Jimin pov ~

Jin calmed me down some but the clock was ticking. Everybody I knew was there. I was looking out the curtain, so many people. I was shaking with nervousness. B.A.P had just gotten on stage. We would be after them. I was opening the song. I was freaking out. I was suppose to do a certain dance while I was singing and if I messed up even once the performance would be over.

I looked at the judges who were watching the performers closely. I closed the curtain and laid my head against the wall. I was trying to breathe. I couldn't let them down. Suddenly I felt a small tap on my shoulder. I opened my eyes to see Jungkook staring at me. "Jimin are you okay?" He asked. We were still somewhat awkward with eachother even though everything happened a few months ago. "Uhm.... I'm fine Jungkook.... Just nervous," I said quietly. "Jimin, listen. I really want to talk to you about something," he said looking down at his feet. "Jungkook are you sure this is the right time-" I began. "Yes. If I don't say it now I won't ever say it. Please listen to me Jimin. That's all I ask," he said. I looked into his eyes and nodded.

"Jimin.... I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry for not helping you back when we left. I'm sorry for leaving you in the first place. I'm sorry for playing hard to get. I'm sorry for being a jerk to you. I'm sorry that when you showed me your affection I blew it off. I'm sorry for making you think I love Taehyung but he's just a friend. All he will ever be is a friend. Jimin ever since we were kids you've been chasing me. At first I was scared to love something. I was scared they'd just end up leaving. There was nothing wrong with you, it really was me. I should've been there for you and I wasn't. I'm the worst person ever and I know that. But Jimin I do love you. I love you and only you. I don't love Taehyung. I've always loved you. Jimin I was just scared to get my heart broken. First love I always believed never lasted. I didn't want what we had to end. I wanted to know if you were truly going to be there for me always so I led you on. I led you on for those 9 years and when you stayed I finally put away all my fears and jumped for it. Jimin I don't expect you to forgive me. What I did was unforgiving. I don't deserve you or your love. I'm not here to beg you for forgiveness I just wanted you to know how I truly felt. I bought this for you a month or so before your birthday. Right before you fell into a coma to be exact. I've been waiting to give it to you until your birthday but I already ruined that. I know you'll never love me the same way you used to. But I hope you like it anyways," he said handing me a small box.

My mind tried to process everything that was just said. I opened the small box. Inside was a charm bracelet. The word Jimin was spelled on it in separate gold letters along with a small heart. I opened the heart to reveal a picture of me and Jungkook we took when we were younger, Jungkook was kissing my cheek and I was smiling like a goofball.

I remember it, it was my 12th birthday. Jungkook didn't have anything to give me so I told him to give me a kiss. He agreed but he said only on my cheek. I had Namjoon snap a pic before Jungkook could figure out what happened. After that, I got hit on the back a bunch of times by Jungkook for taking a picture. I smiled thinking about it and closed the heart. On the back of the heart it was engraved also, "for Jimin, from kookie. Saranghae." I smiled and looked up for the first time to see Jungkook was turning away ready to walk off. "Jungkook wait-" I said and he turned back towards me.

"Jungkook.... I forgive you. Really you should be the one that doesn't forgive me. I acted like a jerk to you out of jealousy for Taehyung and anger for lying to you guys about JB I just wasn't thinking straight. My dream about dating you was about to come true and I ruined it. I'm sorry Jungkook I really don't deserve this," I said handing him back the bracelet. He pushed my hand away ," Jimin I've kept that bracelet in my backpack for months. You better take it and like it," he said glaring at me. I smiled and nodded, taking it out of the box. "Will you put it on me kookie?" I asked handing it to him.

He smiled and nodded," on one condition," he said. I nodded for him to continue. "Will you still take me to that movie?" He asked smiling. I rolled my eyes ," yeah just let me survive tonight first," I replied happy that we were back to normal. I watched him as he carefully put the bracelet around my wrist.

Our eyes met and suddenly there was this feeling I've never felt before. This electricity that I've been dying to feel since.... Forever. Before I knew it we were leaning in to eachother. Our lips almost touched before I heard a yelling from beside me.

Down the hall Namjoon was screaming at us saying that we were about to perform any second and to get ourselves on stage. He was just as nervous as I am it seemed. I would kill Namjoon later for ruining my moment but right now my stomach was full of cramps from the performance that would begin any minute. Jungkook looked at me once more and gave me a reassuring smile. I sighed as we headed on stage. Jin and Namjoon first. Jhope and Suga second. Me and Jungkook next. And finally V. We stood in the dark part of the stage waiting for the lights to turn on and our performance to begin. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. Then the lights came on and the music started playing....