Another oneshot :) !!this one will be platonic because Tommy is a minor!!

Plot of Oneshot: Basically, Tommy is getting angry and emotional about how most of the server has treated him pretty shit, but Y/N is there for him to comfort him (BTW, I've never done a song oneshot, so forgive if this sucks- words in Italics are the lyrics to Happier Than Ever by Billie Eilish)

Next oneshot will be based off of Traitor by Olivia Rodrigo, and I think it'll be schlatt and quackity because yes, then after that, Heart Attack by Demi Lovato and that will be Quackbur

When I'm away from you

I'm happier than everWish I could explain it betterI wish it wasn't true, mm-hmm

Tommy sat in therapy as Puffy wrote down what he said. "So, have you been trying any new techniques, Tommy?" she smiled. "I've been talking about stuff to (Name)," he muttered, that was true. he felt like (Name) actually helped him feel loved and feel accepted. But, he didn't really wanna be here, but Phil wouldn't stop bothering him about it, saying stuff like "It would do you some good to get some help" or "You need it," until finally agreed. "And what did we talk about last time?" That question always came up, and Tommy always knew the answer because he always remembered what eh said.

Give me a day or two

To think of something cleverTo write myself a letterTo tell me what to do, mm-hmm

He sighed, rubbing his knee. "I told you that I hated how everyone treated me so shitty, about how Phil treats me like a sickness, Techno thinks i'm a nuisance, all Wilbur and Dream do is manipulate me, Tubbo ignores me-" he rambled, not realizibg that he was crying. "Okay, okay, let's just calm down," Puffy said in a calm voice as Tommy wiped his face. But how could he calm down? Was she even actually listening to him? Was she actually going to help him, because it didn't seem like that to him. He sighed, he just wanted to be done with this session. "Now, has anything changed with your family, or your friends?" "Well,, Tubbo's talking to me more, I guess, um, (Name) has started coming around more often, and Phil,, I guess he's getting better." "And what do you mean by that?" God, more fucking questions. "He's just better, I don't know,""tommy, I'm trying to make you mad, I just want to know if things are getting better, o-" "Well they're not getting better, okay?! Phil and Wilbur are only being better to me to make you think this shit is working, but it's not! Everything is still shit, and everyone still treats me like they used to!" he was now standing up and yelling. "They treat me like the stupid, arrogant, hot-headed kid that I used to be, but I'm not that persona anymore, I'm not!!" "tommy, please-" he stormed out, tears pouring from his eyes.

 In his fit of anger and sadness, he stumbled across Wilbur and (Name). Why were they hanging with him? "Tommy?" Wilbur said, turning around. Tommy quickly wiped his face and put on a brave face. "What are you doing here?" (Name) turned around to see him, smiling their sweet smile. "I was just walking through," he mumbled. "I thought you were supposed to be in thera-" "I don't wanna talk about it," "Oh, Puffy doesn't understand you, does she?" he said in a sympathizing voice, but Tomy knew he barely gave a shit about who did and didn't care about him.

Do you read my interviews? Or do you skip my avenue?
When you said you were passing through, was I even on your way?

"Don't act all brotherly with me, Wilbur," Tommy said, it came out a little harsh. "Oh, no need to be rude, Tommy," "Have you ever seen me being actually rude? I'm just telling you not to do something," he really didn;t want to be actung like this in front of (Name), who was just standing a little ways behind Wilbur. "Tommy, I'm you're brother, why shouldn't I be brotherly with you?" he laughed, but there was shit inetentions behind his laugh. Tommy knew he was trying to get to him think otherwise.

I knew when I asked you to be cool about what I was telling you

You'd do the opposite of what you said you'd doAnd I'd end up more afraidDon't say it isn't fairYou clearly weren't aware that you made me miserable, oohSo if you really wanna know

"You don't really love me, do you, Wilbur?" Tommy asked. It was more of a statement rather than a question. "Excuse me?" his tone shifted, but he was still smiling that crooked, lying smile. The lies and the manipulation, that;s what drove him to madness, to death. "I said you don't actually love me." this time it was a statement. "Oh, Tommy, that's not true," Wilbur said, trying a little too hard to convince him, but he was telling the truth. Behind his little 'I'm so fucking cool' facade, he really did love Tommy to death, but he didn't kno how to show it after all these years. "Wilbur, maybe you should leave him alone, he looks like he's been crying," (Name) suddenly spoke, surprising Wilbur. "What was that?" "I said I think we should leave him alone," they repeated. "Oh, he's fine, look at him! Always trying to act so tough arounf big brother Wilbur, but really he's still a child at heart." Wilbur said in a baby voice, pinching Tommy's cheeks. He was fed up with Wilbur's bullshit.

When I'm away from you (when I'm away from you)

I'm happier than ever (I'm happier than ever)Wish I could explain it better (wish I could explain it better)I wish it wasn't true, mm-hmm

"Don't fucking touch me like you love me!" Tommy shoved his hands away. "What is with you and not letting me love you?" Wilbur groaned, was he really being a dick to Tommy? He was really dragging this out to make Tommy believe wasn't he? "Because you don't! You don't love me like yoj did when we were kids, when you convince Phil to adopt me! You treated me like I was so loved, then, it changed. After you left, Phil acted like it MY fault, saying "You finally drove him off," and "Don't expect him to come back", do you know how blinking mad that drov me?!" Tomy was trying to calm himself down, not wanting to seem crazy in front of (Name), who ha dnothing to do with this. "Tommy, I know-" "Then YOU started L'Manberg after I cam after you, then it went to shit! You went fucking batshit crazy and blew up L'Manberg, our HOME! Do you knoew how much I missed you when you died?! I was so happy when you came back, but now you're just a dick, like everyone else on this goddamn server!!!"

You called me again, drunk in your Benz

Driving home under the influenceYou scared me to death, but I'm wasting my breath'Cause you only listen to your fucking friends

 "Tommy-" "Just fuck off, okay!?" "Tommy, stop acting like a child!" Tommy froze. "Stop acting like an iggnorant, annoying little child for once in your life, okay?!" Wilbur hated himself for saying that, he didn't even know why he said that. And poor (Name) was caught in the middle fo their family drama. "For one can't you just act like the Tommy I used to know? The tommy that used to love me and who used to trail behind me like a puppy? Why can't we be like that again, Tommy?" TRith is, Tommy loved when they were that close, but now, it's all different. Even if Wilbur really did love him, he didn't know Tommy as well as he thinks he does.

I don't relate to you

I don't relate to you, no'Cause I'd never treat me this shittyYou make me hate this city

"Wilbur," Tommy sniffled. "I don't relate to you. I'd never make something so dear to someone, they blow it up right before their eyes," he growled. 

And I don't talk shit about you on the internet

Never told anyone anything bad'Cause that shit's embarrassing, you were my everythingAnd all that you did was make me fucking sadSo don't waste the time I don't haveDon't try to make me feel bad

"And I don't talk about my friends behinf their backs, or manipulate my friends!" "Now you're going a little too-" "All you did was make me sad, Wilbur! That's all you ever did! You made me wonder if you-or Phil, or Technoblade-ever really loved me, don't you understand?!" Tommy wiped his face.

I could talk about every time that you showed up on time

But I'd have an empty line, 'cause you never didNever paid any mind to my mother or friends, so IShut 'em all out for you 'cause I was a kid

"All the times you promised to be there for me, but you never were. You never fucking were. All the friends I shut out. I shut Phil and Technoblade because you wanted me to! I still love you, Wilbur, but I want you guys to love me the same way!" "Tomt, I tried to be tjere for you! I tried to show how shit everyone was to you, but you-" "Just fucking leave me alone, Wilbur!!"

You ruined everything good

Always said you were misunderstoodMade all my moments your ownJust fucking leave me alone

He walked off. (Name) followed him into his home. "Tommy,,?" he was on his bed crying. "What do you want, (Name),,?" "I wanna help you," Tommy has heard that too many times, but for some reason, he actually believe (Name). Was it because they've been friends for so long, or was it because (Name) also knew his pain. They sat next to Tommy, rubbing his back. "Wilbur does love you, you know?" "I,,I know, it's just,, he can't stop lying to me, pretending like he's the shit. I just want to be his old self,, I want Phil to love me like he did when he took me in, I want Technoblade to see me as someone worth accepting, I want Tubbo and Ranboo to be my friends again." "Tommy, you are someone worth accepting, and I love you(PLATONICALLY). You're my best friend, and you're amazing to hang around with, you know that?" Tommy smiled a bit, wiping his face. That was all he needed to hear. "Gimme a hug, big man." (Name) opened their arms and Tommy gladly accepted the hug. "You're my best friend too, (Name)."

yay fluff at the end :)

remember that you are always loved no matter!!!

~1777 words