20.04.2021
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LEE HA EUN

"So you're saying that... you like him?"

"Not only him, Bangtan and EXO too. I'm still confused about my feelings towards them."

Her stares are so intense, everyone is right. She is scary.

"That's so messed up." Seoyeon shook her head.

"Anyway, come here. Let me check your blood and how your health has been going."

I sat next to her as she did her work on me,

"Was being a doctor your dream?"

"Not really."

Not really? What does that mean?

"My original dream was becoming an idol, but I changed my mind." She said.

"But why?" I asked.

"Something happened, so I would rather go to my plan B instead. And that is becoming a surgeon/doctor." She smiled weakly.

~~~~

"Ha Eun! Let's go practice for your solo performance; good thing you will be dancing that because you will be a legal adult. Age of 19!!" Yong Soo said.

"Yes! We can celebrate your birthday and Taehyung birthday at the concert with the fans because the family concert will be on December 30!" Sang Hwa clapped her hands.

"Yeah... fun." I said I gave the gifts to Manager Sejin so he can give it to the boys. I asked him this morning if he already gave it to them, and he said he did already.

"Is there something wrong?" Rae went up to me.

"Nope, nothing is wrong." I smiled.

SUNG RAE YOO

"Nope, nothing is wrong." Ha Eun smiled at me.

We've been with her not for long been a month, all of us got closer to each other.

Especially to our youngest member, Ha Eun. So I know that smile is fake, i always see her smile brightly, but this smile is not like before.

"You sure?" I asked one more time.

"Yes."

After some hours of practicing, for the family concert, we took a rest.

But Ha Eun left, she said she needs to go to the toilet.

"Is it just me, or has anyone noticed how she been acting lately?" Jae crossed her arms.

"Nope, you're not alone." Soo Rin said.

"As her roommate, she's been sad lately and out of herself." Ji Woo sighs.

"I think I know..." Sang Hwa said.

"Huh?"

"Well, remember last week? When she gave us some gifts? And she asked where the boys are?" Sang Hwa said.

"Yeah?"

"And after she left, I told you guys that ill is grabbing some drinks for us."

"And?"

"I followed her, and of course i hide. And when we were on the second floor, once she opened the door. She stopped and said about going there in the wrong timing, and then she ran away. I saw Hoseok running after her, so I walked towards, and there was this one of the new female trainees."

"So, she got jealous? That maybe they replaced her?" Jae said.

"How did the maknae react?" I said.

"They were talking to her, the only one who saw her was Hoseok." She continued.

"Now, I know the whole story." The six of us turned around to see Doctor Song.

"Doctor Song! Why are you here?" Jae stood up along with Yong Soo.

The three of them are the same age, but Seoyeon is still younger than them by a few months.

"Hahaha, you can call me by my name." She smiled.

"Only if we are outside, though." Her friend winked at us.

Im Kyung Hu, it's her best friend. I heard they've been friends since middle school.

"Anyway, do you perhaps know where she is?" Seoyeon asked.

"Toilet." Ha Eun came back.

"Unnie, what are you doing here?"

"We brought some food for everyone."

"Well, you see, she saved lots of people today. We didn't even take a break, and we had surgery six times today without a break. Your cousin is a total monster."

"She is."

"How dare you."

"Hahaha, she's only joking," I said and went in the middle of them.

"She knows i'm only joking, "

"Yeah, they are always like this." Kyung Hu said.

"Oh." We all said

~~~~

LEE HA EUN

"Where are those bastards anyway," Seoyeon said.

"Speaking of the bastards, they are over there." Kyung Hu said.

"Let's go." Seoyeon and Kyung Hu unnie went up to them.

"He-hey! Don't do anything bad!"

Both of them gave me a thumbs up and kept going to them.

I followed the girls once we were close to them. I bowed at the boys.

"Oh, hey Doctor Song, Doctor Im and Ha Eun. What's up?" Namjoon smiled at us.

"Nothing much, we are here to give some gifts to everyone. A thank you gift for helping my little cousin and also for making her sad-" I covered her mouth real quick.

"Sad...?" Taehyung looked at me.

"Eh? No, no! You heard it wrong! Hahaha!" I laughed awkwardly.

"Ha Eun, I told them already. No need to hide it." Hoseok went closer to me and hugged me.

"I... I, I don't even know why I acted like that... my instinct told me to ru-run.." I cried.

"Don't worry, Ha Eun, and we didn't replace you. You're the only one who we like-" I saw Jimin elbowed Taehyung in the stomach, I pull away from Hoseok, and he wipes my tears away.

"Then why the heck you made her cry." Soyeon glared at them, and I saw them shake.

"You sure are still terrifying when you are angry." Taehyung pointed at her.

"Glad you remember." She smiled.

"Anyway we are going now, you better not make her cry again or else I'll cut all of you." The doctors left us all there.

"Noona really never changed." Jungkook shook his head.

"You met her?"

"Long time ago, when we were still a trainee. I was still young at that time." I nodded.

"So, is our Ha Eun jealous because of the new female trainee?~" Jin teases me.

"N-no, I a-am not!"

"Woow, so being a tsundere runs to their blood, huh."

~~~~

"So, you are okay with them now, right?" The girls asked me because they saw us talking and now okay with each other.

"Yeah, they already explain even though they don't need to explain. Well, let's just say all thanks to Seoyeon; she scared them so much. I even saw them shake a bit when she glared at them."

"She sure is scary,"

"She got that from her dad, her mom is sweet, careful, nice, kind, and her dad oh gosh, he's terrifying, she is the only daughter, so it seems like she got that from him," I said and explained to them her family.

"BUT! At least she's still kinda nice, so that means she got from her mother." Yong Soo said.

"Yeah!"

"If you say so."

~~

"Do you perhaps know who gave me that dress?"

"No, we don't."

"What dress?" Suga asked.

"Well, there was this package, and it was from the fans, and she got a dress, and she even wore it at the interview with SEVENTEEN." Ji Woo said.

I wonder who it is? It seems like he/she has good taste in style. I like the outfit so much.

"Hmm... I think I know who it is..." Namjoon said as he went to his phone.

"Who?"

"Jackson."

"JACKSON?!"

"Yeah, because I remember when he was asking me if the dress was pretty because three weeks ago he was going on shopping with me and he showed me a dress, pink dress with flowers on it. I asked him who will he give it to he said secret, but it seems that someone is you Ha Eun." He said and showed me a text message of them talking about the dress.

"Omg, Got7 Jackson!" I said and fangirl.

"You like him?" Yoongi whispered.

"Well yeah, I'm a fan of Got7 too." I grinned at him.

"I'll buy you their albums if you want."

"Eh?! No need, I can buy it instead! Also, you already gave me BTS albums and yours too, Jhope and Namjoon gave me theirs too. Isn't that a bit too much?"

"No, my goal here is to spoil you."

"Nice technic." I gave him a thumbs-up, and he winked at me. Both of us laughed together.

All thanks to her, I'm even extra closer to the boys after that misunderstanding.

~~~~

"You... you call these lyrics..." I started at the paper.

"Yeah." She smiled at me.

"But this LYRICS IS ALL ABOUT ME AND BTS ALSO EXO, OUR NAMES ARE EVEN HERE." I slammed my hand on the table.

"Ha-Ha Eun, calm down. I'm ju-just kidding... I actually haven't got any lyrics yet... I wrote this ten minutes ago." Ji Woo said as she looked away from me.

"Oh my gosh, a good thing, I did write some few lyrics." I sighed and took my notebook out and my laptop.

"Hey, Jin!"

"Oh, hello there." Jin sat down with us.

"'Jin'? where is the respect?"

"I told everyone to call me by my name since we are all friends."

"How come I have to call everyone 'oppa'" I crossed my arm.

"You're a baby; you should be respectful."

"Eh?!"

"I know your favorite expression or like when you're shocked, it's 'eh' and 'eh?!' You are so cute." Jin chuckled.

"St-stop it." I turned my laptop on and opened where I can edit my songs.

~~~~

"Hey, Ha Eun." I looked up, and it Kyungsoo.

"Ah, sunbae." I stood up from my seat and bowed at him.

"How are you." He smiled and sat in front of me. I am currently at a cafe; I asked him if he's free, and he gladly agreed to my invitation.

"I'm fine, just a bit stressed. How about you, sunbae?" I smiled back at him.

"Great, I'm busy for some bit from acting."

"Of course, you're my sunbae in acting too." I chuckled.

"Yeah."

~~

"So, this is the song you wrote?"

"Yeah."

I let him check it out; I bit my nails from nervous.

"It's okay, and I'll be going to the concert. Well, we all going, also Lay. Even though he's a bit busy in China at the moment but he did tell me he would be coming to go to the concert."

"Really?! Whoa, I'm so happy!"

DO KYUNG SOO

"Really?! Whoa, I'm so happy!" She glowed, her cheeks blushing.

Her fair skin, reddish lips, long lashes, charming smile, adorable laugh.

I think I'm in love...

"Sunbae?" She moved her head to the side while looking at me.

"Yeah?" I woke up from my daydreaming.

"You seem like you were in deep thought, what were you thinking about?" She asked.

"I was only thinking about what will I cook later tonight."

~~~~

I felt a tap on my shoulder.

"Are you Ha Eun-ssi?"

"Yeah, that's me, who are you?" I turned around, and my eyes widen.

"The person who gave you the dress." He smiled.

"Jack-Jackson sunbae!" I bowed at him.

"No need to be so formal." Jackson giggled, along with his members.

"He-hello." I bowed at them.

"By the way, where is Namjoon?" Jackson asked.

"To-to his recording stu-studio."

Why do I keep stuttering!!??

"Alright thanks, I'll maybe talk to you later." He left, leaving the others behind.

"You need anything else, sunbae?" I smiled at them.

"They are telling the truth, you are prettier in person." Yugyeom stared at me.

"True." They all looked at me with a gasp in their mouth.

"I'm not really pretty." I nervously laughed.

"No, we are serious. You are pretty." Jinyoung said.

"Hahaha, i didn't know you all are so funny. Anyway, i gotta go i have to practice, goodbye." I ran away from them and went to the fourth floor.

Once the door closed, I sat down and leaned towards the wall.

"Got7 complimented me; they called me pretty." I blushed, remembering all they said to me.

NO! YOU NEED TO FOCUS ON YOUR DAMN CAREER! AND STOP CREATING MORE HAREM!

"STUPID HA EUN!" I keep hitting myself, but then the door opened, and it was the boys.

They saw me... being crazy...

I sat up and bowed at them and ran away.

~~

"That's funny." They all laughed.

"No, it's not!" I said.

"So they saw you being crazy at the lift? HAHAHA!!"

"stop it!~" I hid my face on Rae's lap.

"But still, it's so funny." Jae laughed.

~~~~

"So, Jin's birthday is near. What will you give him?" Rae said as we all stretching before dancing.

"Not sure, but I might give him a cook" book or baking, maybe just-food." Soo Rin said, and we all nodded.

What should I give him? Necklace? Coat? Or a RING! No, no, it's not like im going to propose to him.

"Maybe I'll buy him a necklace..." I mumbled.

"Don't get stress over this; your cousin will get angry at you again." We all chuckled.

"Yeah, it's just a birthday gift."

'Just a birthday gift'?! It's KIM SEOK JIN WHO WE ARE TALKING ABOUT HERE.

"Yeah, sure," I said.

"Let's go." We all dance all the dance choreography.

A few minutes later, we are out of breath :')

"Did you took your pill before the practice, right?"

"Yes, I did,"

"Great! Now! Let's go to the gym,"

"Wait what." We all looked at Yong Soo.

"Gym?! What for?"

"Well you see, it seems like I gained some weight," She lifts her t-shirt and showed us her stomach, we just deadpan looked at her.

"hUh?! WhAt yOu mEaN bY 'i gAInED sOmE WeIghT' Seo Yong Soo, aRe YoU plAYinG a PraNk oN Us? We sEe nO 'gAiN weIgHt' aRe ArE YoU TrYiNg To KiLl Us" Jae stood up from the ground and smacked Yong Soo's head.

"Why did you even think of that?"

"Well... I heard some females trainee that I gained some weight," she said and looked down.

"Who is it," I said.

"You don't need to know about that maknae." she patted my head and smiled.

"No, we all need to know who it is."

"Come on."

"The new female trainee... I don't know their names," she said.

"I'll snitch this to PDnim,"

"Do it, judging other people are bad, especially when it comes to physical appearance," Ji Woo is now angry.

"This is making me triggered real hard." I smiled,

~~~~

"Alright everyone, bullying is not allowed here, you got it?" Jin said

"Talking about someone behind their backs is really disgusting." Suga glared at everyone

"Or even if they are in front of you or maybe walked past you and you all started whispering, that's terrible. Don't do that here or even outside of the company," Namjoon followed along with Yoongi, he glared at everyone.

Well, I, Lee Ha Eun, snitched to the boys since they've been wondering why Yong Soo has been trying to lose weight even though she didn't even gain weight. And Ji Woo snitched to PDnim and he was upset about it.

He said everyone should be nice to each other, and we all should help each other not say any bad things to each other. And also he's even more upset because Yong Soo is a sunbae and they are being like that and also they were whispering about her when she walked past them and didn't even do anything bad.

"We all are human, we all have feelings. Do that again and I won't hesitate to ask PDnim to take you out, you got that." Jimin glared.

All Bangtan are angry, even TXT they are sad and angry about it. They also know, we didn't tell them. They asked Yong Soo because they were worried about her.

One time we had snacks and food at the dance studio, like a mini party to us all, BTS, TXT and us MxS. But Yong Soo didn't even anything.

"Pull yourself together, what if someone said that to you? Huh? OF COURSE, YOU'LL GET ANGRY AND SAD ABOUT IT and start losing weight even though you're not even fat!" Jungkook crossed his arms.

We all are quite, PDnim is sick right now so he let Bangtan take care of this situation. I never saw them this really angry, they all glaring at everyone. I have seen Jungkook and Taehyung get mad since they literally fought right in front of me and the fight was all because of me.

I saw some of the new girls looking at Yong Soo, when I made eye contact with them, they looked away fast. I think that's them but not sure though.

"Bullying is not allowed here, you got this? This is a warning to you all. You got it."Taehyung said in a deep voice.

"Yes sunbae!" We all said, TxT is sitting beside us they answered too.

"And another reminder, do this again and you're out."

~~

"Weren't that a bit too much?" Yong Soo said,

"No, it is not." Sang Hwa said.

"I am still mad about it." I smiled.

"Yo, stop saying that while smiling," Rae said.

"Why?"

"You look scary."

"And yup folks, being scary runs to their family," Yoongi said.

"HuH? What do you mean? We are not scary at all!"

"That's a great joke you got there Ha Eun," Taehyung said.

We are not that scary... but unlike the Song Family though... oh gosh seeing them staring at you with a straight face or smiling while mad is really scary to think.

"Ugh, I just imagined something and it's giving me chills."
"Me neither." We all turned around and she was there with Ella.

"It must be scary, right?" she tilts her head to the side a bit while smiling at us.

"Please noona no, don't do that," Jungkook said as he rubbed his arms.

"Are you all talking about Seoyeon unnie? Hahaha!" Ella laughs while covering her mouth.

"That's not nice." she smiles.

"She's angry," I said while we all stared at them.

"SCATTER!" I scream and we all run to different places, staff and trainees also TxT were watching us running away,

"Oh my." Seoyeon chuckled seeing a bunch of toddlers running away from her.