Jimin pov ~

So far practice has been great. Suga and Namjoon have spent hours writing this song. I understood how hard it was. They had to have equal line distribution for 7 people, a chorus, 4 singing parts and 3 rap parts. They havnt got any sleep in 2 days. Luckily, Jhope decided to go to bed early  so we could start on the choreo tomorrow. Since Jungkook and V were two of the youngest they went to bed really early for some reason.

Everyone besides Namjoon and Suga were in bed , so I decided to see if two of the oldest needed some assistance. "Hey hyungs need any help?" I asked sitting across from them as they talked quietly. They looked up and smiled ," Finally calling us hyungs huh? That's nice to hear again," Namjoon said. "Last time you tried to write lyrics they sounded like a children's song. But thank you for asking Jimin," Suga said quietly.

When they get really into writing lyrics they get sort of offensive but I was used to way worse than a few insults. "Oh, okay then," I said getting up. "Wait Jimin , I think there is one thing you can help us with," Suga said as Namjoon punched him in the arm for what he said before. I smiled ," Of course, anything," I said just happy to be able to help with something again.

The truth is , I still feel really bad for ruining my birthday party they tried so hard to make nice this year, so I've been trying to be as useful as possible. "Okay so this song , we want it to be inspirational. Something that actually means something to somebody. So tell me, what are two words you've thought a lot in the past few years," Suga asked getting out a pencil and a writing pad.

"Why just two?" I asked. "Because every korean song has only two English words as the chorus followed by a English sentence," Namjoon said. I nodded ,"two words I've thought about a lot in the last few years..... Jeon Jungkook," I said smiling. Suga and Namjoon both cracked a smile, they may look scary but they're all teddy bears who feel bad for my one sided love with Jungkook. Well not anymore.... I'm pretty sure he hates me right now. "Very funny. Now seriously , something meaningful," Suga said. I thought deeply about these two words. Two words to describe my life in the last few years.

"Two words.....that I've thought about a lot in the last few years......oh I know," I said as an idea came to my head. "What is it?" They asked at the same time. "Save me," I muttered. "For the last few years two words that I thought in my head a lot was save me," I muttered explaining myself. "Save me.... You wanted people to save you but they never did?" Suga asked solemnly. I nodded ," at least until you guys literally did save me," I said as Namjoon began to perk up a bit. "Okay Jimin it's late you should go to bed with the others. We will need your help again tomorrow so if you have nothing to do, you know where to be," Suga said as he wrote a few words down.

I nodded ," You two need to get some sleep too nobody wants tired song writers," I said as they nodded while I went upstairs to my shared bedroom with Namjoon. My mom has been on a lot of business trips lately so as long as I told her , she was fine with me staying over here.

As I closed my eyes I dreamt of the concert. The people who would be staring at me. They would taunt me and throw things at me. They'd hear my horrible singing and laugh when I was told to hit high notes. It was a true nightmare. Just what I needed, more stress.

*the next day*

I was woken up bright and early by Jhope. "Suga said he'll need your help later so we have to work on this choreo now," he said pulling me out of bed. He didn't even give me time to brush my hair or change out of my pajamas he just grabbed my shoes and went downstairs. He slipped them on my feet quickly. "Where are the others at?" I asked quickly. "At the studio," Jhope said running out the door with me. "What studio?" I asked. He rolled his eyes ," Eric is letting us borrow his dance/music studio to make this song," he said. "Blockb and got7 too?" I asked. He nodded. I sighed as we got closer. First a nightmare now Jhope was practically gonna pull my arm off.

Once we got inside I saw there were 6 music studios to practice people's singing or to produce or just a quiet place to write. Then there were 6 dance studios for the three groups to create their choreo or just practice. I noticed it was only bts here. Namjoon and Suga were in one studio writing while V and Jungkook were in another room practicing their vocals.

I need to practice my vocals too cause it sounds like a crying whale when I sing. But between how serious Jhope is about this choreo and helping the hyungs with their lyrics I'm not gonna get to practice any time soon. "Jhope hyung when can I practice my vocals?" I asked. "You don't need to you'll sound great without it," Jhope said. "But Jungkook is the better singer and he still needs to practice," I said. He looked at me "Jungkook needs to practice his vocals because he's not used to dancing and singing. If he works on his breathing more he'll be able to sing and dance perfectly. You're a dancer and vocal but you already know how to sing and dance so you don't need practice," Jhope said as I noticed Jin was waiting against a wall in a dance studio.  

"What's Jin doing?" I asked. "He's waiting for me. After we're done working on this choreo I have to go help Jin with his dancing. I should be helping Namjoon too but he doesn't look like he's leaving that music studio any time soon," I nodded as we made our way to the last practice room on the right end of the hall. "Wait, how are we going to create a choreo without a song?" I asked stupidly. "Namjoon and Suga already created the music they're struggling on the lyrics," he said as he pulled out the cd that read "save me music, no lyrics" on the top. "Dang they work fast," I muttered as he put the Disk in the CD player. "Now, we're gonna work on this even if it takes most of the day," he said becoming more serious. I nodded, I just hoped I had time to help everyone by the time the day is over.