"Please just shoot me won't you ?" Amelia stepped out onto the balcony, where Jasper sat enjoying a glass of wine. She grabbed the bottle and took a big swing from it, sitting down on a chair.

Jasper looked at her. "But whatever happened sweetie ? Is something wrong ? I saw Zac drove you home".

"Do you know when you notice something, and then kind of can't see anything else, but keeps focusing on that thing ?" She asked him.

He grinned and sent her a questioning look. "Well yeah that might have happened once or twice. What is this about my dear ? What couldn't you keep your eyes of ?"

"He he I see what you are thinking, but no, someone in wardrobe had put Zac in this ridiculously tight white T-shirt right ?" She took another swing of the bottle.

Jasper arched one eyebrow and she went on. "Well he must have been cold or something because his nipples was literally trying to poke holes through the fabric, it was so distracting and I spent the rest of the day talking to his fucking nipples".

"Oh God sweetie, so you are not totally unaffected by him, that sounds very distracting. I can so feel you". Jasper said grinning.

Amelia sighed, leaning back in the chair. "Of course I am not, he is so fucking sexy it is not even funny, and I think I might have let that slip to".

"Then why not just do something about it ? I am willing to bet you that he wouldn't say no to a little hanky panky". Jasper emptied his glas and took the bottle from her.

She shook her head. "No can do, that would only end in trouble, and I am not to all that one night stand things and it wouldn't be fair to him either".

"So you are just going to go around and suffer, getting more and more sexual frustrated because you can't jump his bones ?" Jasper said taking a swing from the bottle, handing it to her.

She took a big swing of wine and nodded. "Yup, I can control myself, oh by the way we are both invited to his place friday for barbecue and fun with his family".

"Well doesn't that sound cosy getting introduced to the family". He winked at her, his voice teasing.

She got up and stretched. "I am going to go take a shower, do you want out and get some dinner after ?"

"That sounds like a great idea sweetie, let's go to some real popular place and see if we can spot someone famous". Jasper said.

They went to a trendy cafe and they actually spotted several tv stars among them a very famous talk show host that Jasper whispered to her was so gay but still in the closet.

After that they went to a bar to get a couple of drinks and Amelia felt like a teenage girl when she saw Bruce Willis.

The next couple of days went by quick, they did a couple of recordings when Zac had time between filming the show and she had a couple of promoters about arranging some concerts.

The network was talking about making a video for the song and send it out as a single, which sounded very exciting to her.

Everything was perfect until friday morning when she was out running, on her way home she stopped at a store buying a bottle of water and for some reason she picked up a tabloid magazine too.

When she came back home she stood in the kitchen, flipping through the pages and suddenly a picture caught her eyes, she stopped and read the article.

She hadn't expected her own reaction, it was like getting hit in the guts with an iron clad fist, she was gasping for air and a sob found way out.