back to Minji's perspective

Minji's doctor did everything, what had been in his strength and after some time Minji woke up from her senselessness.

She woke up in very dark room, cuz it was still middle of the night end when she found out, that there was nothing around her except for infusion, which was slowly dropping to her blood system, she realized, she survived her planned suicide.

At first, she was so disappointed, but then she was grateful to someone, who saved her. Ten minutes passed and one of hospital nurses came to Minji's room.

,,Good evening miss Hwang, how are you feeling?" She asked politely, calmly and kindly.

,,Much better, can I go home now, when I'm alright?" She answered to her also by a question.

,,Not yet miss Hwang. Your infusion has to be in your blood system, but after your doctor will do a check up in the morning, I think, you'll be free to go, so just wait a few hours." Nurse's voice was like a honey for her ears.

,,Okay, thank you for everything." Minji kindly thanked her and after nurse wrote everything into her documents, she left with a small smile on her lips.

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in the morning

Minji woke up around seven in the morning. Because her mouth and throat felt like a clear desert, she immediately finished a whole bottle of tea, what was put on the nightstand.

Only twenty minutes later Minji's doctor came in with her mom and he began with her check up. Everything looked alright physically, but he wasn't sure, if she was mentally stable.

,,Mrs. Hwang, is this your first time, you tried to commit a suicide or do you have these thoughts often on your mind?" He was asking directly, but at the same time carefully.

,,No sir, it was the first time. Why are you asking?" After this answer Minji's doctor gazed at Minji's mom and he said: ,,Your daughter seems to be okay, but I highly recommend you to visit some psychologist. Just for a few sessions and it can help you to understand, what was happening yesterday. If you don't have any questions, I think, I can leave now."

Minji's mother only nodded, bowed in front of him and after he left, she told to Minji: ,,Baby, do you think, that it'll be waste of time, if I pay you for a few sessions with psychologist or do you wanna at least try it?"

Minji looked at her mom in disbelief at first, but then she assumed, that it could be good for her, so she answered this: ,,Yeah, I think I wanna try it, but don't tell this to anyone. Understood?"

Minji's mother nodded, then Minji's nurse came in, she pulled out the needle from her hand and after this she was ready to leave. Before Minji left the hospital with mom, she had to sign some documents and when she was done with it, they left.

end of Minji's perspective

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the middle of the night, still that day of my birthday

Because Jun and I quickly fell asleep, we weren't paying attention to anything around us. Clock was showing ten in the night, when my phone started vibrating.

Thankfully, it didn't wake up Namu, so I tried to talk quietly, when I had picked up the call. Before I could say something, I heard.

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the phone call

Stephanie? I'm so sorry to wake you up this late, but it's important." She was talking quickly, that it was almost uncatchable.

Because second before I literally had waken up, it was why I was mumbling my words. ,,Miss Hwang, what...amm...what is going...ammm...on...?" I was disoriented and I wasn't catching anything.

Also during this question Jun lightly woke up, his arm quickly tangled around my waist, cuz I was sitting and with closed eyes he was listening to the conversation.

,,Stephanie, do you know by any chance, why Minji could poison herself with bottle full of sleeping pills? Is on your mind any reason why?" These words helped me completely awoke myself.

,,What? What are you saying, Miss Hwang? How that she poisoned herself with sleeping pills? Where are you?" She was scared like a little baby.

When Namu heard my words, he immediately let go of me, his hands helped him to sit on my bed and when he looked into my face, he saw, how warmly and silently I was crying.

Because he didn't have better idea, he decided to slowly lift me up, then I sat on his thighs and till the rest of the call he kept hugging me and wiping my tears from my face.

,,We are in the hospital, but even I can't see her, so it's unnecessary to come, cuz you would waste your time, but I promise, I'll keep you updated."

,,Thank you Miss Hwang, call or write me wherever you need. I really don't know, what could be the reason. I'm sorry." My voice cracked, while I was answering, cuz I was crying silently.

,,No sweetie, don't apologize, you aren't the one, who put those pills inside her, so don't blame yourself. I'm gonna go now, but if something changes, I'll let you know."

After these words Minji's mom hung up and she was trying to get some information about Minji's condition.

end of the phone call

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,,Namu...Minji is..." I couldn't even talk, how heavily I was crying and my voice kept cracking.

,,I know, I know, but it isn't your fault, so don't blame yourself. Okay? It isn't your responsibility, but Minji's." I heard well in his voice, how he was worried about my sensitive part of me.

,,Do you think, that she could do it, after she left home cuz of that kiss, which she..." I was scared to even think about it, that two of us could be the reason, why she did it. It was still freshly in front of my eyes, how huge scene she made in front of everyone on my party today.

Namu clearly saw, how I was hurting myself with thoughts, even though I haven't said them out loud. ,,You don't know anything like me, but let's hope, that it isn't like this and in the morning, we can go there and visit her. What do you think? I'm pretty sure, that they won't let her go in the middle of the night, so let's deal with this in the morning and now let's go back to sleep together."

Jun's hands were trying to calm me down by caressing my back and to be honest, it kinda helped. My cry stopped, but the pain, which I was feeling inside, wasn't stopping.

Because out of blue I lost all my words I kept staring into his sparkling eyes and onto his sweet soft lips. At this moment both of us felt the need to kiss again, but no one of us wanted to admit that, so I just caressed Namu's right cheek once with my right thumb and then I said: ,,Alright, let's try to enter our dreamlands again and early in the morning, we'll drive there to get some information about Minji's condition."

Jun only lightly smirked at me, then I leaned over his shoulders, I got down from him, moved back on my side of the bed and after I made myself comfortable, Namu started cuddling with me till the moment both of us fell asleep again.

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in the morning

Namu and I woke up around six in the morning. Both of us took a shower separately before we headed into my car to drive to the hospital, we have eaten a breakfast, which I've made for us before Jun was done showering.

It didn't take long, we were in the hospital around seven forty and thanks to our surprise, we met Minji with her mom before the entrance of hospital.

,,Minji can we talk, please?" I asked politely and nicely.

,,Stephanie, please, leave me alone and don't show yourself in my life ever again. Our friendship is over." When Minji said this, my knees gave away and I kneeled down in disbelief. She extremely hurt my feelings and then she walked away like nothing happened.

When Jun saw me kneeling on my knees, he was trying to catch me into his arms with widened terrified look in his eyes. Because he didn't catch me, he kneeled in front of me, then he grabbed my face into his palms and he asked slowly: ,,Are you okay? Are you hurt on your knees? Talk to me please!"

Even though he was trying to help me, my body only allowed me to motionlessly and without any facial expression cry in front of him. Because I wasn't answering to any of his questions, he helped me to stand up and then he tightly hugged me. If he didn't do it, I could fall on the ground immediately like before.

I felt like, one huge piece of me was stolen from me and in front of my eyes it was destroyed. Out of blue, I didn't have any strength to stand property, I lost my ability to properly breathe and only thing, which was my body allowed me to flow, were my tears on expressionless face. Since this moment I realized, that Minji and I were no longer friends and she even tried to become my biggest enemy.