After a day of knowing our babies' gender and our husbands hiding a lot of things from us. We couldn't be angry at them, could we?

Diary,

We just found out that we are having twins each.

Yes, you heard it right.

I know that dad would be happy knowing that we are having girls.

Jade is having one boy and one girl and so was I.

Happiness does exist when you believe in it. But sometimes it might take time to get it to where you are or to where you want it to be.

But never lose hope that one day it will come to you in an unexpected way. And we should embrace whatever life throws at us because it's life and unpredictable.

Alhamdullilah, for what we have now because it won't be possible if I let my pride get in the way of my happiness.

The happiness that lies with my husband Rocco.

I am happy to have him in my life as my best friend and now as my husband.

We should be grateful for what Allah gives us because He knows whats best for us.

I am thankful for my sister, my parents and everyone who has been there for me and Jade.

Including our husbands.

Rocco and Jayden.

I would never have it any other way.

This might be one of my last diary entries, why?

Because as mamma always says, now it's time to start on my book that I have been holding on for the last few years.

Thanks to my favorite author for the encouragement that I needed. But I will need her expertise on how to start it.

Anyways this is me,

MayMay.