Maybe, If I Wasn't Deaf...

Faisy
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Самолет Россия (Airplane Of Russia) was the first thing I saw when the person who bought me brought me outside. The cold nipped at my exposed legs. Cerberus had forced me into a dress and my hate for my him just grew. Cerberus had wanted to carry me but I refused to let him carry me. He told me I was going to be punished when we got home and just held my hand as we walked. As the airplane came into view, I stopped.

'Hurry up,' Cerberus signed to me.

'No,' I told him as I shook my head. Cerberus sighed and picked me up an placed me on his hip. I thrashed and hit him but he walked towards the airplane without flinching. I screamed as loud as I could right into Cerberus' ear earning me a smack on my cheek.

'No airplane,' I signed as I began to cry. Cerberus ignored me and kept walking. I sobbed into Cerberus' shoulder and he stroked my back soothingly. He yelled to someone and a man with a straight face walked up. Cerberus told the man something and soon he left.

'Hey, I'm going you something to calm you down,' Cerberus told me. I relaxed into his arms for just a second before I stiffened up. Is Stockholm Syndrome kicking in already? I mean he is very attractive. No Link, don't think like that. He bought you for Christ sake!

While I was talking to myself, I failed to notice that the man had came back.

Maybe, if I wasn't deaf, I would've noticed.

Cerberus gabbed the needle out of the man's hands and the man bowed as if Cerberus deserved to be bowed to. He didn't. He didn't deserve anything until he doesn't comment any more sins.

'Give me your arm,' Cerberus demanded. I refused so he just yanked it away from me and stuck the needle in. I yelped in pain but it was a short lived yelp. Cerberus set me down and I made a run for it. Cerberus didn't even try to stop me.

I smiled to myself as I thought I was free from the man who bought me. I only got a couple steps away before my legs felt like jelly and a sudden rush of needing to sleep hit me. Cerberus leaned over me a second or two after I fell to the ground. What did you give me was the only question on my mind but I couldn't lift my hands up to sign it.

Maybe, if I wasn't deaf, I would have been able to ask the question.

I woke up as I hit the floor. I pulled myself off the floor but I quickly fell down as the ground shook. Oh no. Where was I? I swear, if I was on a plane, I thought to myself. I looked out the window and sure enough, I was on that airplane from earlier.

I uneasy. Very, very uneasy. I laid on the floor taking deep breathes. Try to think of something else, I told myself but the fact I was on the plane was too terrifying. Try to remember Faisy.

'Hi I'm Faisy,' a girl signed to me. My eyes opened wide as she signed it perfectly.

'You're deaf too?' I asked with a hopeful smile.

'No but my brother is hard at hearing so I know sign language,' she told me with a bigger smile. My heart sank for a second but I was still happy.

'My name is Link Faisy,' I tell Faisy who was hanging by her legs from a branch of a tree I was siting under. Her read hair was everywhere but it fit her, she seemed crazy.

'I'm going to marry a Princess,' she told me as she dropped herself from a branch. She didn't even flinch as she sat cris cross in front of me observing me. Her green eyes searched deep into my blue ones as if she was looking straight into my soul.

'Aren't you a girl?' I asked confused.

'Yes but I'm still going to marry a Princess,' she told me. I smiled.

'Okay,' I told her and she smiled even wider.

'You're my best friend now,' she told me as she stood up looking around.

'Okay,' I signed as she looked back at me.

'My mom is calling me so bye Link,' she said and she kissed the top of my head in a friendly way.

Maybe, I wasn't deaf, I could've heard her Mom calling her.

I felt the tears fall before I could stop them. The next time I'd see Faisy would be at her funeral two weeks later. She was heading home after she was talking to me and her mom turned around to read her son's signs when a drunk driver hit them from the side. Faisy was the only one to pass away and after the funeral, her family packed up and left. She never married a Princess like she said.

The world is full of liars and since then, I never made a friend. A blind girl in my class seemed nice enough but I don't know if I would've had the courage to make her my friend. I was scared of being lied to like Faisy lied to me.

I wiped the tears as Cerberus walked in. I didn't want the man who bought me to think I was weak. I'm not weak. Cerberus smiled at me and picked me off the ground, standing and supporting me like he had no problem doing that. Okay, maybe I was weak.

'Sorry, we're going through a rough patch,' Cerberus signed to me. I smiled as if to say it's okay. I quickly dropped it though as I recalled our previous encounters. I frown deeply.

'Since you are up, you can start on your punishment. It's going to be easy because it's your first one,' Cerberus told me. Cerberus didn't wait for my answer as he carried me to a room with a bed and papers scattered everywhere. He tossed me a notebook and wrote something down before handing me the pen. He told me to write the sentence he had wrote over and over until the notebook was filled.

Я - плохой (I am bad)

I blinked once, twice, three times and glanced up at Cerberus but he was already leaving. I rises my hands to sign something but he wasn't looking at me.

Maybe, if I wasn't deaf, I could ask Cerberus what the sentence says.

I shrugged and just wrote the sentence over like Cerberus had said. But, writing the same sentence over and over gets boring. I did about half of the notebook in my defense. Most the papers I picked up were in another language but there was a few with very sloppy English. I could make out something about drugs and America. I groaned once again becoming bored when I picked up a piece of paper unlike the rest.

Most of the papers were neatly written in a foreign language or written in sloppy English but this one was written in a brown with red tint sloppily. This copy sheet of paper was written on with blood. It was old based on the colour but it was here. I quickly scanned the writing.

Я тебя люблю.

Just then, a felt a hand on my shoulder. I jumped back from shock before I looked straight into angry, green eyes. Cerberus' angry, green eyes.

Maybe, if I wasn't deaf, I would have heard Cerberus come in.

'What are you doing?' Cerberus asked angrily. I shyly lifted up my hands but Cerberus beat me to it.

'That's it. When we land, I am going to spank you,' Cerberus told me a smirk making its way onto his lips. He picked me up roughly causing me to drop the paper I had gripped roughly and through me over his shoulder. I decided I had done enough for that day and just let him carry me and when he dropped me in my seat, I didn't sign a word.

I let Cerberus, the man who had stripped me off my free will, the man who was going to spank me, the man who had a paper written on with blood, the man who had papers about drugs, do all this to me. I let him. I didn't even fight. I didn't even sign. I didn't even scream. Those thoughts hit me hard.

What was wrong with me? I will admit he is attractive but that's it. Other than his looks, I hated Cerberus. Did I? Yes? Why was I questioning myself? My head pounded and I rubbed it as Cerberus buckled me in.

'We are going to be landing soon,' Cerberus told me as he tossed me a few pieces of gum. I looked at him questioningly but I chewed the gum aways.

If I thought I hated planes before, I didn't know how to feel about them now. I really hated planes. My ears felt as if they were about to burst and I felt as if we were crashing the whole time. Cerberus didn't say anything as I screamed my head off.

There were people who were sitting around Cerberus and I and they gave me strange looks but quickly looked away as Cerberus glared at them. I did not care though.

I'm going to die. I'm going to die. That was the only sentence running through my head at that moment. Tears burned in my eyes. I was too young to die. I haven't had my first kiss or my first boyfriend or a second friend or anything really. I threw up as the plane stopped.

Cerberus looked at my almost as if asking himself if I pulled on a regular basis. I'll answer that, later. After all, I am way to busy puking up everything I ate. Wait, I did not have any food today. How am I not just puling up stomach acid? Thought for another day, Link, I reminded myself.

I wiped my mouth with my hand as I finished. That's when the ear pain hit. The bursting feeling in my ears only got worse when we finished landing. It was unlike anything I've felt before. If I had to describe it, I would say it was like if swimmers ear had a older, less productive brother that was a jerk.

Cerberus got up and unbuckled me, not even caring he was getting puke on his rough, large, sex- I think my mind just needs to stop. Cerberus bought me. Purchased me like an animal. I should not be thinking about how attractive he is. But, yet, my mind could not stop thinking about how hot he is.

Cerberus picked me up and carried me off the plane. Once again, that weird writing was present making me question where I was. I could try and sign to ask Cerberus but that would take time and he'd have to stop to answer and Cerberus seemed like a man on a mission at the moment.

Maybe, if I wasn't deaf, Cerberus would answer if asked him where I was.

Maybe, if I wasn't deaf...