A/N - Hope ya like it!

PS - BTW You are in your junior year or eleventh grade. Toodles! 

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*In the school hallway*

I shut my locker when I felt someone tap on my shoulder, I turned around and it was 'high-school bad boy' Gally. This boy was resented by half the school and loved by the other half but I personally had no interest in him.

"Hey, Gally. What's up?"

"Hey [y/n]. Tell me, are you free tonight?"

"Umm... No... I have to go see my boyfriend." I answered. He was asking me out, wasn't he?

"You have a boyfriend?" Gally started laughing, "Where is he then?"

"W- we umm... are doing long-distance." I looked down so he couldn't see the pool of tears forming.

Gally started walking back with his hands up in mock defense, "Alright princess, I gave you an opportunity not many girls get and you blew it. Don't coming running when he breaks your heart."

"Won't be a problem" I muttered under my breath as the bell rang and it was time to head home.

****** Time skip cause I am too lazy to write stuff *****

"Mom, I am home." I yelled as I shut the door to my house.

"Okay, sweetie" She yelled back.

I went to the kitchen to grab something to eat before I head out to go visit Thomas, my boyfriend, when my mom walked in.

"You look in a hurry. Going somewhere?"

"Hmmm.. to visit Thomas." As soon as I said this, a solemn expression came over her face.

"Oh..... Alright, just take care." She gave me a small smile.

"I always do. See ya later mom." I quickly ate a sandwich and got some juice in a bottle as I grabbed my car keys.

"See ya honey, I love you."

"I love you too" and I started walking towards the door to get in my car.

I played my favorite song as I drove when I saw a flower shop, "Thomas loves roses, I should get him a bouquet."

I parked my car and quickly got a bouquet of red roses for him and then I continued driving.

********** another time skip ************

"Hey Tommy" I said as I walked towards his grave.

Yeah, he's dead. My boyfriend is dead.

He died 6 months ago in a car crash and while people tell me to move on because that is what he would've wanted for me, I still can't move on.

How can I? How does one simply forget the one he/she loved for as long as one can remember? And most importantly, how DOES one move on? It's not simple, it never was.

I remember loving that idiot since I met him on the first day of kindergarten. His brunette hair messed up, a big stain on his light blue t-shirt due to a food fight in the cafeteria and his million-dollar smile.

I remember how much I loved him when he got all flustered on the day he asked me out and jumbled up his words. He wanted to ask if I would go on a date with him and instead asked me "If I would date a go" and then proceeded to chant sorry for five minutes straight.

I remember how he would always do silly things to make me smile, even if he was having a bad day too. The way, he always looked out for me.

"I brought your favorite flowers." I laid the bouquet on his grave as I sat beside it, smiling at the thought of him and all the small things he used to do.

"You know today a guy asked me out." I paused a little, as if waiting for his witty reaction – which would sadly never come – and continued again with a small smile playing on my lips, "Yeah, don't worry, I turned him down. Nobody can compare to you." A tear escaped my eye.

"I miss you Tommy" I tried wiping away my tears but it was of no use, the tears were flowing uncontrollably by now.

"I know it is very selfish of me but why did you leave me? I still can't move on and I don't know what to do without you around. I don't – I don't know how long I can hold on in this miserable place without you."

I wiped away the tears, "I know you don't want to see me cry." and I laughed a little, even though it wasn't funny.

"Okay, you know what? The pity party's over. Let me tell you about my day." And I started babbling about how I slept through the math lecture, how my best-friend threw her smoothie at the girl who was being mean to us, how the English teacher was giving too much work and so on..

I didn't even notice how the time passed and I finally noticed when the sun was about the set, "Oh, looks like I am running late Thomas. I should go, don't worry, I will be back soon." I stood up and after biding my last goodbye, I started walking to where my car was.

I started the car and started driving. I was driving on an empty road humming to the songs on the radio.

'I would be home in 15 minutes' I thought and continued driving when I saw a car coming behind me.

It was coming at me with a great speed, even almost getting off road sometimes. I looked at it from my rear view mirror expecting it to slow down but it didn't.

With a deafening 'boom', the car crashed with mine and my car turned around and landed on its top.

I bumped my head against the window and I felt a blinding pain on that spot. I tried moving around, finding a way to make it out but I could hardly move. My body was sluggish and it felt like I had suddenly no energy left.

I knew that I was gravely injured. I felt the oxygen lessening and I could feel the walls closing in on me as my eyes couldn't stay open no matter how hard I tried.

"This in the end" I thought, "I am finally going to be reunited with Tommy again. Bye mum, bye dad" and with that I fell into dark nothingness.

A/n – I am personally traumatized by what I wrote! And I know this isn't even like 1% good but we haven't written anything in a while and I had this in my drafts, so......

Peace Out Chickalitas!

Xoxo – the awesomest people you have ever met!