my friend made me a small little pillow for meh birthday ^^

but wait what?...

..wait, no, i'm not absolutely terrified of being another year older and the emotions that come with it, that i'm suddenly tons more sensitive and tired...

...that i'm sick and i've been sick for weeks now and i've been doing everything that you shouldn't be doing because of my friend's visiting

staying up later to watch youtube,

going swimming,

not even taking a nap or having some warm chicken soup or even just laying down and taking a minute

nope, because stress stress stress stress stress and feelings feelings feelings feelings feelings and ahh you need to sit down but first do this this this this and this

I don't even know why I'm so emotional and more sensitive to everything now, because I'm a naturally sensitive person, but now i'm even sadder!?...the heck!?

...but hey, at least since it's break i can sleep...i can relax and play story mode and be better, because i have no ides what's happening to my heart!

..but you know, it's fine, because story mode is coming and everything's fine..I think x)