tw: suicidal thoughts, suicide attempt. 

Achilles
Achilles
Achilles come down,
Won't you get up off
Get up off the roof

A voice in Tommys head, what sounded weirdly familiar to Tubbos, softly sang. Tommy sat on the top of the the pillar he made out of blocks he had. He watched the ground thousands of blocks beneath him with a sad smile on his lips.

You're scaring us, And all of us

Heh, it's not like anyone cared about him anyways... 

Some of us love you
Achilles, it's not much but there's proof

Memories of his family, when they weren't so broken flickered before his eyes. Surely, maybe one or two people would miss him, right?

Right...?

You crazy assed cosmonaut
Remember your virtue
Redemption lies plainly in truth

Another memories. This time it was him and Wilbur creating L'manburg. Tubbo, Niki, Fundy, Thunder... They were so happy back then. How did it end up like this...?

Just humour us
Achilles

He was with Ranboo robbing Georges house. They were joking, not caring about the consequences of thier actions. But really, at that time no one would even think about what could happend in the future.

Achilles come down
Won't you get up off
Get up off the roof

If only he had a reason to keep trying. If Tubbo could visit him once, if anyone for that matter could visit him, maybe things would be completly different.

Achilles
Achilles
Achilles come down, won't you
Get up off
Get up off the roof?

And again... If Tubbo really cared he would come here to visit. But he didn't. He- He doesn't care about Tommy. Tears started to form in his eyes. He blinked a couple of times, but it didn't help. Tears slowly fell from his cheeks.

The self is not so weightless
Nor whole and unbroken
Remember the pact of our youth

Another memory. This time it was him and Tubbo on the bench, watching the sunset while Cat played in the background. It was the real his Tubbo, not the president that exciled him.

Where you go I'm going
So jump and I'm jumping
Since there is no me without you

Back then, it was really them against the world. Back then, they were inseparable. Back then, he couldn't even imagine a life withoud his dear best friend. And yet... He sat there, all alone...

Soldier on Achilles
Achilles come down
Won't you get up off
Get up off the roof?

He wasn't a soldier. He was just a kid who wanted peace, to live with his family and friends. Wanted home.

Guess people don't always get what they wanted.

Loathe the way they light candles in Rome
But love the sweet air of the votives

Wilbur playing his guitar and singing by a campfire when they were kids. He used to love to hear his older brothers voice. But now...

It scares him.

Hurt and grieve but don't suffer alone
Engage with the pain as a motive

Funny... But how much pain do he need to feel until it's over? Until he will finally find peace?

Today of all days
See
How the most dangerous thing is to love

Yea. You need to be carefull with who you trust. He learned that the hard way...

How you will heal and you'll rise above!

Maybe... Maybe there is another solution? Maybe he doesn't need to end it all...?

Maybe... Just maybe... there's still hope for him...?

Achilles
Achilles
Achilles
Jump now
You are absent of cause
Or excuse

This voice... It sounds like a mix of Dreams and Schlatts.

He's back there. Back in the nether, watching the orange lava below. Tears start to form in his eyes again. Why is he here?

So self-indulgent
And self-referential
No audience could ever want you

'Please excort Tommy from my country Dream'

'Let's be the bad guys Tommy'

'I will kill you. I will genuinely kill you Tommy'

'Is to revoke, the citizenship, of Wilbur Scoot and Tommyinnit'

'You want to be a hero Tommy? Then die like one!'

'It was never meant to be'

They lied to him. No one really cared about him. They- they all did this out of pity-
Bad, Niki, Ranboo, Phil, Tubbo-

They didn't care about him. They don't care. They never did. 

You crave the applause
Yet hate the attention
Then miss it, your act is a ruse

Pogtopia. Wilbur loosing his shit. Techno betraying them. Wilbur blowing up L'manburg. Phil killing Wilbur.

Why can't he just have a loving family?

It is empty, Achilles
So end it all now
It's a pointless resistance for you

There's no hope for you. You're too pathetic. Not suprising that Tubbo got rid of a pathetic piece of shit like you.

Achilles
Achilles
Just put down the bottle
Don't listen to what you've consumed

Tubbos(?) voice again. Why did it wanted to save him? Why can't it just leave him, like everyone else did?

It's chaos, confusion
And wholly unworth of feeding 
And it's wholly untrue

But then again, there's Ranboo, there's Niki. They never betrayed him. The ender-man hybrid did visit him a couple od times, that says something, right? And Niki? She were always so nice and kind to him, never made him upsed and helped him a lot. Maybe there are still people caring for him out there?

You may feel no purpose
Nor a point for existing
It's all just conjecture and gloom

'I love you Toms'

'You're my son'

'I have the blade'

'A-and she responds 'L' '

'We can't loose our hope'

And there may not be meaning
So find one and seize it
But don't waste your self on this roof

What would his past self say if he saw himself right now? Would he be ashamed of himself? Would he understand? Would he tell him to stay strong or to jump...?

Hear those bells ring deep in the soul
Chiming away for a moment

He's not alone. Is he? No, he have Ranboo. He have Niki. Heck, even the Badlands. Tubbo... Maybe Tubbo doesn't care about Tommy, but that doesn't change that Tommy still cares about Tubbo. 

Feel your breath course frankly below
See life as a worthy opponent

The disc war. Final control room. The duel between him and Dream. He gave the discs for L'manburgs freedom. He- for once did something right. And he would never regret his decision. 

Today of all days, see
How the most dangerous thing is to love

L'manburg. His home. The nation he helped create. Even after all this time, it still owned a special place in his heart.  

How you will heal and you'll rise above
Crowned by an overture bold and beyond
Ah, it's more courageous to overcome

Smile slowly crept on his lips. More tears forming in his eyes. He come here to take his last life. He didn't.

Yet.

He turned his head back, to face the figure standing there. It was Dream.

'You want the acclaim, the moth-' he started, but got cut off my another figure who appeard by Tommys side. 

'It's not worth it Achilles!' yelled Ranboo, succesfuly overshouting Dream(?). 

'More poignant than fame, Or the taste-' It was Techno. Yet again, he got cut off my another figure. 

'Don't listen Achilles!' cried Niki. 

'Be real and just jump,You dense motherfucker'  it ws Schlatt, the same who exiled him from L'manburg for the first time. 

'You're worth more, Achilles! ' yelled Ranboo, but not loud enough to overshout the dead dictator.

'You will not be more, than a rat-' It was Wilbur. The insane fucker who blew up L'manburg. 

'So much more than a rat!' yelled Niki. 

'You want my opinion- '  it was Dream again. 

'No one asked your opinion!' yelled clearly pissed off Ranboo.

'You asked for my counsel-'  Techno. 

'No one asked for your thoughts!' Ranboo yelled again. 

'Be done with this now, and

'get'  cried Ranboo and Niki. 

'jump' yelled the rest

'off the roof. Can you hear me Achilles? I'm talking to you~

I'm talking to you...

'I'm talking to you~'

He was back at the pillar, but the voice still remained. This time, it was Philzas loving and caring tune. 

'I'm talking to you~

Achilles come down~

Achilles come down~  '

He knew what he needed to do. He knew what he will do. Slowly, he got up. He scanned the ground beneath him for a moment, before-

One step forward. 

As he fell, he softly sang under his breath. 

'Throw myself into the unknown
With pace and a fury defiant
Clothe myself in beauty untold
And see life as a means to a triumph'

He smiled as he sang. 

'Today of all days, seeHow the most dangerous thing is to love'

Imagines of his family, Tubbo(in his green shirt, not in the black uniform) and L'manburg with it's citizens flashed before his eyes. He knew exactly what he's going to do. 

'How I will heal and I'll rise above
Crowned by an overture bold and beyond'

'Ah, it's more courageous to overcome'

Splash

The sound of something hitting water could be heard.