To MayMay,

I know that you might be angry if you know what I am about to do. But always remember that this time I am doing this for me, for the both of us.

First I want to say that I love you, Maya, with all my heart but that's not going to be enough.

Some day you will forgive me for this, MayMay. You are right about me converting for me and that's why I am leaving after graduation and maybe before you even read this.

You will always have my heart and you will always be in my mind.

I am leaving because I need to do this. To find me and to be a better version of you Roc.

When I lost my parents it was one of the worse days of my life but it hurts the same as today. Me leaving is something that I always thought about hard.

I am not saying goodbye, MayMay and I will never say it.

I love you, Maya A Hassan. And when I return I pray and hope that you will welcome me into your arms as I never left them.

You are my love, my first everything.

I will see you soon,

Yours Roc.