restroom, where he needed to do breathing exercise to calm himself down.

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~ his thoughts ~

"Stop for the God fucking sake! I have feelings for her too. You don't have to remind me, that I lost her long time ago! Yes, I do fucking regret every shitty single second of this decision, but guess what?! I've already made my decision and I'm not proud of that
at fucking all!"

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end of Yunki's perspective

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After the kiss, which we had given to each other, we were surprised, that Yunki wasn't sitting with us anymore. But after a few seconds we didn't have to worry, if he would come back, because his phone was laying on the table.

Because the food of ours was almost cold, we continued eating. While we were eating, Yunki's phone lit up for a few seconds because of incoming notification and when I looked at his lockscreen wallpaper, I was extremely surprised.

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I almost choked on my not swallowed piece of steak. When I felt Namu's gaze on my face, I became nervous, because this thing was really unexpected.

Because Namjun wanted to understand, why I had done that, he looked into the sane direction as I was looking and before his eyes gazed at Yunki's screen, it had turned off itself. I sighted in relief, because this saved my ass from a huge argument between two men, who I love the most on the planet Earth.

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five minutes later

Yunki finally came back from the restroom, calmed down. Because his food had been already cold, he was eating it with distaste. Namu and I had been already full of food, so we were just drinking wine.

I wanted to somehow and carefully let him know, that someone was texting him, but I didn't wanna let Namu see his lockscreen wallpaper, so for better I had stayed quiet.

Before Yunki finished his meal and we drank the rest of the wine up, Namu had put his left hand on my right thigh. His fingers slid slowly lower between them and he started rubbing and scratching it on the spot, where he knows, it always turns me on immediately.

After Namu did that, I looked at him with face full of questions, desire and need. My heartbeat fastly speeded up, because his hand didn't move anywhere else. But even though I kept staring at him with that look, he kept staring at his phone, where he had opened his work project.

I became nervous, because I'm not good at holding myself back in situations like this one. When I wasn't far from taking him to the restroom for people with handicap, where we could be alone and we can lock us, I put my right hand his left hand to stop it.

Jun knew very well, what this always does to me and how hard I must had been trying to hide my specific desire. When I put my right hand on his left hand, he only lightly smirked and then he kept working on his project. He was really driving me crazy and it was insane, how tangled he has me around his pinky finger.