twenty minutes later in my house

After the message, which I've sent to Lily, she as soon as possible came to me. I didn't expect her at my place, but I wasn't mad about it, cuz I really love to spend my free time with her.

,,Stephanie! How, why, when, did anything happen?" Lily had too many questions and I didn't have enough time to answer. When Lily sat on my couch, I walked to the kitchen, where I grabbed us two bottles of water from fridge and when a came back, I sat next to her and I started explaining.

,,Well, how you informed me some time ago, I started paying attention to it and I also found out, I have feelings for Namu deep inside me. Today, after he visited me, we ate lunch together, then we went wash the dishes and while was playing "Careless whispers", my hips started bouncing into him and move let to next move..."

Lily was eating every single word, which my mouth let out. ,,You two have already slept together? How quickly..." Lily added with joking sound of her voice.

,,No, not yet, but we kissed...A lot, lot..." My heart kept racing like crazy while I was talking about it and my body was letting me experience those kisses again on every spot, which was kissed before by Namjun. Every kissed spot was shivering and more sensitive than it is normally. It even made me smile widely, cuz my mind presentation was pretty strong and those spots were pulsing.

,,So you two weren't way too far from it, right?" Lily was so curious and she wanted to know everything. ,,No, we weren't, but his chairman called him, so we couldn't continue. But we also decided to not go further yet, cuz I asked him to give me a few hours to get use to, that he's my partner for life."

When Lily heard it, she almost went to pieces. She was so happy and this information made her so complete, cuz Lily couldn't withstand seeing us being around each other and not express our feelings.

,,So what now? Are you two officially together?" Asked Lily joyfully. ,,Yes, but please, keep this in secret. You know, how it's hard for idols to be in relationship, when their fans find out, that their "love of their lives" is taken..."

Lily quickly moved closer to me and with a tight hug she whispered into my left ear: ,,Don't worry my loveliest friend, I'm gonna keep it only for myself. Your secret is save with me."

After these words I hugged Lily even tighter and both of us were smiling widely cuz of how joyful we were. I still can't believe, that it became reality. I never thought, that this could happen.

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in the evening

Lily stayed at my place till the late night hours. We were enjoying our time together and when was around eleven in the evening, I was walking Lily to the entrance. After I opened the door, I couldn't believe, who was standing in front of my door.

,,Minji? What are you doing here?" I asked surprised, cuz I thought, that she doesn't wanna see me ever again. My legs even froze, when Lily and I saw her there on my porch.

Without a word Minji went inside my house and without a permission she walked to my living room, where she sat on the floor with back leaning over the couch.

Because I was curious, what she wanted I said to Lily: ,,Thank you for coming today. When I will know more, I'll text you or call you, okay?"

Lily only hugged me, then her smile appeared on her lips and at the end, she walked out with a soft and unspoken goodbye in the air.

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talk with Minji

After I closed the front door after Lily, I headed to the living room, where a sat in front of Minji and I asked directly again: ,,I've already asked you. What are you doing here? I thought you don't wanna see me anymore. What changed your mind?"

Minji completely understood to my attitude, cuz she was the one, who made me like this, meant by behaving toward her like this. She didn't even judge me for it, cuz she knew, this always had been her fault.

,,Steph...I completely understand, why you're behaving like this and I'm not judging you for it, cuz I owe you this. Now, please, hear me out." Minji sounded very seriously, so I haven't interrupted her at all.

It took three deep breaths in and out before Minji started talking again. ,,What I've done, was unacceptable and of course very immature. I was so scattered thanks to my feelings for Jun and everything, what had happened was wrong. But I promise you, since that moment, you saw me in front of the hospital last time, I started seeing psychologist. She is really nice and she has already helped me a lot, but I still have long way to be completely okay and stable to deal with..." Before Minji could finish her sentence, my doorbell started ringing.

,,Excuse me for a second. I need to find out, who decided to see me this late." In the furthest spot of my mind I was sure, it was Namu, but I couldn't say it out loud in front of Minji.

After I got up and came to the front door, I opened silently with smile on lips. Of course it was Jun. When the door was open, he quickly grabbed me into his strong arms, then he lifted me up and before he made a step forward, he kissed me three times.

After his three kisses it seemed to be not enough for him, because he could have planned something spicier, so I moved back and with a few gestures I showed him to put me down. Thankfully he understood and he did, what he had been told to do.

When I was standing back on my feet, my left hand grabbed Jun's right side of his neck and it pulled him closer to my head. Then my head turned to his right ear and I whispered: ,,Minji unexpectedly came over, so let's not show her yet we are in relationship."

From the moment Jun heard this, his eyes widened. After he straightened his body back to the previous position, he fastly nodded and then he once again reached out for one last kiss before we were gonna go to join Minji in the living room.

But what we didn't expect, was that Minji was curious, so she decided to go and see, who I was welcoming and letting stay over. When she saw us while last kiss before we wanted to go to the living room, she immediately became angry and she didn't handle herself at all.

After we stopped kissing, we turned to second end of the hall, where was standing angry and shocked Minji. Without any expression she fastly walked out of my place and my door was slammed very harshly thanks to her hand.

At the moment, when we were alone again, Namu looked into my eyes and with a voice like a honey for my ears he said: ,,Amm, I guess, we don't have to hide it in front of her anymore..."