Please read the authors note please!!!

Chapter one of my life:

You see my mum and dad were young an thought they were in love. They did some bad stuff and a lot of illegal things like drugs, underage drinking, and a few other things. Now you see when two people love each other, lets say a mummy and a daddy, they........ and if you don't know what happened go have that talk with your parents. but anyways nine months later I popped out and became ALIVE!!!!! no but I did become a being that breathed their own air. That day was July 15, 2000 the day I was born. My family didn't last long my dad broke up with my mum after I was two months and he moved to Utah, I used to never see him but he would take me for the summers, my mum still live in my grandma's house, her mum's, and I was still just a small child. When my mum met my step dad things got better and worst in some ways. He made my mum happy for the time being, but he was mean, like I mean really mean, he was abusive, and he liked everything his way or else, but my mum pushed at him and won, but not long after I was three or four he started to hit her and she hit him back. they still fought and still stayed together, why I don't know, I mean I didn't understand men weren't supposed to hit a woman ever! they fought almost daily, but then my mum, after nine months, had my little brother, Chase, he was adorable at first but the started to act like his father. My step father started to be nice and less abusive, I think it was because he now had his own child, messed up right yeah. After I turned eight, my brother three my mum left my step dad yes I lived in both houses. was I difficult yes because my step father went back to his old ways, my mum wasn't ere to protect me but she got mean and bipolar too. My family fell apart and that's when I became suicidal. I hid it, I still try too, I'm not as good as I used to be, I smile every day, I try to move on but I can't, there is something in the way.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~authors note~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Now I know that some of you will think this is fake but it is not if you have hate please don't post it on here. this is my life and what has happened dot expect me to meet one direction or pink or 5sos or anyone big I will be honest but for the first thirteen years of my life almost fourteen years I've been aware of everything and I can't hold it in anymore or else something bad might happen to someone or thing. but this story is true, it is my life. please no hate. thank you

Thank you for reading

-Jaydin Faz