I started to like boys  first in I think kindergarten I like this boy let's call him.... tony. So I invited Tony for a play date then I tried to kiss him but failed.  anyway I really did like but at that age I had no idea what I was doing so eventually gave up. Then move to 5th grade I liked a girl let's call her Sarah. so I did like her but she was  my friend and I was suicidal at the time tried to kill myself with a knife * says "kids don't get any ideas"* ok let's continue.....as I was saying "ahem" I was suicidal when in was in 5th grade I wanted to die but my mother stopped me in the nick of time. I was no i still am on medication for depression. I was scared to hell  and thought what did I just do am I that stupid? No calm down Devil_MoonPride  (not using my real name)  my conscience told me and then I thought  what gender am I? What sexuality am i?  I had no idea but one thing I knew I liked both boys and girls. I thought I was bisexual but turns out not. I'll tell you why later. But let's continue. Later on in Sixth grade  I was...no I still am in the same classroom