So yesterday I was feeling like crap.

Now this girl said in her announcement that it was allergy season and I was trying to lighten it up...by saying "laughs* yayy!!!

I guess she didn't quit get it and replied.

" some people actually suffer with it"

This ain't karma bitches I've always had this.

Back of throat is dead, my sinuses are fucking me up. When I force myself to.make a cough I wheeze. Dont ask. My ears are killing me.

So it's 4:57 and I took my night quil....and ear drops thing in. My first time ever taking care of myself....I'm accomplishing so much!!!

I'm learning to cook on the stove.... Taking care of myself. I know its late but for the ones who don't know me....I have special needs and anxiety.... So this is a movement in my case.

I'm currently laying in bed thinking about dreams....last I had was this boy he kept stepping on the lights in the hall by accident... His dad.....hooo!!!!! He was fuming. Lets say he said "DARLED DAMIT!!! YOU FUCKING DID IT AGAIN!!!!" "QUIT DOING THAT!!!"

I was like.....holy shit.....someone's in fucked up trouble😳😳😳

His dad sounded like he was going to physically beat em.

I was like "rip your soul boy...he ain't making out alive."

Anyways let me go back and see what other toxins fill my head.

Love you~

5:02

Hi...sorry forgotten about this

Love you~

Adios