Dedicated to my best friend, te amo dude, thanks for an amazing freshman year

TW: Sad thoughts

Sitting in the corner with just my thoughts

they were yelling at me, cursing me for everything i've done wrong

'don't talk too much, you're bothering him, can't you see he doesn't like you?!'

'why bother, he'll never never notice you if you look like that'

'you're such a fucking baby for crying about such stupid shit, no wonder nobody wants you around, just leave'

thought after thought entered my head, i couldn't take it. i texted him, he said he'd be over in a little bit. he came and looked for me, he found me and wrapped his arms around me. he told me

"it's gonna be okay, i'm here to help u, i won't leave like the others"

those thoughts still swirl inside my head, but i now think about him and his smile and heart and i smile and carry on.