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LEE HA EUN

"Damn, it's not even April fools yet." I glared.

"Ha Eun, I'm serious."
"And I'm serious too."

"I know, the thing I did broke your heart. Can't you at least give me a second chance?" He tried to convince me and kept telling me to give him a chance,

I checked my phone, and I already got a message from Manager Hyuk, he's looking for me.

"That's why, please Ha Eun, forgive me-"
"Hmm... all I know was never give a chance to someone who cheated on you. So no thanks." I said and patted his back.

After that, I left him and went to others.
"Where were you?!"

"I had hard breathing, and I went outside for a bit to get some fresh air." I lied.
"Are you okay now?" Sang Hwa asked,

"Yes, thank you for asking," I smiled at her.
"Alright! MxS! ON THE ROLL AGAIN! POSITION!" The staff said.

We went to the stage again. And performed 'Black Dress(CLC),' I'm still wearing a wig. Long black wig, but inside of the wig, it's short blonde hair.

~~~~~

"I'm getting tired now." Yong Soo said as she took a sip from her drink.
"Same," I said as the staff fanned me and fixed my make up.

"Look, it's X1," Yong Soo pointed at the screen. I looked up at the TV in our dressing room.

"Your boyfriend sure looks good." Jae tease.
"He is not," I said.

"She got a lot of boyfriends. First, it was Bangtan then EXO, then Yohan, Mingyu. And now that Kim Dong Sun, aka Dylan guy." Ji Woo said, but she whispered the Mingyu part.

"Dong Sun, aka Dylan, is my friend back in America."
"Which part of America did you stay?" Soo Rin asked.

"Well, New York and California. I got my surgery in New York then went to California, but in California, I still stayed at the hospital." I said and looked down.

But then someone knocked on the door, and it was a staff.

"Uh, please get ready. You girls will be performing again." She said shyly.

"Alright, thank you for telling us." I smiled.
I'm not wearing a wig anymore.

"I still can't believe that you dyed your hair," Rae said.
"But, at least she looks good in short blonde hair." Sang Hwa pinched my cheeks.

"My mom was against it, but in the end, she let me do it." I laughed.
"Mom's can be like that sometimes."

All of us went out of our waiting room and went to the stage again.

We will be performing 'Me(CLC)'

~~~~~

-A week later-

We've been performing and performing; I'm losing so much weight from it.

"Ha Eun. Are you even eating at all?" Soo Rin went up to me.

"I am, but from all the performance, I'm losing so much weight. I don't even know if this a good thing or not." I said.

"You should eat more." She said.
"I'm hungry."

"Dang, it seems like I'm at the right time then. Here I got you some McDonald's." Namjoon came in with McDonald's bag on his hand.

"Heck yeah," I said and stood up from the ground.

But then....

"Ah..." I grabbed my chest; it hurts. Oh gosh... I feel so dizzy.

"Ha Eun? HA EUN!!! OH MY GOSH CALL PD NIM AND THE MANAGERS!!! HER HEART STOPPED BEATING"

"CALL THE AMBULANCE!!!!"

Everything went black.

~~~~~

Kim NAMJOON

We rushed Ha Eun to the hospital, her heart stopped. We called her family.

And now... we're all crying because we were so scared that her heart stopped.

But now she's okay; the doctor said her heart stop because she lacks sleep and nutrition. The doctor said that she's also stress.

"My baby... my poor baby..." Ha Eun's mom cried as she was holding her daughter's hand.

"This kid doesn't listen to me at all." Her friend said. The guy who went to the company last time but there's another guy too. And the kid is here also.

Ha Eun's parents and her older brother went out of her room to go to the reception to fill up some papers.

But then, someone knocked on the door. The door opened and revealed a female doctor.

"Hello, I'm here to check the patient." She said.
"Doc, how is my friend?" Her other friend asked.

"Well, not good, she should get rest. I think she shouldn't perform for a while." She said.

Why... why does she look so familiar?

"Ah, alright. Thank you, doctor." Manager Hyuk said and bowed at her.

"Hyung... isn't just me or... she looks so familiar?" Taehyung whispered at me.
"No, she does look familiar," I said.

"Excuse but, you look so familiar. Do we perhaps met somewhere?" Jin hyung asked, making us boys shock.

"Excuse me, but I'm not interested." She glanced at him, making Ha Eun's two friends laugh.

"Doctor Song? Oh, there you are. We have to check the other patients." Another female doctor came in.

She looked at us with widened eyes and then looked at Doctor Song.

Is she also Song? Also, the other doctor looks familiar.

"Oh, alright. I have to go now, but please let the patient rest for a week. DO.NOT.LET.HER.PERFORM you got that?" She glared at us.

All of us nodded.

She's scary...

"Dude... wasn't that Jimin hyung ex-girlfriend?" Jungkook said.

We looked at Jungkook then to Jimin.

"... She's... here?" Jimin said shockingly.

~~~~~

LEE HA EUN

I woke up from my sleep, but i noticed that i'm in the hospital.

Once I woke up, I saw my parents, the girls, the twins, Ella and Bangtan.

"What's going on?" I said they all looked to me with widened eyes.

They all ran up to me and hugged me.

"HA EUN!! YOU ARE FINALLY AWAKE!! THANK GOODNESS!" Namjoon said as had kissed my hand.

"I guess? Why am I here?" I asked.

"You fainted, you're sleeping for four days already. We already told the fans about it, don't worry. They understand." Soo Rin said.

"Huh? And why?"
"Your heart stopped."

"Really?"
"Yes."

"Oh, wow." I looked at my hands; it has needles in it, the same thing when I was a kid.

"So, you're finally awake." We all turned around and saw a female doctor.

Ah, it's her.

"Hey doc, long time no see." I smiled nervously.

"Long time no see my ass, I told you before to eat regularly and rest. But it seems like you didn't listen to me, i'm sure you didn't listen to me since I was still a trainee doctor at that time and wasn't that strict, but I am now." She glared at me.

"Sorry... but aren't you at least proud of me?" I said.
"Yeah, I am. But I thought you are not into being an idol; it seems like you're happy being an idol." She said.

"Yes I am, I met wonderful people." I grinned.
"That's great to hear."

She checked my blood and the IV bag.

"You're getting better, also due to the fainting. You lacked some rest and nutrition." She said as she was writing something.

I noticed Bangtan, weren't daring to have eye contact with her. They were avoiding her, especially Jimin.

"Anyway, I have to go now." She smiled at us and left.

There was a silence; it seems like the boys are hiding something.

Jimin stood up and about to leave.

"Oppa, where you are going?" I said.
"Fresh air, I'll be back, don't worry." He went towards me and patted my head. after that, he left.

PARK JIMIN

I went to look for her, but I couldn't see her. Some people recognized me and beginning to whisper.

"Emergency!" I turned around; I saw the paramedics running while pushing the wheeled stretcher.

"What happened?!" I heard her voice. I turned to my side and saw her running towards them.

"We were eating at the restaurant, and out of nowhere, he started itching and heavy breathing too!" The mother said.

"Does he have any allergy?" She asked.
"We didn't know." The mom cried.

They all went to the emergency room.

"I... I didn't even get to talk to her..." I mumbled.

~~~~

LEE HA EUN

It's been weeks; I stayed at my parent's house due to Doctor Song's strict rules.

I mean she's right, I need a rest and eat more. And mostly not to get stressed.

But the thing is... what's with the atmosphere, between her and Jimin? Do they know each other?

"Ugh! This is stressing me out!" I said and rolled around in my bed.

"Wait... why am I even affected by it? Do I like him? I mean, he's my sunbae, and I adore him. But am I starting to like him?!" I sat up and messed up my hair.

But then the door in my room opened

"HA EUN! SHUT UP! I'm TRYING TO SLEEP HERE!" My brother, Jongsuk, yelled.

I checked the time, and it was 11:30 pm. I awkwardly smiled at him.

"Sorry..." I said, he sighed and closed the door.

I laid down again and stared at the ceiling.

"Why... why does my heart aching thinking about it?" I mumbled.

~~~~

"Ha Eun! Welcome back! I hope you're okay now." Taehyung smiled.

"Thank you, sunbae." I bowed.
"Eyy, you should call us all oppa." Taehyung chuckled as the others nodded.

"Okay, then... oppa?" I said.
"Yup." He grinned and ruffled my hair.

I looked at the corner of my eyes, jimin was at the chair, having his world take over him.

"What's wrong with him?"
"He's been like that ever since we went to visit you at the hospital."

"Oh..." so, he's probably thinking about Doctor Song, after all.

"What's his relationship with my doctor," I said while staring at Jimin.

"Wh-what are you talking about?" Yoongi stutter.
"Stop playing dumb; I want to know," I said.

"We can't tell, let him tell you instead. Why do you want to know?" Hoseok defends Jimin.

"Nothing," I said.

~~~~

PARK JIMIN

"Leave..." she sobbed silently.
"Please... let me explain." I said, panicking.

"Jimin, you don't have to explain." She smiled weakly.
"I didn't mean it please, forgive me." I hugged her.

"Jimin, I'm tired from all of this, " she pushed me away.
"I saw it with my own eyes; you said you were busy. Busy with what? Having a date with her? Jimin, i am not stupid." She keeps hitting my chest.

"Let's end this." She looked into my eyes.
"No, please. I'm begging you-"

"Jimin... JIMIN!!!" I woke up from the voice. I looked up and saw Ha Eun.

"Ha Eun?"
"Sunbae, you know it's not polite to ignore someone while they're talking to you." She crossed her arms.

"Ha Eun... Can you maybe hug me." I looked down.
"Huh? Okay, then." She said and hugged me.

"Ha Eun, please... don't leave me, okay?" I hugged her waist.

"I won't." She said and stroke my hair.
"I... I like you."

LEE HA EUN

"I... I like you." He said.

"Wha-what..." I stared at him with widened eyes.
"I like you... please come back to me... Seo-"

"LEE HA EUN!!!!" I looked at the door, and it was Taehyung burst in.

"Huh?"
"Your niece is here." He said.

Ella?

"Alright, just a minute," I said and looked at Jimin; he was sleeping again, I laid him down carefully.

"Seo Yeon, please..." he cried in his sleep.

Wait, that's Doctor Song's name... how did he know... about that?

"I hate you..." I mumbled as I stare at him, sleeping.

"Ha Eun, let's go," Taehyung said.

~~~~

"Ha Eun, I noticed something. Lately, you've been ignoring Jimin," Jae said as she stared at me.

"No... it's just weird... when I was at the hospital, Bnagtan was acting strange, especially Jimin sunbae, every time my doctor is there in my room. And he knows her name." I said as I looked down at my feet.

"Maybe they're friends? And something happened?"

"Or maybe... they were exes." I said.
"Ha Eun, do you like him?"

"I don't know; I have the same feeling as the other boys. They make me happy, feel love along with EXO. It's just that; I'm confused." I murmured.

"So, you're not sure about your feelings?"
"Yes."

"Damn, that's messed up." We all sighed and continued stretching.

I felt my phone vibrate.

Channie:
Ha Eun?

Ha Eun:
Yea?

Channie:
I know you're busy but,
Do you want to hang out?
I'm bored; maybe we can go to the mall?

Ha Eun:
I'm not sure,
I have to ask my manager first.

Channie:
Alright then, tell me when
You're allowed to go out

"Oi, who's that?" I looked on my side, which made me stop breathing because of the sudden closeness.

"hmm?" he smiled.
"googoo?- I mean Jungkook sunbae." I said.

"idiot, call me by my name or maybe call me Jungkook oppa."
"eh?"

"what?"
"Nothing, anyway. Who's that?"

"Channie?"
"Huh? "Channie,"? Who?"

"Chanyeol sunbae."
"oooh"

"But why are you even talking to him, also how did he even got your number? Didn't PDnim told you not to give anyone, not even other idols, your number?" he crossed his arms and glared at me.

"No, no! Kai sunbae gave it to him, and I'm okay with that. Mostly I think all EXO members have my number." I nervously bit my lips; I know how he gets angry.

And he's scary when he's angry; I don't like it at all even when we were kids. I do not like it.

"Are you sure." he still glaring at me, I nodded survival times to him, trying to convince him.

"Hhmm, alright then." he grinned.
"Awe, look at them." both of us turned around and saw the girls.

"My ship is finally okay with each other."
"Shut up, Jae, and I ship her with Jimin."

"How about you shut up, Ji Woo."
"ExCUeSe mE."

"you are excused," Rae said as the others laugh.
"Why are you always doing this to me!!"

"Girls, stop fighting" I went in the middle of them.
"Don't worry; they are not fighting, Ha Eun."

~~~~

"ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! ARE YOU SAYING YOU GOT BULLIED JUST BECAUSE THEY THINK YOU'RE LYING ABOUT BEING RELATIVE WITH ME?!" I slammed my fits to the table.

"Mama, calm down. It's okay."
"I'm not going to calm down; I don't want the thing that happened to me happen to you too!" I cupped her cheeks and kissed her forehead.

"Both of us are going to school tomorrow since the teachers want to talk about bullying." James sighed.
"And also uncle and auntie already went to California because of business. On her school information, we wrote our names as her guardian, and we even wrote your name too."

She is just like me... Getting bullied because we're related to famous people, they would be fake with us. They would pretend that they are friends with us and then stab us behind our backs.

Parents who are always busy, no one to talk to. Scared that the fighting would get even bigger just because of us. So we would rather hide the pain in our hearts.

"Hanna, why are you crying?"
"Huh?"

I touched my cheeks, and there were tears.

"What the..."

~~~~

Today, I asked PDnim if I can go to the meeting. He let me go unless I'm going with manager Hyuk or Chul, and I said okay with that.

"Let's go," Dylan said I put my mask and glasses on; we went inside of her school then to the principal's office.

The kids and their families were there already, and they looked at us. Some of the kid's older sisters sat properly because of the twins. They fixed their hair and makeup. Their teachers bowed at us.

They didn't recognize me, huh
"Hello, I'm their principal Mrs. Choi."

"Hello, I'm Kim Dong Sun, but go with Dylan Kim." he smiled and shook the principal's hand.
"I'm Kim Dong Yul, I go with James Kim." he also shook the principal's hand.

"And I am Hanna from MxS, Lee Ha Eun." I took my mask off and also the glasses; they stared at me with widened eyes.

"The three of us are her guardian, but mostly Ha Eun."
"I am her aunt after all, and I heard what happened to my niece."

"Just because you she said she is relative to me, that doesn't mean you have to bully her."
"Also, Jin Ae almost looks like Ha Eun."

"BUT WE THOUGHT SHE WAS LYING ABOUT IT!" One of the kids yelled.
"You don't have to yell; we can hear you, kid." Dylan glared, which made the kid scared.

"You know we can sue you all and this school for this bullying; our family, Kim family, is a business and lawyer family, we got a connection. But Lee's family is bigger, entertainment, business, law, and other stuff too." James crossed his arms as we all stared at the families.

"What-what?! Bong Suk, say sorry to her. Now!" Bong Suk's mom yelled at her.
"But eomma!"

"Mr. Dylan, Mr. James, and Ms. Lee, please, don't sue this school." Mrs. Choi pleased us.
"If this happens again, I won't hesitate. Hurt my family again, and you'll pay for it." I glared at them.

We five walked out of the room, students were staring at us, especially me, because I didn't put my mask on.

~~~~~

KIM TAEHYUNG

"Hyung, are you sure that was her?" I said,
"I am sure about it Taehyung, I followed her out at that time," Jimin said as he bit his nails.

"But hyung, how about Ha Eun? I know you like her too, well all of us like her even EXO hyungs." I said and placed my hand on his shoulder,

"I don't know, I like Ha Eun, but Seo Yeon... she was the love of my life." He sobs.
"Hyung..." I hugged him.

"Do you want to go back with Seo Yeon?"
"I... I don't know..."

"Look here hyung, if you want to go back with her and then you are out. But if you want, Ha Eun..."

"May the best man win."