A/N I wrote this awhile back in an old notebook and decided it was pretty fitting for this book. Ironically the things I wrote are no longer true and I'm in a good place.

I waited for you.
You loved her, and then you didn't, and now you do again.
I'll keep waiting.
You ran up to me clutching her arm and said, "My girlfriend".
It crushed me.
But now was not my time, so I put on my happiest face and hugged you both.
You looked so happy and I wanted to be happy for you, really I did...
But I couldn't
It was like someone was ripping me apart from the inside.
I loved you, I still love you.
I'll keep waiting.
You'll never love me, but I will always wait. I will put on a pretty face, tell everyone I'm fine, and I'm just tired.
And I am tired.
Tired of waiting.
I love you, but I can't loose you, and I just don't know what to do anymore.
I want to cry, but I can't.
I'm so broken I just can't do it.
But I can try to wait.